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People be thinking I don’t care about them, the whole time my inner monologue is screaming how much I adore them but can’t vocalize it
2024-01-11T18:08:32+01:00
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2024-01-11T03:04:48+01:00
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2024-01-10T19:50:25+01:00
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" I don't care who you are as a person or what you do for a living you just have to respect me, If I've done nothing to you and all you find in your heart towards me is hostility then you no longer exist to me. I won't even try to talk to you because why do I have to beg you to be nice to me? I am enough as a person and if you can't see that then that is not my problem."
2024-01-10T19:44:57+01:00
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" I replay the conversation in my head, and I see myself standing up to you.
Alone I can tell you all the things I am afraid to say to your face."
2024-01-10T14:39:43+01:00
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Memo.
You don’t have to be obsessed with my cats, but you need to respect them if you want to be in my life. You need to understand how important they are to me, the way you view them will determine where you fit in my life. When I want to die, I just have to think about them and I find a reason to live, they save me out of a dark place. When I think about them, I feel happier, they give me a purpose and fill a little bit of void in my heart. Archie was sent to me by God, I wasn’t looking for him, but he found me. I was in a place of deep sadness, sorrows, thoughts of suicide did cross my mind but when I found Archie all of that changed. He made me so happy; he saved me, and God knew what I needed so he sent me Archie. You don’t have to love cats, but you will need to respect my cats. I don’t care who you are if you hate my cats you can’t be in my life period…
My cats have done nothing to you. They are beautiful, loveable, cuddly, soft, disciplined and clean. If you can’t accept them then leave me alone because I can never give up on the souls that saved me from death. They bring life into my heart, they me bring joy, and love in my life how can I let them go?
My heart fills with love when I look at their furry little face, I would go to war for them.
2024-01-10T03:16:00+01:00
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“ we’re friends but you will never call. We’re friends but we fight everyday. We’re friends but you would rather invite anyone else. We’re friends but you hate when I call or text. We’re friends but you never ask how I’m doing. We’re friends but you never stay. We’re friends but you never want to accept my friend request. We’re friends but you don’t even know my name. We’re friends but you don’t know what I like. We’re friends but we can never hang out. We might as well be strangers because we have nothing to offer each other…”
2024-01-10T03:08:31+01:00
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“ you dare to tell me what love is when you turn around and hurt the very person that loves you the most. You block the whole world, didn’t think you would do the same to me. Felt so out of place without you but you left me there in the cold all alone, I called but you never picked up. You pushed me and it hurts, looking into the eyes of someone filled with so much hatred where love once was. I commented on your picture only for you to block me from seeing your stories like I was some stalker and it hurts. Perhaps I should disappear but I am too brave to stay away. I acted cold but every time I hear you voice I want to kill all of the memories of you.”
2024-01-10T02:54:15+01:00
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Alley cat
“ they deserve the love they dreamed of receiving, coop up in the corner in a cold rainy night they dream of a lovely person taking care of them. They dream of having a warm bed and a bowl filled with delicious treats. They hide when they see a shadow because they don’t know if they’re being saved or attacked. When you see them give them some treats, pet them, take them home if you can or take them to a shelter and maybe one day they’ll get another chance at life. I know what it feels like to be broken, and not being able to fit in anywhere and that’s why I believe animals deserve the whole world. They can’t speak but their furry little hearts hold so much love and joy.”
2024-01-10T02:49:08+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
“ you love me broken just so you can take credit for putting a smile on my face, to then tell the whole world how you put me back together.”