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2023-01-25T15:47:11+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

questions and answers to get to know me; not that you care but it's fun for me so here it goes...

1.who is your hero?

My mom. Because she survived a ton of stuff that would have broke me, she is so brave and so strong. She is also very kind, forgiving, so funny, so lively and so beautiful overall. I love her more than anything, she has such a big heart and I have not met anyone more amazing.

2. If you could live anywhere, where would it be?

In France, but not too close to the Eiffel tower because I don't want to walk past it every morning because it would lose its magic, I always want to be amazed and in awe everytime I see it.

3. what would you change about yourself if you could?

hummmmm I don't know, it's weird but I can't imagine myself any other way... I love all of my flaws and quirks because those are things that make me who I am.

4. what makes you really angry?

someone ignoring me, yesterday I got so mad at a woman on a cash register, I was fuming lol she even apologized. I didn't know I could get so angry only because she ignored me, if looks could kill she would be dead right now.

5. what would you sing at karaoke night?

I would sing " a thousand miles" by Vanessa carlton ever. ever since I saw white chicks this has been my favorite song lol

6. how many pairs of shoes you own?

I don't even know lol all I know is that it's more than a 100 pairs

7. How many pillows do you sleep with?

4 pillows and if I sleep with more my neck will hurt.

8. how often do you buy clothes?

maybe 3 times a month or more depends on what's going on that month.

9. are you a clean or messy person?

I am a very clean person but I can be messy when I am depressed but overall I am a squeaky clean person.

10. what's the craziest thing you ever done in the name of love?

I wrote a love letter to someone and I did give it to him but right at the beginning of the letter I said " this is not a love letter" but then proceed to say he meant a lot to me and I told him to meet me in person just so I could tell him that I had a crush on him. I did meet up with him but I don't think I told him I liked him because when we met for the first time alone... I just didn't feel the spark so I said " I had a crush on you " instead of I have because at that point I was already moving on lol/

11. when was the first time you said " I love you " to someone who wasn't your family?

Never because I have never been in love before, I say like because it was never that deep or I say I have feelings for you because I am not sure what they are yet. 

12. were you nervous during your first kiss?

No because I didn't like the guy and I hated the kiss... it was my first but I don't count it. I count my second one as my first now because it was amazing and not with the same person.

13. how do you define love?

I see it as a commitment when someone keep choosing me over and over no matter what  because they cannot imagine me not being in their lives and I am the first person they think about when they wake up and when they go to sleep at night... that's love.

14. what does the word crush mean to you?

It means the feeling of having butterflies in my stomach every time I see him and always feeling the need to hear their beautiful voice.

15. do you think people can change when they love someone?

yes, I do believe that because a cheater will commit when they are truly in love with the person they are with... well that's my opinion but who knows.

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2023-01-24T20:00:34+01:00

Rolling stone top 200 best singers of all time

Publié par Gaelle.R

I wasn't even going to discuss this but for the sake of Celine Dion and Michael jackson I will talk about it.

First of all how is Celine Dion not in the list of 200 best singers of all times???  but SZA is on the list? she literally has only 2 albums and I think she's overrated in my opinion. Did they not hear my heart will go on? I am pissed at that list they need to rectify it because they made several mistakes.

I think people overlook Michael Jackson's ability to sing with the fact that he is a very talented dancer... the man was and remained a musical genius! he could sing, dance, play instrument and come up with the melodies for the song, he could do it all. How did they think it was a good idea to put him at 86?? they honestly put Prince before Michael ??? and I mean way above Michael like really? this makes no sense. If you put MJ among 1000 singers I will easily be able to identify him because he has such a unique voice and not a lot artist have this uniqueness to them, nowadays individualism is dead and everyone sound almost the same.

and they put Billie Eilish at number 198 I think! like really!!! she should be in top 20 I'm sorry Sza should not be ahead of her.

 

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2023-01-24T16:08:21+01:00

struggles

Publié par Gaelle.R

The year 2020-2021 was a complete blur for me and I made many bad decisions that were detrimental for my health. I will be very transparent with my journey and hopefully this can help anyone who's struggling with the same issues that I had.

