Hey
Alright I have exactly 10 mins to write this before I start working... let’s see just how far I can go.
To be fair, for you to understand what I am going to say I probably need to explain things. Let me just say that lately I have been feeling so out of it and I feel so discouraged. I didn’t know what was going on and it’s hurting somewhere I just don’t know where. I want to scream but nothing is coming out.
I realize that the enemy will do anything when you’re trying to get to the light. He will try to stop you from getting closer to God. Some people might not tell you but we are all fighting a battle from within. Some of us just have better ways of getting over it and they can recover a little faster than some people but at the end of the day all of us will fall. We want to always be strong, to be happy and hopeful but as soon as you start making your way to God at some point you will feel something trying to break you down... temptation, discouragement, loneliness, hatred, alienation, financial crisis, rejection but let me tell you something from experience I know in the moment it will look so dark because that’s what the enemy wants you to see. Listen to me this is for you and I focus on God close your eyes on the hurt, on the rejection, on the financial crisis or whatever it is just close your eyes and pray. Cry out to God and tell him everything that hurts he know what hurts but you have to ask him to heal you. You have to believe that he can in fact heal you because he can.
I believe Jehovah the creator of all things can make anything possible he can get me out of that place of sadness he can help me get over my fear of speaking what I believe in and any other fears that I have. I believe that he can wake me up from acting like a zombie when I have so much to say and so much to do. What about you what do you believe God can do for you? Write it down for yourself