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2026-09-27T13:51:58+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

The surrogate mother.

I have never been frustrated, anxious and furious reading a book! 

Once again Freida McFadden took me on a roller coaster ride.

The story starts with Abby at work and they threw her a baby shower party except she's not pregnant! she adopting a baby but right in the middle of the party her husband Sam walks in and pulls her aside to tell her the mother that they are adopting the baby from backs out of the deal and the mother wants to keep the baby. The party was cut short and Abby went home, it was a hard day for both Abby and sam. They have been trying to have a baby for a few years now and each time the pregnancy didn't take. Turns out Abby eggs were defective and she can't have a baby. Sam is fine but he is equally as devastated that his wife can't have kids. Sam is described as the perfect husband, he only has eyes for Abby even though he is incredibly handsome. As a math professor he gets a lot of calls from girls who found his phone number trying to hit on him, but he is a nerd and he's unaware of his sex appeal. Abby is a successful marketing director and her assistant Monica proposed that she became her surrogate, meaning that she could carry the baby for Abby since she can't. Sam was reluctant with the idea at first claiming adoption would be a much better choice, but Abby wanted a newborn baby and the chance of adopting an infant was slim they would have to adopt a much older child. 

Finally Sam agrees for Monica to become the surrogate, they ran background check on her and everything checks out. Everyone described Monica as a good person, selfless and always trying to help those in need. Monica seemed like a wholesome girl, although she is very attractive buts he always dresses modestly and she always tries not to show too much skin with her choice of clothing. Sam and Abby also checked for health history whether there was any mental health or overall health issues but they found none. They even interviewed her roommate and she told them Monica is the best. After Monica went to a doctor to have herself inseminated with Sam's sperm in order for her to get pregnant then she would give up her rights to the baby and give the baby to Abby and Sam. Monica also signed a contract with them and she agreed to resigned at work when she started showing because she was Abby's assistant and it would be inappropriate for her to have Abby's baby at work.

As soon as Abby became pregnant she started to change, the first time Abby noticed a change was a night where her and sam was walking out of a restaurant after their marriage anniversary dinner, and Monica magically ran into them. Abby and sam gave her a ride home but instead of climbing into the backseat like a normal person who's getting a ride would do. She sat in the front and Abby had to sit in the back. Immediately Monica started talking about Sam's favorite movie then the rest was history Sam and Monica were quoting lines from the movies and bounding over math! Abby thought it was innocent. But then suddenly she's getting dates for meeting wrong at work and one night when she invited Monica over to her house for a dinner, she had to stay and work late because her calendar didn't remind her that she had important for tomorrow and she wasn't ready! was it a coincidence? I think not. Monica is Abby's assistant she has access to Abby's calendar she could edit and change dates as she pleases so that Abby can fall behind but no sweet Monica wouldn't do that, would she?. on the night she invited Monica for a dinner when she got home Monica was there with sam on the couch but hey get this now Monica is dressing sexy and she's wearing makeup and Abby couldn't help but notice how hot she is. Monica was calling sam "Sammy" and they exchanged numbers so that sam could come for her ultrasound appointments. Monica is calling Abby's baby "our baby" when speaking to sam. suddenly sam and Monica are texting all day and all night long, but Abby trust Sam she doesn't think he would ever cheat. Her and sam stopped having sex for an extended period of time and that's fine? that would ring bells in my head because if he's not getting it from me then where is he getting it from? But Abby just shrug everything off. She keeps messing up at work and she's up all night then Sam suggests she gets a sleeping prescription.

Suddenly Monica pregnancy is harder to hide at work but she now refuses to quit even though it was an agreement but it wasn't in the contract. Now she's thinking about going for a math major and going to Sam's school to take classes! like hello wake up Abby! Monica is trying to steal your man. I was so upset at Abby for giving sam the benefit of the doubt, he goes out to get coffee with the 23 year old woman who's carrying his baby and that's fine? that's seems like a date to me. Then sam always takes Monica to her doctor's appointments, one day Abby shows ups and she hears the nurses calling sam Monica's husband and he didn't correct them ? then Abby gets fired at work because her urine test came back positive for meth! she doesn't even take drugs where did that come from. Abby started suspecting that Monica was drugging her at work because Monica always brings her coffee for her. But s now you have a young woman with big boobs carrying your baby and you forget about me! this was all wrong. Then suddenly Abby's boss gets killed after her boss asked her to meet at the office because the boss began suspecting Monica was the one who put drugs in Abby's food or coffee after they found Adderall in Monica's desk. Abby became the prime suspect because she had motive to kill her boss after she was fired, sam is telling her to take a plea deal and go to jail for 15 years but Abby kept telling and the lawyer sam got for her that she didn't do it. So she went to investigate on her own she found out the roommate wasn't really Monica's roommate she was just a random girl who was paid to lie. The parents Monica introduced them to weren't really her parents. 

turns out Monica was sam's students many years ago and Monica's stepmom told Abby that Monica and sam were having am affair for three years! I was like bingo! but nope turns out the stepmom was wrong yes Monica was sam's student but he never slept or touch her inappropriately so he never cheated on Abby despite everything he was willing to lose his life when Monica pointed a gun at Abby to try to kill her but when she saw how much sam loves Abby, Monica decided to shoot herself in the in head instead. The baby was fine! sam and Abby got the baby but Monica didn't die she's in vegetative state, she can't walk or talk. 

