tough.

You all know how I feel about the holidays; I don't celebrate any holiday by the way but the one from December- January is soooo depressing. I can't relate to anyone, I love the days off, but I am not celebrating anything. I feel so lonely ugh I spent the whole day sleeping yesterday on the 25th. I normally sleep all day when I am depressed, I couldn't even go work out because the gym was closed. I was so bored, so I slept the whole day. I hate those days... I am always sad. The fact that my brother/ cousin died on 12/23/2018 doesn't help, I miss him so much. I love him so much, poor baby he didn't deserve to die so young.