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hey guys,

How is everyone doing on this fine Sunday? it's hot here in New England that is the perfect weather to start going to the beach, hiking, having picnics... I can't think of anything else. Not that I would do any of that today, someone just told me that I am a cat person and it is true LOL I love my alone times, I like to sit and watch the world through my window; I feel safe that way but I know that one day I must step out of my comfort zone but unfortunately that day is not today. I want you all to live life to the fullest and do things that you are afraid of to conquer your fears; I have yet to follow that motto. 

Someone asked me: why don't you speak much? 

The first thing I think about when someone asks me that is "I am a writer, not a talker, I write the script so you can speak." Lol but no that's my own personal joke; Truth is I can talk a lot it's either: I just don't want to, don't feel comfortable, my friends aren't here (Do I have any friends?),  don't feel like what I have to say will make an impact. I don't know why I am quiet in a group setting most of the time, I have yet to figure this out; in a small group I tend to feel less pressure to speak and I can say what I think easily. I do have an opinion on everything because I am always thinking, always doing research if I don't speak sometimes it's because I don't want to open another argument as I do not like confrontation.