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update.

How's life for everyone?

Life wasn't so great those past couple of months but lately I have been happier thanks to God for all the blessings. I found a new way of living which is let things be what is and only worry about things that I can control. I cannot control someone not liking me, someone talking bad or assuming things about me, or someone not treating me the right way all I can do is walk away and forget their entire existence while I focus on myself and my growth. I can however control the way I see the world, my relationship with Jehovah, the people I let in my life, the way that I am living, my diet or my quality of life, I can somehow control the wellbeing of my fur babies which I am very attached to. 

I can say my family and my cats bring me the most joy; I have some healing to do but who doesn't? I haven't been making friends simply because I don't quite trust people easily... but that's part of my healing. The first step to healing is to recognize the problem. I am not too thrill because my cats broke my laptop and my DVD player so now I can't watch Audrey hepburn every saturday night anymore :( but I still love them.

Did you see the Marilyn Monroe movie on netflix called blonde? I mean you know that I was going to talk about it right! I am now such a fan of Marilyn Monroe but I still love Audrey Hepburn more. So the movie was pleasing to the eye but disgusting at the same time I don't know what that was! but that was not Marilyn Monroe's story it wasn't even remotely close to it, but the Actress voice and demeanor was spot on. I feel like the director is misogynistic especially towards Marilyn because that movie did not portray how intelligent she was at all, it made it look like she was just a pathetic blonde who slept her way to the top and aborted her baby! which I don't believe she did because she's obsessed with babies and her husband said that wasn't true, they made it a look like she would date just about anyone and she did not date both of the Chaplin's boys at once and who knows if she dated them at all? she was good  friends with one of them. She loved older man she did not like guys close to her own age because she was too sophisticated and her success scared some men away, she was also so ahead of her time and so mature that she found those boys immature. Gosh who made this movie???!!! Actually I saw the director's name but why ? does he have something against her or something? 

Now they need to make a movie on Audrey hepburn because she was so interesting! so pretty, so fashionable; I just love her so much.