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2023-06-15T00:49:50+02:00
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2023-06-14T15:05:51+02:00
Q&A
- DO you collect anything?
Yes, I do! it's kind of embarrassing but I collect lotion bottles! doesn't matter if they are empty or not. It's a struggle to finally throw them away. I collect a lot of other stuff but it's seasonal... sometimes it's mugs, shoes, clothes (a particular brand), purse, books....
- what is one thing you will never do again?
be too available or too nice to any man.
- what is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Vanilla.
- what quality do you look for in a friend?
someone who's nice, kind, funny, understanding and open minded, down for anything.
- what is the most relaxing part of your day?
when I get home from work and after I eat my dinner, I just lay down on the couch with either Archie or pixie snuggle up next to me watching TV.
- If you had a warning label, what would yours says?
nice but unpredictable.
- are you a dog or a cat person?
I am both but I own cats right now.
- what was the worse job you ever had?
it was this year and I left after 1 day! It wasn't awful, it just wasn't what I was looking for. But it was a nice place but not for me.
2023-06-14T14:44:29+02:00
Kylian Mbappe.
Foot Mercato.
Currently, Mbappe is at PSG as we all know, and he said that he will stay for another season. He said " I will be at psg where I am happy for next season" I admit I was a little disappointed because I wanted him to leave the club because they don't have a strong enough team to win the champions league. If he wants to win a Ballon d'or he has to leave, and I want him to win one so bad because he totally deserves it, but he will never win one if he stays in ligue 1. He is smart! let me tell you how genius he is...
He said that he was happy at PSG right and that he will stay for 1 more year! but this week he also declined to extend his stay which means next summer he will be a free agent; he can go anywhere he wants to go free of cost! which means Psg will lose all the money they paid for him which was about 200 million euros! He knows and we all know that PSG will not want to lose all that money even though we love him but they will always put the money first because they will not get the money back and it was a lot! so PSG will have to sell him this summer if they want any money for him!!! which means he might not even be there next season but if he leaves he will not look like the bad guy because he said that he wanted to stay! so now it is up to the club to sell him this summer. He is soooo smart! I want to see him at another club that's for sure because PSG is weak, if he stays, they need good players to replace Messi and Sergio Ramos. We'll see what the club decide but I am very sure they will sell him.
2023-06-14T14:14:39+02:00
Love.
I don't have a great experience with love but despite not having a good time, I am still a hopeless romantic. I believe that true love exists, I haven't been in love, but I know that one day I will fall deeply in love... I love my family, but I am talking about a different kind of love, the one that consumes me and that will make me feel like flying while I am walking on my own 2 feet. I have had many crushes but none of them liked me back, isn't that sad? I didn't do anything wrong! I was always myself, but I feel like I was mean to some of them because like I said I don't know how to express my love. I guess I always picked unavailable men because deep down I don't think I was ever ready to fall in love. I love the chase, but I am not sure if I like being caught. I love the excitement, but I am not sure if I was ever ready for a real relationship, just yesterday I blocked someone because they kept telling me that they like me (listen that was annoying to me because they had just seen me on Instagram and they've never met me before so I couldn't believe that they could ever like me) I only like people that I see in front of me. I only have a crush on Mbappe even though I haven't met him because he is super talented and I love how humble he is! he is also really funny, knows how to communicate, unpredictable! God, I love him.
Love is magical and I cannot wait to share it with someone, I know I will love my kids when I have them because I will have kids even if I adopt :) I really love kids.
2023-06-14T12:28:43+02:00
2023-06-13T14:24:32+02:00
looking young.
I used to be offended when people asked me if I was still in high school when I was 20 years old but now, I take it as a compliment because honey I am not getting any younger! I am 26 years old, and I still look like I am in high school. If I was an actress, I could still play high school roles, I don't think it's because I am doing anything different, but it could be because I didn't start wearing makeup until I was 19 going on 20 years old because makeup age the skin.