So in the end Abby and Sam had their baby but gosh I was so mad at sam for not setting boundaries with Monica! 

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2026-09-25T02:20:38+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

One thing that I have been doing that some people might find unhinged but that works for me is going to the gym twice a day! ok hear me out: at 5 am when I work out I usually lift weights and I am on a time crunch I have to finish my workout by 6:40am the latest so I can go get ready for work. Because I am leaving right after my lifts I don't really have time to do cardio, so now I go in the afternoon to do cardio which is mostly me walking on incline on the treadmill. I normally read while I am on the treadmill because it can get pretty boring without a source of entertainment. I won't do this everyday but most days yes. 

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2026-09-24T13:49:27+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

The tenant by Freida McFadden.

I am trying to read most of her books currently and I have to admit I wish I sprinkled books by other authors in there because while I do enjoy them, I wish I could add other books to my list, I can but I set that rule or goal for myself so I will respect it.

The tenant was a whirlwind of emotional roller-coaster; I got upset then bored. I wish the villain wasn't who it was, but I understand why she made that person the villain because as a Freida fashion she always picks the least expected character to be the villain and I did not see that one coming at all. 

The story started out with Blake Porter a 32-year-old marketing professional who recently got promoted to the VP position after the old VP tried to commit suicide at work by jumping off the building! but the window was to small and his body couldn't fit through so he didn't plumet to his death. Blake was so proud and happy to become the VP, he lived with his Fiancé Krista Marshall who's a manager at a local dry cleaning.  Blake then got fired soon after he became a VP because his boss found out that he was leaking secret information to their opponent. Blake claimed he didn't do such thing, and he would never betray his own company, but his boss didn't want to hear it so he was immediately fired!

Back home money was tight, and Blake bought an expensive brownstone house in Manhattan it became hard for him to keep up with the mortgage so Krista his fiancé suggested they get a roommate. After looking for the right tenant, they came across Whitney Cross who seemed nice and friendly but after she moved in, a week later bad things started happening. Blake's cereal box was empty one morning when he wanted to eat breakfast, his shampoo and soap bottle was empty when he wanted to take a shower. He started having this rash on his entire chest and back, he didn't know the cause of it the only thing that would cause the rash is only if he used Imogene detergent and he hasn't! he used a fragence free detergent. What if Whitney was using those types of detergent in the machine and that caused his rash? he then went to Whitney's work at the restaurant she was a waitress at to talk to her about boundaries. Whitney Got mad and things started deteriorating from there.

Blake became paranoid because he thought Whitney was after him and I thought so too but Krista keeps insisting that Whitney is a nice girl and Blake was overreacting. Blake had a fish with Krista has their first pet and one morning the fish was found dead! Blake really believed Whitney killed the fish but again Krista keeps insisting that Blake was losing his mind. I was mad at Krista for not believing her fiancé like girl who's side are you on? he claim that she killed the fish but you're saying that Blake did it!! you've known him for 2 years. Then there was a lot of fruit flies in the house, Blake found a bag with rotten fruits with maggots stored in the cabinet. He was sooo mad that he took the bag and threw it on Whitney's bed with all the maggots. 

Then one day Krista came home, and Blake was waiting for her to take her out, but Krista claimed she called him to tell him she was going to be late, but she couldn't reach him. Krista called his phone to help him find it and the phone was in Whitney's room on her bed insinuating that Blake was cheating on Krista with Whitney, but Blake said no he wasn't.  But Krista wouldn't hear it she packed her bags and left. That's it Blake had it, he started investigating Whitney and he called her old high school from when they did a background check. When Blake called the school pretending he was a manger hiring Whitney for a job, but the secretary told him, " Whitney is dangerous, I would stay far away from her if I were you."

Blake went to Whitney's old town to her parents' house, but the picture he saw on Whitney's mom living room wasn't the Whitney at his house it was Krista his fiancé ! so Krista is Whitney!

Turns out yes Krista was the one tormenting Blake after she found out he cheated on her; Krista then killed the woman Blake cheated on her with and made his life a living hell. She even poisoned Blake and wrote a suicide note in Blake's jacket from earlier when he went to beg for her back. He only ate one cookie, but he tried to throw up but some of the poison got into his blood stream he tried driving back home only to find Krista already there almost killing Whitney oh by the way Whitney stole Krista's name her real name is Amanda. But Amanda didn't die from the knife Krista/Whitney shoved in her belly she got up and plunge a knife in Krista's chest. Krista then died... then everyone found out Blake wasn't crazy and Krista/ Whitney was a psychopath.... uhm okay?

the story end with Blake going back home and selling the brownstone house, I thought he was going to end up with Amanda but nope he did sleep with her after everything happened but he still wasn't over whitney/ Krista so he left. 

