Hey there !
I learn something today and that is “don’t rush anything” let things be the way they are and stop controlling everything because you can’t. Stop planing everything out and the way things are supposed to be because 9 out 10 times it never work out the exact way we plan it. It’s okay to be spontaneous once and while. You may want something today and for some reason you cannot have it right now but be patient. Maybe something better is waiting for you or maybe you’re not ready for it don’t try to rush it only to let it go because you can’t handle it. I mean there’s mean so many things that I wanted and some I got, some I didn’t get but got something better or I realize that I didn’t really need it. If you were living without it before it came along then you can finish living without it after it left.