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BREAKING NEWS ! BREAKING NEWS ! wow this make me think of a Drake song ...

but anyway turns out I have coronavirus. I still cannot believe it but I am doing good because I never had any health issues thank God. Physically I feel really weak like if you push me with one finger I would fall but the worse thing is when I lay down my head keep on turning as if I am in a rollercoaster, I hate laying down. My head feels so heavy at times...I don't have any shortness of breath but I am isolated from everyone and my roommate too  just to be safe because we don't know if I gave it to her, hopefully not. Am I scared? hell yes ! but I try not to think about the worse thing that could happen... I feel like I have a cold you know, I am still able to eat but some people told me not to eat too much meat and to eat healthy so I can still keep my immune system strong so I can beat this, It might be hard for my digestive system to digest red meat at the moment. 

Mentally... I am okay but I am fully aware that I can get bad at any moment because of my history with (a lot of things lol) but I pray and I will keep on reading the word of God to find strength. Being sick with this virus is worse than anything because no one can come near you, no one can come see you... no one can hug you and tell you that you're going to be okay...I do feel alone at times. But I think my strategy of having fun with myself alone was a  good one because I am able to still have fun alone. I can't dance because I will fall but I listen to music while I sing (with my crusty voice), I write but I can't really focus on poems at the moment I try to think of happy stuff, I am learning new songs, I watch movies but I can barely concentrate. To be honest I feel like this virus hit everyone different some people it's really bad but for me it's just a cold and a heavy head with lots of headaches, runny nose, sneezing I am not even coughing... I am grateful to Jehovah for not letting it attack my lungs. But I still have to be careful because I am very contagious.

what I do?

I boiled ginger in a big pot of water after it boiled really good I put the hot water with the ginger in a bucket I take a big towel over my head and inhaled the steam. 

I also drink a lot of ginger tea. I drink warm water no cold juice or water for me at the moment.

another remedy:

• take 3 celery cut them small
• some red onions not a lot 
• 1 spoon of honey
• 1 spoon of tumeric
• 1 teaspoon of ground pepper
• garlic cut them small or 1 spoon of garlic powder
• 1 spoon of rum
• 3 cloves
• 1 yellow lemon
• 1 green lemon
• aloe vera without the skin
• cut a little ginger (not too much)

put all of this and a blender. once you finish put some in a mug microwave it for 30 seconds and drink while hot (not too hot tho)