" Music so loud, can't hear my thoughts.
I want to silence the constant whisper that I am messing everything up.
I want to close my eyes and put an end to this.
I want to smile without thinking about all the mistakes I've made.
I want to be alone yet I want to be with someone.
Throw me a pity party for all the lost dreams, and lost hopes, or let me rest until I am me again."