update.

I don't have a lot to say but I want to touch base on some things that have been going on in my head for a while now. I wrote something about self-image and about how people can make you feel a certain way about yourself. I am a tough cookie to crack, no one can make me feel bad about myself unless I see the flaw myself. When I first started this blog I used to write a lot about how people viewed me and what they used to tell me. When I was slim they used to tell me "eat so you can get bigger" "one day you will look like a woman because right now you look like a child" I did not care and I still don't. Now I am not slim anymore and most of the things that I used to wear don't fit me, now guess what some people are telling me? "you gained too much weight" see what I mean about self-love? it's really important to love yourself no matter what. Do I care that some people think "I gained too much weight" no you know why? because I have a destination I know in my head what my ideal weight is in my head and I will not stop until I get there and until I look the way that I want. I love myself the way I am now but there's nothing that says that I can't want more for myself. I loved myself when I was slim and I love myself even more now that I am bigger. I will attract the right people, I do not care what other people say as long as I am healthy. 

I also work out and I will do it harder now because I got a lot to work on but I am happy that I gained weight. I can finally say it lol because everyone notice so I cannot hide it lol. I never wanted to hide and I am not going to do it now.

Love yourself.

goodnight.