attention.

some people can't stay without their friends or someone around them, they want to be part of the crowd. I wouldn't know how that feels like because i have never wanted to be part of the crowd. It is not for me. I hate to be where everyone is you will find me there sometimes because that is where i'm supposed to be but my mind is not there and i am not enjoying it. What do you like? do you like being in the crowd or somewhere having deep conversation with someone who matters to you? that is what i like. I hate to be in the crowd because i feel like i am missing out on something that i really care bout and i would really want to be doing it then to act like i'm having fun. I rather stay alone than to pretend like i am having fun with people whom i don't know and whom i don't trust... the reason why i don't trust many people is personal and i cannot talk about it here. I am sorry if you love attention because i hate it. You should not judge me for voicing out my opinion just like i won't judge you for yours.