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Bad news.

During my assembly today the speaker was talking about how we should stop feeding our mind bad news all the time.  Then I started thinking about my life because When I check twitter all I see is bad news about Haiti that’s probably the main reasons why I stop going over there and the adult content that keeps showing up on my feed unsolicited  is also bad for my mind. 

The speaker took an example of someone who keeps going in the fridge to pick out an expired milk to only smell it but realizing each time that the milk has an awful smell but why doesn’t he throw the milk away? Which is the same thing when I keep checking bad news online about Haiti or about Gaza. Of course you need to know what’s going on but waking up every day to check bad news is bad for your health! And I experience that myself ! There’s this girl name wizard_bisan on Instagram who is currently living in Gaza and ever since the war/genocide started her life has been upside down. There was a time I used to wake up every day sometimes I would find myself waking up in the middle of the night to check her  Instagram to to see if she’s alive and when she didn’t post for 24 hours I would worry! I made a connection with her. I watched all of her videos, I remember I cried so much when she was talking about how she lost her cats when they bombed her house and she doesn’t know where they are anymore . She posted pictures of her 2 kitties and saying how she missed them and I was just crying non stop ! Anyone who knows me know that I have a soft spot for cats! I love all cats! When I found myself checking her Instagram as soon as I wake up without even reading the daily text that’s when I knew I needed to stay away from the news. I still check her page from time to time because I still worry about her, I just pray that she will make it out safely. I knew I was far gone when I was angry at our government for aiding Israel and for not voting in favor of cease fire! I was really upset ! But as a Christian that shouldn’t surprise me at all. We are living in the last days and it’s only getting  worse from here. No government is better than God’s kingdom, no one can save the world but God.  So you can stop worrying about the news everyday you’re just giving yourself a high blood pressure and a possible heart attack. You didn’t hear it from me but we are approaching the end of the world so just brace yourself, it will never only get worse.