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My opinion.

(Trigger warning this post contains sensitive information)

As I said before I am willing to wait a lifetime until I meet the right person but let’s hope I meet him before I hit menopause because I do want children. But If I ever have children I don’t think I am going to send them to elementary school, I am thinking about homeschooling my kids but at the same time I am worried that they won’t have enough interactions with other kids… why do I want to homeschool my kids? Here’s why…

• Mass shooting in schools: we are never safe anywhere, there could be a mass shooter at the mall, church and in school. Which is so heartbreaking to think about those sick individuals roaming the streets freely buying guns to kill innocent people and children. I just learn about the shooting at the Nashville school and it makes me so sad to think about those kids who lost their lives; also the other staff members as well… this makes me cry and honestly I thought about not bringing my kids into this world. If I can’t have kids I will not force it because this world is too cruel, it’s so unfair to those kids who never got the chance to live their life. 
• Second reason: bad association. I don’t think I would have the strength to watch my kids make bad decisions and just hope that they change their lives. It would be the biggest heartbreak of my life; I love children and I always want them to make the right decisions and chose wisely but they have to make their own mistakes in learn… 

Honestly I don’t know if I want to bring kids into this world because they could literally be the death of me. I can’t imagine sending kids to school and hearing about a mass shouting on the news. My thoughts and prayers are with the family who sadly lost their family in this tragic event.