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2026-08-11T13:54:57+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Août 2026 à 01:54 PM

Football season is starting by the end of august and I am excited. I took a break from watching football after France got eliminated out of the world cup. It was a hard watch, I was sooo devastated I had to change all of my electronic wallpapers to something else. Everytime I would look at my phone I would get sad that Mbappe didn't win the worldcup so I had to change the pictures. But all of that is behind me, I am glad Argentina didn't win the world cup because I would have been even more devastated.

I am ready to support my man at real Madrid. I will always love Mbappe, what he is doing in football is incredible and his talent is unmatched. Although he didn't win the world cup nor the champions league he is still the first contender to win ballon d'or! he won world cup and la Liga golden boots! he is just of this world. I love him! yes, he is dating that white girl and if he's happy then I am happy for him. I want him to get married and have a family like Cristiano Ronaldo, I was sad seeing him always attending award ceremonies alone and single or with his dad now he will have someone. I am not one of those crazy people that would bash his girlfriend, I'll support them both. I love Mbappe as a player and nothing more. He and Neymar made me fall in love with football again, for that I will forever be grateful. Can't wait to see my baby scoring goals again!! by the way the real Madrid squad is more dangerous now that Bernado Silva, konate, cucurella sign like what!??? I can't wait to see them play. This season will be epic I can feel it.

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2026-08-10T04:42:34+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 10 Août 2026 à 04:42 AM

One book I read in high school that seriously traumatized me at the time was we the bell jar by Sylvia Plath. Surprisingly it was one of my favorite books! It still is but I don’t think reading that book in high school was a good idea. It was way too soon to read that, especially at the time I was navigating my own mental health issues. Of course I felt understood the entire time I was reading it but knowing what happened to her always made me feel sad.

She did kill herself by sticking her head in an oven, she died of carbon monoxide poisoning. Uhmmm the entire book titled the bell jar which is my favorite depicted how alone and misunderstood she felt. I read it when I was 16-17 years old and I wish I waited until I was at least 21 to read it because it was too much for me considering what I was already going through. One of my favorite book from high school is the catcher in the rye! A classic! It’s a great book and I want to read it again. Also it’s about a 16 year old kid named Holden who was kicked out of boarding and you guessed it he was depressed, lonely and relieved to be kicked out of school. In high school i used to love books written by or about sad poets.

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2026-08-09T17:20:59+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 9 Août 2026 à 05:20 PM

Not too long ago I was talking to this guy and the moment he started talking to me, he started by telling me how beautiful I am. I mean I don’t mind the compliment but is that the only thing? I love compliments that aren’t based on the outside. Yes I want to hear how beautiful I am by the man I love, by the fact I want to hear it daily! because I love words of affirmation but if we just started talking say it once but don’t keep leading with that. It will make me feel like I’m just an accessory, ask me questions, get to know me. But that wasn’t even the only problems I had with him.

He kept pressuring me to do things like FaceTime him, to go to a party with him, to send him pictures of myself (not in a bad way just pictures of me), to meet at his house so I can meet his family like wait hold on! Those are all the things I hate as an avoidant. First of all I don’t like FaceTime anyone especially a guy I just met, but I will FaceTime a guy I like and when I do it they always ask “what did I do to deserve this? Or one said wow I feel honored” I am like a cat, I do things on my own terms; maybe that’s what I love cats so much because we have the same personality! lol. Don’t force me to do anything. I will FaceTime a guy if after I tell him I don’t like it, he doesn’t pressure me and then one day boom! I FaceTime him because I want to see him. I told him what I like to do and what I don’t like to do yet he still tried to force me to go to a party with him around people I don’t know. It’s different if we both know the people because it would be easier for me to go but no ! Like meeting your family? Dude no! I’m not your girlfriend and even then I need at least 6 months to make sure you’re worth it before I embedded myself into your family! You can tell them about me but I’ll meet them when I’m ready. I don’t send pictures of myself to any man because when we stop talking what are you going to do with those pictures? And why do you need them I’m not your girlfriend? If we take a picture together ok but no I’m not sending pictures just check out my instagram.

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2026-08-09T04:18:04+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 9 Août 2026 à 04:18 AM

Movies and music.

Besides reading I love listening to music and watching movies.

My all time favorite movies are:

The great gatsby (2013) this movie is soo good I cry every time and feel a ton of emotions each time I watch it.
Pride and prejudice (2005) I watched this movie more than 10 times when I discovered it during my teenage years. I know every scene! ( I still listen to the movie soundtrack when I am reading, I love this movie and the music)
Les intouchables this movie makes me cry laugh all at the same time!
romans holiday ( Audrey Hepburn is my all time favorite actress I love all her movies except maybe charades)
Coming to America ( the first one, this movie is sooo funny and just sooo good)
malena ( I feel like I’m being transported back in time but in Italy)
Cat woman ( the one with Halle berry I normally watch it when I wanna feel sexy)
The devil wears Prada ( 2006, this movie is iconic! Filled with fashion inspiration)

My all time favorite musicians are

Michael Jackson
Billie eillish
Lana del Rey
Rihanna

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2026-08-08T23:42:37+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Août 2026 à 11:42 PM

Private thoughts

There’s this one girl I know and I wish I could say her name but obviously I can’t because of privacy reasons. But I think she’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, forget about her appearance I mean from the conversations we’ve had her soul is just radiant! If I was a man I would date this girl, marry her and she would have my babies.