The pandemic took a huge toll on me and not seeing the same people I normally see often made me feel really isolated, I did not know how to deal with it all. At first I turn to alcohol to help lessen the pain of feeling alienated which was incredibly stupid, I started drinking to escape which is never a good idea. Anything that you lean on that is not God in order to escape reality is never good for you, but thank God I came to my senses and threw out all of the alcohol drinks in the fridge so that I could get better. I have never been this transparent about this before because I was ashamed of it for quite a while, but being ashamed of your situation is not going to change it unless you take actions. I no longer feel remorseful about this because this is not my reality anymore but maybe this can help someone to know that you are not alone.

After realizing that I had a drinking problem at the beginning of 2020 right at the height of covid I took a step back and re-evaluate my options so I leaned on to food to make me feel better. Let me just say that I would not stop eating! I could sit down and kept eating for the whole entire day, take a nap and wake up just to eat again. I didn't think I had a problem because people were telling me that it is good for me to eat because I was incredibly slim so for them it made complete sense that I was eating this much, they couldn't be any more wrong. I didn't know I had a problem because all 2020 all I did was eat and look for ways to eat even more, then came 2021 I had a huge break out on my face which resulted in me dealing with cystic acne. I had never dealt with acne in the past, this was so new to me and I felt so hideous. so I ate some more, I didn't realize that my diet contributed to my acne if anything I thought it was because I was stressed. I was stressed out of my mind but I was living in haze for a while that I didn't realize... here's what I did:

1 wake up: eat

2. shower: go to work

3 work: eat at lunch

4. came home: shower

5. eat: do some spiritual things

6. watch: cartoons loudly: eat some more: fall asleep

and repeat

I felt like my days were a never ending cycle, there was no excitement and I wasn't looking forward to anything. I cut contacts with every single person I knew, it wasn't because I hated them but only because I hated my life and I hated everything. It took me a while to work through this and with prayers, I finally feel rejuvenated.

Having a binge-eating disorder is just as bad as having an eating disorder... they are both detrimental for your health. One thing that has helped me is creating new goals for myself and having a meal plan truly helps. Creating a meal plan that fits my health journey has helped me to lose weight and to maintain my health. I am not ashamed of any of this because those things made me stronger. I will write another article about this but for now this is all that I can say.

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2023-01-23T16:09:01+01:00

You are the prize.

Publié par Gaelle.R

This year I want all of my black women to be more intentional and more lucky in love; I think all women should be treated with utmost care but there is just something about a black woman that just screams "warrior" which makes a black man think that they can play rough house with us when it comes to love. We are delicate creatures too and we will always remain the prize to be won.

I admit as a black women we look like a warrior princess with all the curves to match it up, beautiful skin tones ranging from a variety of colors and lips that will suck the life out of anything but! we are still delicate creatures. As a woman I expect my man to treat me delicately because if he disrespect me in any way all my love will be thrown at the door. We need to do better as black women, let's not make excuses for the black men in our lives they need to be held accountable for their actions. When respect is not being served on the table as women we should all leave.

I cannot wait to have a daughter someday so that I can teach her that she does not have to belittle herself or dim her light just to make her man shine. I also want a son so that I can teach him how a woman needs to be treated because we have enough black men out here who doesn't treat their women right, my son will have to learn not to be like the rest. As women, we can be successful and not have to hide it because we don't want to emasculate a man, my advice to any woman who is entering the dating scene just like I am is to be yourself. Let all your good quality shine and also let you bad side shows, I would rather a man loving me because he knows all about my bad qualities but still choose me than someone who only loves me because I am perfect in their eyes. Listen as someone who's never dated anyone before I will mess up and I might say the wrong things or I might even act childish because I have an adult side as well as a child-like side which is why I want to meet someone who's kid-like and also serious. Someone who laughs a lot, who jokes, play and doesn't always take life seriously because honestly I just want to have fun  ( the song girls just wanna have fun comes in my head lol) someone to travel with, make cute memories, laugh with, dance with, joke with, I want a best friend before a husband because having that bond will create a long lasting relationship when things get hard. At times I will need a best friend not a boyfriend and he might just need a best friend not a girlfriend... meaning someone to listen to you, be there for you, help you. give you a shoulder to cry on, to hold you, care for you, treat you delicately, take care of you... I can be all of that and more ( not me being a pick me lol) but seriously that's why I am the prize. I will never try too hard, I am always ready to leave if you give me the slightest clue that you don't want me because I know what I can offer so it's your loss and not mine.

