update

Hey guys,

I am sorry for not being active on here! I feel ashamed to admit but I actually don't feel inspired those past few weeks. Am I experiencing writers block? I think so but don't get it twisted I still journal daily and post pictures sometimes with commentary on my visual blog. 

what's going on?

I am adjusting to new routine and I am trying to fit in blogging because my day goes: wake up. daily text and pray. shower. Gym. or get ready for work on the days when I don't work out. work. 10k steps. drink water. eat. meal prep Sundays. read 10 pages a day. sleep 8 hours. prepare meetings. cool down... I promise you there's not enough time during the day to do everything I want to do. Plus I started scrolling mindlessly on Instagram for the past month ugh kill me now. At times I have to shut off my phone to stay off of it. I think I am stressed that's why I  scroll so much on social media, I am chronically online if something happened in the last 48 hours best believe I saw it lol. I hate being this connected with everything because my mental health normally declines when I stay online too much. I promise to stop, I have a phase like this every year and then I stop being on my phone.

My cats are doing great they are getting muscular lol I think they are taking creatinine lol they need to give me some muscles! they are boys I guess it comes naturally lol. Archie is turning 5 this year and pixie just turned 3 years old! my babies are growing but they will always be my babies. 

the gym is going great I work out 6 days a week now which means more laundry to be done, I need more food, I need more water... at first it was tough but I realize I cannot give 100% daily some days I give 90% other days I give 50% or 40% but consistency is key. I just need to show and to do the work, I may not be as energized day after day but I can still do less challenging work outs. The goal is to stay active and to build muscle :)