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Expensive but not so expensive things I want.
- A revair blow dryer (I don’t blow dry my hair and I mean like ever! But if I were to blow dry my hair one day, I would like to use this blow dryer, because I need a trim and I might have to straightening my hair sometime soon)
- A Daniel Wellington watch! (I’ve wanted this since 2017, I kind of stop wanted it for a while because I could not afford it at first, but now I can afford it I just haven’t gotten the time to buy one, but I will soon)
- A litter robot for my cats because I am tired of cleaning the litter box every day, but this litter box will clean itself I just have to throw away the waste once a week or maybe twice because I have 3 cats.
- A MacBook laptop especially for my writing it will be so much easier for me to sync my phone to my laptop because I write on the go! And I just love the aesthetic of the laptop too.
- An Apple Watch especially because I work in health care so I can answer text with my watch or stay connected without looking at my phone lol
- A vacation to Italy. I am going to make it happen because I really want to try the best pasta, I ever had in my entire life.
- A bengal cat. Those cats are sooo expensive, but I want one when I buy my house.
2024-01-14T19:40:36+01:00
2024-01-14T18:51:59+01:00
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my music taste is sooo weird! I don’t like playing music for people because in the middle of playing a song I want to put another one ! I listen to 53 genre of music! From artist all over the world with all kinds of sounds! I just love discovering new sound and people might find that weird. I love people who listen to weird music like me! It makes me feel safe and happy that there’s someone else out there like me lol
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2024-01-13T19:26:19+01:00
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The teacher who ruin my childhood.
When I was in the 6th grade I had a teacher and I was traumatized by her. She used to abuse all of us and treat us so bad that some of us and even me had bruises all over our bodies. It took me months to get rid of all the bruises she put on my legs, she used to hit us with a belt and tell us how stupid we were. I used to get it the worse when she taught math because I hated math because of her and I was traumatized to even open my Textbook to learn because she told me I would never be good at math; she would beat me so much with that belt I begged my mom to take me out of school but it was in the middle of the school year so she wanted me to wait until the year was over!
I could not wait! When I would go to school I would pray that I would get hit by a car; one time I even walked in front of a car hoping that it would hit me. But I knew that was wrong so I came up with another plan because I didn’t want to die, I knew I was all my mom had. I tried to study hard in the other subjects but was never good at math; so the teacher would send me to the board to solve a problem and then make fun of me. Because of what she did to me, I did the worst thing that I am still ashamed about to this day! I pretended I was sick one day and my mom let me stay home. I was so happy to be safe at home that I kept lying for a week that my belly hurt and that I was still sick, then kept lying for months. I would not eat, I would be in the hospital a lot and eventually, I did become sick because of all the medication I was taking. I hated myself, I was sooo sad and I was in pain emotionally because I didn’t want to lie to my mom but I knew if I had to go back to school I would find a way to die because I could not bear to be in that classroom. I felt bad because my mom spent so much money to get me treated but there was really nothing wrong with me well at least not with my belly. I never told my mom that I was never sick, and I can never tell her.
I feel so ashamed because of that, I pray to God daily to forgive me for that lie I told when I was a kid. Eventually that teacher was fired because she beat up a kid so bad that the kid ended up in the hospital! And once she was fired I returned to school and I did pass that year! I had a state test and I aced that one too because I would do all of my homework from home and I would still study daily! I even pass the math portion! ;)
2024-01-13T19:09:29+01:00
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