Publié depuis Eklablog

To begin let me just say that what I am going to share is real life stuff lol. I know it may look like I'm just blogging and talking about just anything (which I am most of the time) but today I come here to let out my frustration with life lol. I am in a good place I am not falling apart nor do I need any medical assistance, I am just being human.

Can I just say how tired I am ? I mean with a lot of things starting with how hard life is. I wasn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth and I have to work for everything I have. If my parents can take me back to their house I would go back for real but they can't take me back. I have to struggle and make it, by the grace of God I will make it. I will accomplish all my goals if not all well most of it and I will publish something whether or not it would be successful is unknown but the joy of having it publish will fulfill me. I have never felt so alone in my entire life I've been here talking about how lonely it gets but never like this. I feel like when you're changing your normal ways of doing things, you become lonely because you're getting rid of old habits now you have to fill that empty space with new habits...I don't know what's more to come but I want to be ready when life strike at me again. 

`the feeling`

it's like staring into an empty window with nothing in sight.

No one is talking or wondering where you are.

It's like being in the dark in a room filled with silent people.

It's like being blindfolded in a room filled with lights and not being able to see anything.

It's like being deaf with a blurred vision...