/image%2F0653521%2F20241210%2Fob_84fa33_img-4152.JPG)
2023-11-19T21:10:15+01:00
2023-11-19T10:46:44+01:00
Yesterday I had a moment of epiphany and I just wanted to cry! I realize throughout my life I was always the one who had to pick up the pieces all by myself. I was force to grow up at a very young age and went through a lot of traumatic events as a child; but quite frankly I never took those past experiences as an excuse I always knew that I had to be strong no matter what and that I had to work hard to succeed.
Yesterday I was with someone and something bad happened to me and the way he stepped up to protect me before I could even come up with a plan really touched my heart! I always had to be there for people but it’s very rare that someone shows up for me, they do but often times I wish I did everything alone but yesterday I felt so safe for the first time in my life with someone and I felt like I could just let him take control and take care of everything. Usually that doesn’t happen ! I’m always looking for an exit plan just in case I need to save myself. Then I realize this whole time not only have I been looking for love but I also want stability and safety because I need those things to be at peace. Not only did I felt safe but there was some form of excitement there! It was just amazing. I am glad I got to experience that for once in my life.
2023-11-19T03:30:57+01:00
2023-11-19T00:47:19+01:00
“He kisses me on the forehead, holds my hand, make sure that I am alright and feeds me!”
2023-11-19T00:15:41+01:00
2023-11-18T20:03:55+01:00
2023-11-18T18:36:50+01:00
2023-11-18T01:08:49+01:00
Things that I find annoying that pisses me off a little.
2023-11-17T23:56:23+01:00
2023-11-17T23:50:49+01:00
Girl Gift Template by Ipietoon - Hébergé par Eklablog
