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“ c’est dans l’adversité on connais nos vrais amis.”
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Some days I want to start all over again, just pack up all of my things and just rent a place in some small town where no one knows me not that they know who I am where I live now. But somehow I am a familiar face, they know to expect me everyday before 10 pm and they know what my car looks like. My neighbors know that I have cats when they see me bring them to the vet. They know that almost no one ever visits me and that I am always all alone with my headphones on when I take out the trash because I’m afraid to start a conversation with anyone. They know how much I shop because each time I go out I always come back with a bag.
But in this town that I want to move in they won’t know anything about me. For a while They won’t know when to expect me, they won’t know how much I shop, they won’t know what my name is because no one will ever call my name when I walk by. Perhaps if I buy a small bungalow somewhere far out without anything else on sight but big tall trees I can escape the emptiness that this big city brings in my heart.
Why can I just be like them? Why can’t I just go to parties, have fun, take pictures?… why must I always want to escape? Why do I always feel so different? I feel like a 90 year old woman stuck in a young woman’s body… yet I am kid-like most of the time. It’s quite a mystery to be me; yet I love who I am even if sometimes I feel like I am missing out.
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there's this guy on youtube with a channel that's called "the lion whisperer" and I love his channel. He has a bunch of wild cats lounging around in the wilderness; I think it's so cool to take a selfie with a lion but that lion would probably ripped my head off. I go on his channel a lot to relax and unwind while watching those big cats :)
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Dimitri I missed you so much brother :( I hope to see you in paradise. You are loved, missed and cherished. Your absence weighs a ton on my heart, I stil have all your messages and I still have that last picture we took together. I am so sorry I never got the chance to tell you how much I love you! But I love you big bro you will always be in my heart. Your kindness, your sense of humor, your intelligence, your love for technology, your love for Dr. House will always be imprinted in my heart. I can’t believe it’s been four years, it feels like yesterday and I still cry when I think of you.
Thank you for giving me all the laughs, I love you always…
your little sis.
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something we all know but...
I love all cats, it doesn’t matter if it’s house cats, big cats, tiggers, lions, cub, puma … I know wildcats can eat me but I still love to admire them from afar! I think God created everyone with a love for something and mine is a deep rooted love for cats. In the past when I was battling a deep sadness I would just look at pictures of cats on Pinterest to feel better; especially when my cousin passed away I used to look at so many cute pictures of kittens or big cats and that used to calm me down. I still look up pictures of cats when I am not doing too good but mostly I just think of my 2 beautiful cats at home and I smile instantly:)
People can judge me if they want to but I honestly don’t care and I will never care if they find that the fact that I love cats is a deal breaker or annoying. I know what I love and that’s big to me because there are some people who lost interest in everything but I have something that I love with my whole heart.
In paradise I will collect all the cats and put them in my garden! I will welcome all of them because cats and wildcats are the most beautiful creation that God created ;) I’m so glad that God took his time to create them because they make me so happy. I feel like God knew there will be people like me who will be fascinated by them and so he said let there be cats! And so they were !!! :)
My cats are my most precious possessions, if there was a fire they would be the first thing that I would grab. Thank you Jehovah for all the cats you created.