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“Saying “I’m single” is not an invitation for you to ask me out maybe I just want to be alone; you see now I have to lie and say “I already have someone” when In fact I don’t, which means that I have to lie in order for you to leave me alone and I hate lying. But some sick minded individuals will not care that I say I’m in a relationship they will find a way to add something to my fake relationship as if I can handle two people at once, I can barely handle myself. Perhaps someday someone worth my attention will come along but for now I am genuinely not interested. Some people might find it weird that I’ve never try to be in a relationship (besides the lies I’ve told to try to be normal by saying I was in some form of relationship when I know that I’ve never met anyone who made me want to be in one, perhaps I was ashamed of not being interested in any deeper form of connection with anyone but I will be truly be  myself now. Honestly I have no idea what it’s like to belong to anyone and it is not weird to me at all because it’s my choice. I meant it when I say “I want the electric kind of love”and I don’t mind dying alone if I don’t find it because I have everything I need within me. I am a genuine person all the way, I am not going to lie and say I love someone when I know I don’t , I am not going to act like your friend if I don’t want to be your friend; you will know exactly how I feel because my actions will always tell.”