Flaming thoughts...

Have you ever had that feeling where you don't really know what you're doing?. You think it's wrong but other people tell you that it is right. Deep down you know you shouldn't do it... but you got lost and now you just don't know what you're doing. I'm not talking about anything in particular it can be anything or anything you want it to be. What I want to say is there are those gray places and when you're there you just don't know what is going on! you try to choose but you find yourself in an empty place. Your mind is blank you just don't know what to say,think, do or whatever...I hate those places and I have been there a few times but somehow i got out. Don't ask me how cause I myself don't remember and I don't know. I don't want to think about those places sometimes they are just dark but most time they are just gray. Your mind is just a box full of things...they are often forbidden and other people want to look what's in there (that's invading private property) anyway I'm not being clear right now but I can't seem to put most of what I'm thinking right now into words.