sadly things never go as you plan them and you just have to figure something else out...
I had a car accident last week, it was not quite a life changing experience like my previous accident because I didn't think I was going to die and I certainly did not see it coming. That accident was not my fault not like the other one was either but for this one someone literally just drove their car right into mine and on my driver side right where I was sitting. Thanks to Jehovah that I am not injured in any way but my car is slightly damaged but because I was not at fault I am not responsible for the damages done.
Mentally I was in shock to the point where I could not believe that I just had a car accident, I didn't even want to tell anyone and there's still a lot of people that I haven't told I guess I am still processing... I am fine just a little stressed and shaken because there is a lot of other things going on in my personal life mostly good stuff but that accident sort of made me feel like things are bad but they're not.
One thing that I learn from this is that You can never plan your life out and expect it to be exactly how you plan it because you will encounter some bump on the road and a few hiccups but no worries all of those inconveniences are there to teach you. You cannot fully mature if you don't make mistakes, cry a few times or a lot, lose a few things and a few friends... You have to be uncomfortable to grow...