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if only you knew ... how can you be this stupid ! you make me so happy when i'm with you and you don't realize that. You always try to find a way to hurt me when you can't i don't see you like that. You're a clown to me well you're my clown and there's nothing you can do about it besides love me when i tell you. I admit i get tired of you sometimes but i still want you there maybe not too much talking, I like you but not enough for me to tolerate all your nonsense. I could find someone better but something about you is different and i haven't seen that in anyone i guess that makes you unique. I look for words to describe you and what we are but i cannot find any just that you are who you are and there's nothing else to say. I want to get mad at you but i can't because i don't care that much about what you do unless it involves me. You can do whatever you want. I don't want you to think that i'm jealous, sad or mad because of what you do because i don't care at all i just love being with you when i can and when i'm in a good mood i don't expect anything from you. I know who you are and why do you think i want more? there's a saying that says you either don't trust someone because you don't know them or you either don't trust someone because you know them well. For me i know you too well. I'm another story even if you read my blog there are a lot of things you still have no clue about. I bet you don't know what i'm talking about right now ! lol it's okay i know what i know and that's enough.