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Recently well not really it's been a while. I just want to point something out. Before I said that I have a communication problem I said that I don't talk too much or I don't talk at all just because I don't know how to express myself while speaking. Well that's not true, I don't really have a problem I don't know why I said that at the time. I think someone made me feel like I do in fact have a problem but I don't. I am perfectly fine, I can speak my mind I may not be the one taking the lead in the conversation but that's okay... I will answer and I will not be afraid to tell you where you went wrong. I am not retarded, I know how to speak LOL I mean I am sure most of you know I talk but anyways for those of you who think that I don't like to talk well I do love to talk. I want to talk before I used to not speak to someone if I classify you as a stranger but we all are. we just have to get together and talk until you are no longer a stranger. Be careful because not everyone have good intention. You should not let people know too much about you. You may give them the feeling like they know you but actually they might not know half of what you are capable of. I am not out there meaning I stay to myself...for a lot of reasons. The people who are close to me I trust them and I have reasons to. I love a conversation but If you're pushing me to accept you well I may not answer. Don't force me to do anything because I may end up not speaking to you ever again why? simply because I don't like to be boss around. You want to be my friend great ! wait until I get that because I need to think. I don't let people walk into my life like nothing there are a few tests, some questions, what are your intention?, why you want to be my friend? LOL yasss I need to know all that and I am not playing ! When I say I'M DONE OR I DON'T CARE believe me I thought about it for a while I really mean what I said, I won't go back on my word. If I say NO then it's No if you keep coming back and I still say NO then It's a NO I will not change my mind. I know what I know. I am not trying to say that I will not let anyone in my life because I will only be lonely but I will only choose wisely because I can easily be deceived. I can't let that happen. You know how some people get sad, mad or whatever what I feel is worse (...) Get the picture. I am working on that because no one should take their emotions to the extreme not that I do but that's something that I am not willing to discuss here. It is my Blog yes but there some things you can't leave on the internet with your name on it and your face on it whatever it is. You need to be careful this world is not as wide people will find you believe me and you will regret it. whatever you say, post they are all there people can pull them up anytime and show you what you were doing at what time what day. I have shared so many things with y'all only to give you a walk through but it's not my entire life. There are some things that I will not come out and say here. If I say them You won't get it the way I have it in my head because it will be in a poem... and that is confusing.  

I feel bad for the people who try to make other people feel bad about themselves like how are you going to make someone feel like nothing because you are jealous of them. You can't tell them how amazing they are so you are going to make them feel bad about themselves? If someone is amazing and if their soul is just beautiful you need to tell them how wonderful they are in your eyes. They probably don't even know how beautiful they are they probably don't even think someone notice them. I love to see amazing people who are so beautiful inside and out I just want to tell them...

Other things you won't see me write about is my private life(relationships, friends, frenemies, ex whatever...) unless it was in the past, why? because I am a private person do not ask me questions... I won't answer if it's too personal. This blog is not meant for that... among other things I am not going to specify the event but whoever wants to know about ... you know what forget it I rather do it in person I am not going to leave a message for someone... I rather call up that person tell them to their face. LOL alright that's it hope y'all have a good one.