I’m not gay lol I’ve never liked a girl. I’ve known her for years and the whole time I thought about this because she’s just soooo beautiful to the point where I’m like how is she single! Her face is beautiful, her body is amazing out of this world even! Her voice is sooo cute… I’m like how is no man snatching that? But from what I know she pushes a lot of man away just like me lol but she’s worse. At least I talk to them! I hear she doesn’t even let them talk to her ! If I was a man I would send her flowers weekly! She’s just soooo gorgeous ugghhhhh I’m sad that I’m not a man because I would do everything in my power to get her. When I want something I set my eyes on it, I never let it go until something better comes along. I hope she finds an amazing guy who will love her and treat her like a princess.

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2026-08-08T22:54:20+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Août 2026 à 10:54 PM

Describe a perfect day:

I wake up at 8 am pray , do daily text and get ready for the gym.

Have avocado toast

Start working out at 9:15 am end my workout at 11:20 am.

Go home shower, have a good breakfast (eggs, bacon or steak, roasted potatoes and a protein shake)

After breakfast or brunch go to my favorite coffee shop. Order a matcha strawberry latte. Bring a book. Read for 4 hours. Go home have lunch ( steak, mash potatoes, broccoli with shrimp scampi) after lunch/ dinner take a nap. Wake up at 8pm watch a movie with popcorn and go to bed at 10 pm lol

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2026-08-08T02:56:02+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Août 2026 à 02:56 AM

Update on the Lindsay Clancy case:

As I keep watching the trial, I don’t feel sorry for Lindsay at all and I think she should be in jail. There’s no bone in my body that makes me have an ounce of sympathy for her.

Let me walk you through of what happened on January 24,2023. She was 35 years old at the time and she took Cora the oldest daughter to a doctor appointment because she believed something was wrong with her daughter, because she was having a belly ache so the pediatrician advised Lindsay to get miralax for her daughter. She got home after the appointment and took the kids out in the backyard and played in the snow with them. She took pictures of them playing and sent them to her husband who was working from home in his office, she also sent pictures to her parents and her in laws. (Were those pictures a form of goodbye?)

Later that day she asked her husband to go get take out, at a place she picked out and that place wasn’t a regular place they ordered food from it was 10-15 minutes away from home, she also asked her husband to stop at cvs to get the miralax or pedialyte for their daughter. Her husband then called her while he was at cvs to ask her some questions about what he was picking up. Her husband said Lindsay sounded like she was in the middle of doing something ( scary! Because that something was her in the middle of killing her children) she sounded clear and coherent on the phone. She can’t say that she blacked out because she picked up the phone and she knew exactly what was happening in that moment.

She then strangled her 3 children with exercises bands. I’m sorry but she’s a psychopath! Killing someone by strangulation is personal because she watched the life go out of their bodies and she made sure that there was no pulse after she strangled them. She deliberately acted with malicious intent to kill those kids. Imagine the kids crying, scared with no understanding as to why their mother was doing this! My heart is broken hearing those things at the trial. Any decent human being would feel broken listening to this.

I don’t see a woman struggling with postpartum psychosis, I see a calculated woman who knew what she was doing and who didn’t want to live the life she was living. She planned those murders by sending her husband out of the house to buy more time to do what she wanted to do. She was also a nurse she knew what to say to the psychiatrist to get the medications she needed to act as is she was sick. Her sobbing at the trial doesn’t seem genuine to me, she always cover her face with her hair… where are the tears? At least let us see you crying! Rocking back in forth and pretending to be crying just doesn’t cut it. She’s a monster and I don’t think she should be free.

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2026-08-06T14:17:14+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Août 2026 à 02:17 PM

reading update.

My goal is to read 50 books this year, but I've already read 43 books, and I will not stop reading until the clock strike 12 am on January , 2027. I will increase my reading goal for 2026 to 90 books as soon as I reach the 50 books this month. On average I read 2 books a week and 9-10 books a month.

I am proud of myself for reading so much because I stopped for what felt like a long time, but I always missed it. I love books and a good story to escape my reality. I started reading in February that's when I completed my first book. If I started reading in January maybe I could have read 100 books!

hitting Finished on a book that I am currently reading on goodreads and fable brings me a lot of joy and satisfaction, sometimes I write a review too.

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2026-08-06T14:11:48+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Août 2026 à 02:11 PM

fitness update.

I still work out 6 days a week, but I have been feeling slightly unmotivated lately if I didn't build a strong discipline, I am pretty sure that I would work out less. But no, I still show up and do what I can. It happens and that's normal but when that happens, I just remind myself of my goals and where I want to be. I have not been eating as much because I always have some weeks throughout the year where my appetite is low. I have trouble getting out of bed in the morning because I get depressed in the summer months! I do wake up but I lay there and scroll on my phone. All this to show you I am not perfect and that I am not always motivated. At times I sit in the gym and feel so weak but guess what I get up and push myself. The summer months have never been easy for me, people get depressed in the winter but I thrive during those months. I cannot wait for fall so that I can start feeling like myself again.

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2026-08-04T20:29:14+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 4 Août 2026 à 08:29 PM

" My Mama don't like you and she likes everyone."

if my mom doesn't like you, I don't know what to tell you because you messed up BAD. she gives a lot of grace to people but if you made me cry or she can hear the hurt in my voice when I talk about you, thenyou're done. I am her lion cub.

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