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"sometimes we have to lose something to appreciate it."
2021-08-12T17:28:20+02:00
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2021-08-12T02:53:01+02:00
Kissing booth 3.
I have already watched both 1 and 2 sadly, I mean it is not a bad movie but the storyline is just messed up and unrealistic. So you mean to tell me that we can all relate to having a beach house all to ourselves after graduating high school for the summer? and just casually create a bucket list and do everything on it like sky diving, swimming with the sharks... all in one summer? like who has time for that? ugh, I don't really mean to sound like a Debbie Downer. I mean the movie was nice to look at and a bit interesting. It was a lot of unnecessary fights and way too many breakups that I couldn't keep up. Why is it in each movie the characters have to break up? the movie hasn't even started and I already knew the breakup was coming.
In the movie, Elle was in a relationship with her best friend's brother Noah, and her best friend Lee was in a relationship with another girl at school so Noah graduated high school first because he was a senior. Noah is like 6'9 while Elle is like 5 feet lol and it was the cutest couple ever, in my opinion, well I do like tall people but I don't have a preference but seeing a giant guy with a small girl is cute to me. Well back to the movie that is the first time I watch it on the day it came out I almost never do. For instance, I almost skipped the 2 movies last summer well mainly because my love life sucked... but I am not in love this time not that I was last summer but I'd rather not talk about it. This movie was okay I didn't like that they made a long-distance relationship seems like a bad thing like tons of people have a successful long-distance relationship and who just get into a college right in the middle of summer like hello deadlines? how did she even pay for college? and we're just going to magically skip to 6 years like wait hold on back it up! what happened in college and oh I forgot why bring back Marco if Elle wasn't going to pick him? just to create an unnecessary fight and break up? ugh... I don't know, it all didn't make sense to me this time around. The first one seemed more realistic and the second one was relatable but this one just doesn't quite fit in the picture. well, let's hope it's the last one because I won't be able to stand another one where they show Rachel and Lee getting married and Elle still riding her motorcycle with Noah.
2021-08-11T17:04:19+02:00
warning
*just a PSA I can be very blunt at times and if you truly want my advice I don't think you will mind it unless you don't want to hear the truth. When I write about self love or love in general I tend to sound cut throat ! I don't mean to I guess love has yet to teach me how to be gentle.
2021-08-11T15:42:54+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
continuing with the subject of love...
Love is not one sided and you should not continue to love someone if it's not reciprocated. Your love is a privilege let's get that clear it is not a right, therefore if the person you are giving the love to is underserving then you have every right to revoked that privilege and get your love back. I feel like I'm in a court lol well the court of love.
You should not have to break your back for someone who won't even talk to you, your love is your power and you can either give it to yourself or give it to someone who deserve it.
2021-08-11T15:00:45+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
you know what's utterly insane?
you could be going mental, ballistic and crazy but you will never know!
2021-08-11T14:27:02+02:00
what is love?
Love is such a wide topic and it has different meaning for each individual, but love to me is not what we desire it's what we feel no matter what. If you have to feel that your needs should be met completely or that you have to get exactly what you need to give love then that is not love that is just a transaction, it's like saying you have what I need so I will give you love in return. love to me has nothing to do with exchanging needs it's loving someone or something even when it's not bringing anything valuable but you love them anyway because you know that God can change that person to be exactly who they need to be without you trying to fix or change anything about them, love is patient. Take for example my love for Archie that to me is the purest form of love I feed him, I play with him even when he is biting me but I still love him and he is not paying my bills actually he is adding more to it, he doesn't give me food or anything but I love him without expecting anything in return.
we often say if that person doesn't look like that or doesn't have all the qualities I am looking for in a mate then I won't be able to love that person; well that's not love that is simply your needs. The biggest love story someone can experience in their lives is the one they were not expecting, it's the one despite the person's flaw they still chose to love them it wasn't because the person was perfect that's why they love them...there are so many fake version of perfect out there that you can just pick one and pretend to be in love. The purest form of love comes from the heart of someone who choses to love despite the flaws, the unexpected and the unknown.
2021-08-10T15:54:23+02:00
serendipity.
If you went to watch the movie like I was saying yesterday, you're a sweetheart! but if you didn't that's okay maybe you didn't see the post but here's your chance to watch the movie...it's no longer available on Netflix but it's on HBO and if you can't watch it that's also fine lol just keep reading. I will never be able to spoil everything because the movie was magical itself.
I don't watch Christmas movies and I don't think that this is one, it's true that it took place during the holiday and the movie started with them shopping at a store but I shop during Christmas even though I don't celebrate it. There was no mention of the holiday or the importance of it whatsoever. John was shopping for a scarf and Sara was shopping for a pair of gloves, after they purchased the items they went to get ice cream or milkshake I don't remember. They started talking and bonding but they both were already in a relationship, John wanted to get Sara's number regardless that she was already in a relationship and he said I quote "just in case it doesn't work out" but Sara was a big believer in fate and she believe that if she let him go without giving him her number and somehow if they were able to meet again in this big City called New York where there is a lot of people then it would be fate that they were meant for each other. At this point they are still complete strangers and she did not give him her number as she left to get in a cab... but later on they ran into each other was it by mistake? I don't think so but John seemed to have drop his scarf and Sara was the who found it out of nowhere and while she was holding his scarf he found her and she gave him his scarf (in a romantic type of way ). They were both shocked that they were able to see each other again that soon, so they went ice skating and they discussed movies, their likes and dislikes and a lot of fun topics. It looks like they were bounding and having a great time but at the end of their little outing he ask her for her number. She wrote the number on a piece of paper and right when she was about to give him the paper the wind blew it away, she was very skeptical about it to the point where she believed that maybe they weren't supposed to stay in contact. John tried to convince her otherwise but they both agreed that he can write his number on a $5, after he handed her the money with his name on it she went and spend it on a candy or some sort; he was surprised that she did that but she said if she was able to get that $5 again with his number then she will call him ! (insane) anyway they both agree and she could also write her number in a book and left it at a bookstore, she says that if he came across that book then he can call her.
