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2024-09-17T02:19:41+02:00
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2024-09-16T18:25:34+02:00
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Teresa Novela.
I don't normally watch Novelas but this one I always liked it when I was little, I didn't get to finish it, but I finally remember it after a girl posted a TikTok about it and I was like "oh I remember this Novela from 2010! it was soooo good!" so I started watching it again this month. Alright let's talk about it, the reason why I am talking about this is because this soap opera highlights friendship, betrayal, manipulation, true love and hypocrisy. I will go over each character and what they are about so that you can understand better because it's a lot!
Teresa: is a manipulative and materialistic person! but she's insanely beautiful and all the men fall at her feet. She normally always gets what she wants she only cares about herself, but she genuinely loves Mariano, but she always has to let him go even if she's breaking her own heart by doing it because he wasn't rich and money was all she could think about, sadly her and Mariano both grew up in the same poor neighborhood that she's embarrassed about. In high school she broke up with Mariano because he dropped out of medical school (Mariano is a bit older than her but I guess that didn't matter ?!) she's always planning to get rich and to get out of her neighborhood. when Mariano dropped out of med school that didn't fit her plans, so she broke up with him and set out to find a rich boy in her school; because she went to a very prestigious school because she had a scholarship; she lied to everyone in her school pretending to be rich as well so that she would be accepted. Her best friend Aurora (who's my favorite character) found out the truth, but she never judged Teresa for being poor. Aurora is really sweet and very supportive of Teresa even if Teresa is selfish and only cares about herself. I knew Teresa was a sociopath when her little sister died, and they were having a funeral for her little sister although she was extremely sad, she was worrying about looking stunning when she was crying, and she didn't want Arturo to see how much of a mess she was. I'll let you know who Arturo is in a minute also that man is sooooo hot, I am in heat right now and this man looks sooooo yummy to me! pause lol.
Mariano: he has always been in love with Teresa, and he is a great person! when I say he is so selfless, and he is always helping the people in his neighborhood. He puts others first before himself and he is always doing things to please Teresa or to get her back. One day while he went to register someone at a university he ran into Aurora (Teresa's best friend but he didn't know Aurora) when he saw her you could tell sparks were flying in the air. when he met her, he wasn't dating Teresa at that time, so he invited Aurora to get ice cream when Teresa found out who Aurora was going out with, she was a little jealous because she still loved Mariano, but she pretended that she didn't know him. She let Aurora fall for Mariano, and she even told Aurora to go for it when she knew she was going to get Mariano back! Teresa loves to make people suffer she is very sadistic! and a psychopath she's always saying this phrase " entre ser o no ser, yo soy" which means in French " entre être ou ne pas être, moi je suis" meaning she will do anything to get what she wants. As soon as Teresa saw Aurora get together with Mariano, she started to date Mariona before Aurora could! she's so selfish ugh! but she does love Mariano like a lot so it's okay, but she is still a bad person. The only good thing she did for Mariano is pushing him to become a doctor and not stay a taxi driver his whole life, Mariano went back to school for her! and I love when someone push their partner to do better in life because that's what I will do for my man. He's good but I will always push him to be great but more gently than Teresa but rather with lots of love and support.
Arturo: is a lawyer and Teresa's professor, he always finds Teresa to be a very good student and very smart; that's why he offered to pay college for her at a prestigious university in Mexico. Teresa wanted to become a lawyer too, at first Teresa's parents were opposed of the idea of a man paying for their daughter's school but later on they agreed because in return Teresa would work for him which means they would spend a lot of times together. Because Teresa is insanely beautiful Arturo started to really like her, but before he met Teresa he used to be in love with Paloma and that woman left him years ago because Arturo's parents were accused of fraud or money laundering I must say Arturo is very rich! and he has a sister named Luisa (we will talk about her too) Arturo loved Paloma but he was so hurt because she left him at the alter that he never opens his heart to love again. He is also an amazing person, but he is blinded by his love for Teresa so he can't see how much Teresa is manipulating him. Originally Teresa seduced him only because he's rich and she was still in love with Mariano. She wouldn't sleep with Arturo because her heart belonged to Mariano, and everyone knew except the people around Arturo, she hid that to them.