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2023-01-20T15:29:33+01:00

PSG vs al Nassr or I should say Messi vs Cristiano !!

Publié par Gaelle.R

The match was amazing everyone played well except there were a few hiccups but we're going to get into that. In the first 2 minutes in the match Messi just scored a goal like what??? it was a great pass by Neymar. Cristiano was like oh really so he scored a Goal too, long story short every few minutes someone was scoring. They were tie at halftime and everyone was at the edge of their seats including me because I am such a fan Lol

first hiccup in the game : the goalkeeper just nailed cristiano in the face which ended up being in cristiano's favor because he had a successful penalty kick. In the second half of the game you can see Mbappe checking out the bruise on Cristiano's face which was so cute because Mbappe love Cristiano since he was a kid.

second hiccup: Neymar missed a penalty kick, he did his signature shuffling in his feet and went for it but he missed ! I wasn't even mad at it. He is not perfect so sometimes he will miss which was fine with me but some people were criticizing him for it but I still love him either way.

Eketike scored a goal too within 5 minutes of him being in the game after replacing Mbappe! Psg won 5-4 which was insane. This game was amazing!! it was the best friendly game 

 

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2023-01-18T18:12:28+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R

A woman knows when her man is cheating, don't ask me how we know because apparently we have a sixth sense... we can tell when you're lying but we may chose to act like we believe you but deep down we always know. For example Shakira found out that her man was cheating because of an empty strawberry jam in the fridge!! and now you want to tell me we don't know when our man is in the wrong?! she knows that Pique does not like the jam and the kids hate it too so it would have to be another woman who was staying over who ate her jam! they had no family or friends coming over so who was it? and she was right that man was cheating on her!

Listen I may love you to the moon and back, but I know when you cheated on me because a woman subconscious is always heightened when it comes to her man. Shakira could have pretended not to see the empty jar of jam in the fridge and keep her marriage intact but she chose to separate herself from him but that was her choice.

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2023-01-18T15:14:59+01:00

Interest

Publié par Gaelle.R

Throughout my life I have many hobbies and some didn't last but some of them I can't spend a day without doing them. One of them is writing, I am always writing something on anything I find it can be a napkin, my iPad, my phone, a random piece of paper and sometimes I take mental notes for when I find something to write it down.

Another hobby is music: I am always listening to music or making a new playlist; I don't think I ever spent a day in my life without listening to music. I have to listen to music in the car, while I walk, while I clean, while I take a shower, when the house is too quiet, sometimes while I sleep and while I cry or when I am really happy !! so if I didn't listen to music in the shower as soon as I woke up then I am definitely listening to music in the car.

Last year I became obsessed with the 1980's era, I would watch movies and listen to music from that year and it is still my favorite era but my obsession has died down a little bit but I am sure it's because I am currently all about football.

football: I've always loved football but throughout the years I stopped watching because I couldn't find any channels that would just let me stream European football for free it is an extra charge and I never had cable, football is expensive in the US and I don't know why because there are a ton of people who love football like me. But I can't take it any longer not when Kylian Mbappe and Neymar is playing ! let's not forget the goat Messi.

Video games: I learned how to play video games with my cousin when I was little, he needed someone to play with on the PlayStation so he taught me I think I started playing when I was 10 or 9 years old but all I remember is that it was really fun. I was very competitive too lol but I am going to start playing again.

books: I started reading books that were probably too much for my age at like 10 years old, I shouldn't have been reading those romantic books but I did. I think because I knew I wasn't suppose to read them I was more excited to read them lol

Listen I don't want you to think that I am trying to be quirky or that I am trying to fit in with the boys because I love soccer and video games; quite the contrary I don't even tell people that I like those things and some people don't even know, so it is not because I am trying to impress a guy, in fact most of my guy friends don't even watch sports or play video games or I don't talk to them about that. I genuinely love those things! maybe it's because I grew up with my cousin who included me in any game he was playing and that's why I love them but honestly I am both girly and tomboy-ish... I can hang with the girls and I can also hang with the guys.

 Basket ball: I started playing ball at 14 years old and I was somewhat good, I scored a lot and believe it or not I use to play centre lol  I was tall for my age back then because you need to be tall to play centre but I stop growing lol at 16 but I recently gain 1 inch so I am happy about that; I used to also play shooting guard because I use to score from anywhere on the court.

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