So they both went back to their lives, Sara went back to another City and her boyfriend proposed so now they are supposed to get married. John on the other hand went back to his girlfriend and he proposed to her so now they are supposed to get married. But somehow they both can't seemed to shake the memories of each other and they don't even know each other's name either. Sara became a bit sentimental and she couldn't focus on the wedding plans so she decided to go back to New York to meet a guy she has no idea what his name was, or where he lives. She went to New York with her bestfriend out looking for John while john is out looking for her everywhere, they almost ran into each other a couple of times and that was frustrating to watch. Sara even ran into John's fiancé without knowing, but after different strategies to see each other again that didn't seemed to work they both decided to give up. While Sara was on her way back home she saw the $5 John wrote his name on while she was on the plan, disbelieve she took the $5 and finally find out that his name was John! meanwhile John's fiancé bought him a pre-wedding present and it was the book that Sara wrote her number in! he was shocked and lost for words; he was now sure than ever that him and Sara was definitely meant for each other. So he called off the wedding and now he was alone he went for a walk but found a female jacket on a bench he took it with him; as he started walking he saw the ice rank he went with Sara as he went in there it started snowing so he lay on the ground as the snow fell on his face and he was thinking of her. Sara found out that he had called off the wedding and as her bestfriend was leaving to go back home she told her to go inside because it's cold and as she is standing outside in the cold without a jacket! I don't know if she remember the jacket she left on the bench or whatever but she started walking! and John who was at the ice rank with one pair of glove found the other pair of glove, when he found the other glove he turned around and there she was !!! omg and they shook hands in a romantic and magical way. They exchange their name finally and that was it !!!
Like how is that not magical? I know that it's just a movie and it's very unrealistic but the poet in me think that it's totally possible to come across this type of love even if we are in the century of facetime, snapchat and text messages it is still possible to experience an old school love :)
2021-08-10T03:12:41+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
“If he doesn’t search for me like John looked for Sara in serendipity I don’t want him.”
Go watch the movie I will make a little review about it tomorrow :)
2021-08-09T20:17:54+02:00
facts.
those are actual facts and they're already here on this blog, you can discover as you read!
1. most used words or expressions?
I used many the number one is "as if" and that was after I saw clueless I've been hooked ever since, the second one is "quite frankly" that's from Audrey Hepburn in breakfast at Tiffany when I write that I always envisioned her saying it. In real life I always say "whatever" for any and everything! because why caring when you don't have to? lol
2. what do I write about but never do in front of people?
Crying! I always say that I was crying so hard or balling my eyes out but no one ever see me cry aside from my mom. I always cry in private lol when I'm in public forget it, you will not see one drop of tears, there won't be any expression on my face maybe just sadness but you won't see me cry. Not even at funerals, I just can't cry and I don't know why, but when I am by myself I cry a lot to the point where I am surprised there are still tears left! I can be sitting next to you crying and you won't know unless you really pay attention! don't ask me how I do it lol
3. fun fact?
I write more than I speak. That is both true and false, I write a lot aside from this blog; I have things that I write for my own personal used. I speak less in the presence of people I don't know or not comfortable with, I can seem really shy but only because I am not comfortable with everyone but let me be comfortable I talk so much you will find me annoying.
4. All my of my poetry come from the heart?
yes 100% true anything I write I must've felt it at some point in my life or come across that feeling through someone else's experience but the emotions that comes from someone else's perspective are less graphic because I didn't go through what they went through personally.
5. do I write stories?
officially no, I have started many but never finished them well technically yes. I am currently working on a novel and it's been 2 years since I started...It's taking me a lot of time to finish because I am using different narrative, emotions and I am still growing both as a writer and as an individual so I chose not to rush the process to get a better ending. I want to write short stories as well as children books.
6. I like sneakers more than heels?
No, not really I love them both equally because each serve their purpose in different setting. I love sneakers but I will not get married in them! I will at least get red bottoms!!
7. I no longer drink alcohol?
Very true, I no longer drink alcohol for personal reasons and it has been a year since I went to the liquor store, I will not be back anytime soon either. I think it's one of the best decisions I ever made throughout my entire life.
8. I don't have many friends?
I write about that every once in a while and it's true, I don't feel bad about it or anything because it has always been like this ever since I was born. It has always been easy for me to make friends but harder for me to keep them... I want to have forever friends but that has never happened.
2021-08-09T16:23:24+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
" It's not about finding the perfect mate or to be in a perfect relationship because there is absolutely no perfect relationship it's about finding someone that matches your energy, someone that will be with you through everything even in the dark times, it's someone who choses to love you even when you were at your worse but they encouraged you to be your best without judgments. That's what it's all about."