Aurora: Teresa's best friend, she is sooo nice, so selfless she is the girl for Mariano. she has the cutest smile! she is so beautiful inside and out she went to school to become a pediatrician because of Mariano. she truly loves Mariano, she was his friend when Mariano was crying for Teresa, she consoled him. She knew he needed a friend, so she settled for that because she loved Mariano a lot. But then she started dating another guy and Mariano became jealous! and that's when I knew Mariano started to fall in love with her!!!! I was so excited because he is perfect for her, and she is perfect for him
I will talk about the rest of characters later because I am still watching the show...
this show taught me that I need to love the people who loves me and stop chasing people who couldn't care less about me. Be careful of whom you call a friend!
2024-09-16T16:45:03+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Why didn't I start working out at the gym a long time ago? I ask myself this question daily! I can tell you that I am happier more than ever now that I've been going to the gym consistently. My mental health is a lot better now than it has ever been, even though I was in psychotherapy for the longest time, that didn't work for me! i was still depressed and lying to my therapist pretending to be happy so that they would leave me alone because my therapist would harass me constantly to make an appointment if my last session was bad or if I was crying in the session which I did many times! one time she called the emergency hotline to come do a welfare check on me like Girl! you're too deep in my business! I wasn't going to commit suicide I just needed to be alone, and I didn't want to answer her calls. After that last awkward incident with the police who came to see if I was alive, I stopped my therapy session because she made me sound like a total nutcase! I told her what I was going through and she exaggerated things! if it was up to her, she would have me admitted! like girl I was just sad and alone! it was not that deep. I did appreciate her efforts, truly I did but she was way too deep in my business when I didn't want her to be.
I started going to the gym a few months after that incident and I've never been happier, all the adrenaline starts to rush through my brain as soon as I start to warm up. The gym boosted my self-esteem, helped me to look hot naked lol! made me feel even more confident, also helped with my social anxiety because walking around with tight gym shorts in the gym and lifting weight was so nerve racking at first because I felt so exposed! you gotta be confident to do that and now, I love it! I wouldn't trade the gym for anything, that's my only form of therapy now. I am glad that I chose the gym instead of sitting on someone's couch feeling sorry for myself! now I can be in the gym challenging myself and lifting weights. I am excited for all the growth, and I will continue to work even harder to achieve my goals.
2024-09-16T03:31:32+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Some people keep asking me what products I use in my hair and I truly appreciate the compliment but I always say it’s not so much about the products it’s about having a strict routine that is simple and that keeps your hair moisturized.
I’ve made a ton of mistakes with my hair, I even put a texturizer in my hair in 2021 and all my hair fell out! There were so many setbacks and now that I finally found a routine. I promise myself that I will always pay attention to what my hair really need. I’ve been using the haircare line call mielle organic and now that a lot of women are experiencing hair loss because of the products that I immediately stop using them because I just can’t take any risk. My hair is normally really soft and curly but lately it’s been a little dry, I don’t think the products are working anymore and I need to use something else. I will start using Camille rose products now, they’re a little bit more expensive I think but I’ll see if they work for my hair I will slowly introduce a new product every wash day. I am sadden by the fact that mielle organic is going through this and I don’t know what to believe; I’d rather be safe than sorry.
2024-09-16T01:55:47+02:00
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2024-09-15T13:44:40+02:00
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If I ask you for help just know I tried everything already! I only ask you because you are my last hope. I never ask anyone for help, that’s why I’m always anxious I take it all for myself. If I call you it’s because I trusted you not because I wanted to waste your time or mine. I don’t call people and casually ask them to help me because I HATE ASKING FOR HELP. It takes a lot out of me to do it.
2024-09-15T01:16:38+02:00
2024-09-14T13:27:52+02:00
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Anxiety feels like to me____
- Fidgeting in my seat or my legs shaking uncontrollably.
- Tensing up when I’m supposed to be relaxing.
- Not being able to sleep and shaking my legs without knowing.
- Crying for no reason.
- Not being able to breathe with the feeling that I need to get out wherever I’m at because I feel suffocated.
- Worrying about the future, and a lot of what-ifs.
- Thinking about the ways that I might die and being scared of death itself.
- I worry about my family and constantly feel that I don’t have much time.
- I feel an out-of-body experience all the time and I'm not able to remember some parts of my childhood.
- Biting my nails or playing with them.
- Not being able to remember what day it is
- Missing all the deadlines
- Forgetting to text back or avoiding
- Hate large crowds.
2024-09-14T01:43:49+02:00