Publié depuis Eklablog

One thing I realize in life is that it is better to take risks than to live life in fear. The minute I started doing things out of the ordinary I started to get happier and more confident because I proved to myself that I can do much more than I thought I could. The fact that you are here breathing and walking is amazing, you have the chance to make a difference and to live your life fully so do it! 

Do things that you haven't done before, laugh, dance, make friends, love someone and do things that makes you happy. For a long time I have been living my life through the eyes of other people by trying to do what I think they expected from me not knowing that I have the choice to live my life the way that I see fit. I knew I could make decisions that would be best for me but I was always scared of not being liked or not being seen as normal that I just sort of do things that other people wanted me to do but no more. But truth is :

• I am weird and that's facts;
• I will ask the wrong questions,
• I will love you more than you love me because I love hard,
• I will be late,
• I will be taking a nap,
• I will be in my house playing videos games or watching cartoons,
• I will be declining your invitations and I might show up when you least expect it
• I will ignore your call and go to sleep ( but I will call you when I woke up I promise)
• I will be talking about my cats even if you find that annoying but that's what makes me happy so you can stop talking to me I don't care because the right people always love it when I tell them a funny story about my cats.
• I will bite my nails when I am anxious hence why I always get them done so I don't bite the hell out of them.
• I will be watching a football match instead of going out especially if it's PSG playing, Manchester city, champions league match...

I am not perfect and those things I just listed are just a few of the things that are part of who I am, and I will not hide those things.