As I am looking at this new generation, they are already wearing a full face of makeup at 15 years old, and all that makeup cause premature aging, so they look 21 years old while in high school. All I wore at 16 was lip glosses and I was in my eyeliner phase in high school too but nothing else. I still don't wear that much makeup now either and I am not being a pick me girl saying " I hate makeup I never wear any makeup on my face" while they are wearing minimal makeup with lashes extensions. No, I really don't. My full-face makeup is what the girls call it " the no makeup look" it is very natural and if my skin looks bad it will even show because I don't have that much coverage. I love looking at makeup looks but when it is done on me it looks weird, if I wear too much makeup, I feel like my face is heavy and I can't even touch my face because the foundation will come off. I do touch my face a lot and that is a bad habit, but I have gotten better at not touching it too much.
When I have kids and if they are girls, I will not let them wear makeup until they are 18 years old because trust me it is worth it to wait because your face will remain the same without all the makeup messing it up. I am glad my mom didn't let me wear makeup because I look soo young now, I am loving it.
2023-06-12T18:35:00+02:00
summer.
I did a little digging on why summer is already a dreadful time for me, and what better way to discover the root of the issue then to go back to my childhood? so that's what I did. I ask my mom how I used to be during the summertime when I was younger, and she told me I always hated summertime! because " I hated being home all the time from school without seeing my friends and having to do house chores all the time" she said I was always sad and reading books all day in my room. I wouldn't play outside or even do anything fun, I just waited until September to be happy again! she said my happiest times were always between November and may after that I start to get sad, but she never understood why. well, I do! it's Reverse SAD (some people have seasonal affective disorder in the winter but mine starts in the summer) I talked about that last summer and prepare yourself for me to bring it up every summer.
For me to be happy in the summer I need:
1. a vacation (somewhere tropical I am going to start saving for next year because I don't want to be miserable again)
2. go to the beach (with friends or family members)
I don't know what else to do because I don't really like hiking or camping... but I love the beach.
I actually love winter, because I mostly decline all invitation in the summer people might think that I am anti-social but quite the contrary I am suffering from " summertime sadness" as Lana del Rey put it. I am never complaining during the winter times, my mood is always upbeat and cheerful (here and there I might get sad because of life events but not because of the weather). I was born in December so it's only right that I love winter.
2023-06-12T04:46:55+02:00
2023-06-12T03:35:31+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
“ the most times people called me beautiful is at the gas station or while doing grocery shopping wearing sweats or miss match clothes, sometimes in my pyjama! With no makeup! My natural hair in a messy curly bun! That’s when a complete stranger approach me and say wow you’re really beautiful; I always laugh and say no I look a mess and they say well if you’re a mess like this then I can’t imagine you dressed up!”
you know what’s funny? It’s usually on those days where I finish crying in my car or at home and I’m doing so much and I am exhausted that I get those compliments.
2023-06-11T23:08:41+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Feeling defeated.
Summers aren’t usually the best time of year for me, I want to enjoy it as much as I can but it doesn’t really feel great. If I could afford a fancy vacation this is the time I would take it because my mental health usually declines during this time of year.
I wish I could explain why I am not as happy as everyone else in the summer but the only explanation that I can come up with is that I feel pressured to be happy in that time, pressured to be outside and to have fun but the people I want to hang out are either are not in my life anymore or I don’t have any new friends. You could say why not just make new friends? Well I can and I do but it’s hard to keep up with them. It’s becoming harder for me to maintain the friendships in my life, it hurts that I can’t be friends with the people I love but who aren’t in my life anymore. I miss them, sometimes I want to call them but it’s probably best if I don’t… I wish them all the happiness in the world.
Today is not a good day for me, I have a ton of things to do and all I want to do is stay in my bed and cry. I feel defeated, I need a hug and I need a friend. My message to you is cherish all your friends and tell them you love them because you don’t know what the future holds so love them while you can. I will go pray now.