today.

It is not a good day.

But I am trying to remain positive, I was listening to Drive by Miley Cyrus and screaming at the top of my lung while driving to work today, I feel bad for whoever was on the lane next to me because I know I looked crazy but who cares...

this is how I wish my day would go.

• I wish I was in bed until 11 am with my heating pad, cuddle up with my beautiful cats because they love to cuddle with me when I have the heating pad out.
• I wish I had breakfast in bed. 
• have an afternoon on the couch with ice cream while watching my favorite show and a box of tissue next to me because I will mostly likely cry...I even want to cry right now but I am at work.

well one thing for sure if I pass out right  now I will be fine because I am surrounded by doctors and nurses.

Tomorrow will be a better day and I will try again...