listen.

will 2023 be the death of me? yes, I think it might be lol but I leave everything in God's hands and am doing everything I can to survive. I am not giving up! I am probably the most courageous, hard-working person I know! I have been through so much alone that I never talked about it with anyone except my mama. My mother is my only best friend we talk about everything, she opens up with me because she knows I only trust her,  we have this thing where I say " I need you to be my friend now" meaning we will talk about everything without any filter because at this point I am not her daughter I am just her friend when we're done talking about it she says " okay mwen vle pitit fim kounya" meaning I want my daughter now. 

people can judge me for all the things that I am not doing but I KNOW WHAT I AM DEALING WITH, they don't know! nobody is calling me checking in on me or giving me money. I am the only one who got me, I am the only one providing for me. I don't care about anyone judging me for not driving everywhere you don't know how my bank account is set up, don't judge me if I can only afford to take my religious meetings on Zoom you have no idea what I am going through... I think it's so insensitive when we judge someone about all the things they aren't doing while we don't even know what the person is going through.  Be kind to everyone, be understanding, we are in the middle of a recession, and times are hard. 

If you aren't helping then leave me alone, I got a lot to deal with right now and I don't have time for silly games.