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2021-09-02T01:11:14+02:00

epiphany. (quote from what she needed to hear)

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Septembre 2021 à 01:11 AM

" what I felt for you was not love, I don't think I ever loved anyone in a romantic kind of way. What I felt for them was never love perhaps it was something close to it or not at all. Maybe all I ever felt was infatuation, lust, the constant need for gratification, the feeling of wanting to conquer the prize without actually needing it. It pains me that I don't know what love is and I am more relieved that you didn't believe me when I said I did. I wanted to love you more than anything but you were not meant for me. The day doesn't rise because of you and you don't set my evenings; I will be fine without you. I want to love but sadly that never happened no matter how many butterflies I felt in my stomach, no matter how many hugs I've craved all of that was simply meaningless; you deserve to be loved and I can't give you that even when I thought I could, it was never about you and I believe love is supposed to be all about you and not about the person who's giving it."

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2021-09-01T16:38:15+02:00

update.

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Septembre 2021 à 04:38 PM

First update for this month yay!!

I am not sure if I did one last month but I am pretty sure that I did even if it was through a video or me just talking about what's going on. There are a lot of new stuff happening and there are still things that are the same. I have been trying to speak and write more in French because in my opinion the greatest story I've ever written was in French nothing wrong with English but it's just my third language.

I am working everyday on something new but I just want to focus on one thing so I can finish it instead of starting 100 stuff and not finish one. Archie is doing great I am changing his food because the one he loves is way too expensive and mommy is trying to save money. He let me sleep now and I think we came to an understanding that when I turn off my TV that it is time for bed. He is simply so cute guys, he's my bundle of joy.... wait one more update I did cut all of my hair and the buzzcut looks great on me because I was blessed with a big head lol... I did indeed cut my hair without planning, I remember that it was a Sunday afternoon and I saw a beautiful girl with a buzzcut either on my phone or on tv I can't remember but that inspired me to run to my bathroom in front of my mirror and cut all of my hair...uhm I know that is crazy! lol but there were other stuff going on with me and my hair is already gone there's nothing I can do but to appreciate it and to cherish it.

what prompted me to take a break?

I did take a short break last week which was for almost a week and uhm I just didn't want to write any quotes or poems or anything whatsoever because I was not in a great place. I tried to refrain myself from writing anything that I would regret and I am glad that I did because it was a very emotional time for me. Usually I use my emotions in my poems but I just didn't want to do it. I am fighting to get to a better place :)

I don't have anything else to say.

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2021-09-01T15:35:35+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Septembre 2021 à 03:35 PM

" Io sono una donna capace."

Amo Italiano :)

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2021-09-01T14:23:41+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Septembre 2021 à 02:23 PM

Salut mes lecteurs français,

Je sais très bien que la plus part des gens qui viennent sur mon blog parle anglais mais là je vais arrêter de mettre accent sur ça parce qu’on le sait déjà. Alors hier soir j’ai pensé à un roman que j’ai écris quand j’étais au lycée et je pense que je vais le publier ici, c’est pas terminé mais l’idée principale est là et peut être que vous aimeriez savoir ce qui s’est passé à la fin de l’histoire mais pour maintenant je veux juste vous présenter le commencement de l’histoire.

Alors comment va tout le monde ? Ça va aller? Pour moi ça ira. J’essaie de voir le bon côté des choses même si la plus part des fois j’ai envie d’aller dans un pays très loin où que personne ne me reconnaît… la santé mentale n’est pas très équilibré. Un jours je vais très bien et en suite demain je pourrais me sentir très mal… j’ai pas très envie de vous dire tout ce qui m’arrive mais une chose importante c’est que malgré tout je vais essayer d’être toujours là sur mon blogue. Quand j’arrête d’écrire je peux dire que tout va très mal et l’écriture est quand même une source de soulagement et de réconfort pour moi. La musique aussi me rends très forte et prêt à attaqué la journée; il y’a aussi un podcast sur Spotify qui s’appelle « une vie plus saine & sereine » de Chloé bloom j’adore beaucoup j’écoute ça tout les jeudis matin et je pense que c’est très encourageant. Il y’a beaucoup de belles choses dans la vie mais il faut juste que vous soyez attentif à ce qui se passe autour de vous.

J’ai pas trop de choses à dire, alors soyez prudent. Bisous ciao

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