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2026-09-24T13:49:16+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

I am very hormonal and because I am a creature of habit my hormones are like clockwork I don't need to check my menstrual app to know what stage I am on, I just know. At the moment I have a seething anger brewing inside of me, and I feel bad for whoever is at the receiving end of it.  I literally prayed to Jehovah this morning to help me control my mood and to not upset anyone. One person is already upset, hopefully that's the last one for the day.

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2026-09-22T14:57:21+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

I will start writing book reviews or summaries now... I am reading so much, I might as well write about what I just read. I have a very good memory, I remember every single book I've read in my life even the ones from high school or from my childhood, some are bit blurry in my mind but once I start reading the book, I realize oh I read this before and I know how it ends. I don't like reading a book twice. But there's one book I will read again once I've read 90 books this year and it's my favorite book this year which is " silent patient" by Alex Michaelides. 

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2026-09-22T14:04:06+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

The perfect son by Freida McFadden.

I read this book in less than 24 hours because it was so captivating. It depicted the story of a family Ericka the mother Liam the son, Hannah the daughter and Jason the father who's Ericka's husband.

Liam is the perfect son, he gets good grades, he's charming, he's handsome and all the girls love him except there's one problem he is a little dangerous but how dangerous is he really?

Ericka has always been suspicious of her son because he would always make some unsettling comments like " when I have a wife, I will bury her alive in a hole and deprave her of food to see how long she will live" scary! I know. To make things worse in kindergarten he got kicked out because he locked a girl in a janitor's closet and duck tapped her mouth and little girl was so scared that she didn't speak for days! Liam also killed his pets' hamsters by not feeding them and burying them alive! Ericka put Liam in therapy and the therapist told Ericka Liam is a sociopath, he always lies and he's uncappable of feeling love or any real human emotions. Because of that diagnosis Ericka always made sure that her son never gets close to any girl because she's scared her son might harm them.

One day Hannah blurts out that Liam likes a girl at school named Olivia. So immediately the mom got suspicious and went to one of Liam's debate meet after school to see who the girl is. She saw a beautiful blonde girl on stage talking to Liam and hold and behold the girl's name is Olivia, jackpot Ericka thought so she contacted a private investigator to get in touch with Olivia and threatened or blackmail her into staying away from Liam. But what Ericka doesn't know is that she got the wrong Olivia! There's another Olivia in Liam's math class and that's the one he actually likes. That Oliva is a brunette, with freckles and overall a nice wholesome girl. Liam went out with Olivia with the track team after a game and went to her house at 2am to meet her outside of her window. They kissed but before he got home Ericka noticed her son is not home and it's 2 am what could Liam possibly be doing at that time? she then called Liam after she had a nervous breakdown and her Husband Jason had to reassure her that everything is fine. She asked Liam to come home. Then Liam came home, the next day Ericka drove Liam and Hannah to school, but when they got there the school was swarm with police cars and officers apparently Olivia went missing! Ericka then realized she got the wrong Olivia! she begins to think her son did something to Olivia. 

some students at school heard rumors about Liam being creepy so they started talking to the police, after investigating they found Olivia's blood in Ericka's car and piece of her hair in the trunk. This was the very car Liam took to go see Olivia now the mom really think Liam is guilty. She started asking Liam, " where is she" but Liam always say, " I don't know mom". after all those incriminating evidence they arrest Liam but in the book, there were some POV from Olivia. She is inside a hole, and her captor has no name, but he gives her little food and water here and there just to keep her barely alive. I remember thinking there's no way this is Liam that would be too easy! you can never guess who's guilty in a Freida McFadden book that easily, but who could it be? 

Turns out Hannah followed her dad into the woods and it was Jason the father who kidnapped Olivia! Liam was innocent the whole time, yeah, he's weird and he's done questionable things, but he did not kidnap a girl or tried to kill her. Liam was able to make bail and he's no longer in prison. Liam took his mother out into the woods where Hannah told him she saw her father going whrn they got there, Liam kileld his dad with aknife in order to save his mom and Olivia. So in the end he came out a hero! he kept dating Olivia. But one day his debate team went out To albany for a meet and the booke ended with ericka hearing from the radio that a girl went missing in Albany... she begins to think did my son do this?

so one question left in the reader's mind is Liam like his father? is he really the perfect son?

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2026-09-22T01:39:16+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

Men and Money

2 things I think should never mix together are friendships and money. Obviously if my friend is going through a hard time and I can help I will but to make the friendship last I won't expect that money back. It would be right for my friend to reimburse me but if I am not struggling they can keep it because I always believe money comes and go. whatever amount of money I gave my friend I can gain it again and I will never mention it.

But I have a problem with giving men money, I used to be very given until someone stomped on my kindness and broke my trust. There's this guy I used to have a huge crush on, it was to the point where I would do anything he would ask me because I believe I was in love. He wanted money? sure, food? yes...at that time I did not have a car. I used to take uber a lot and he knew that. I was working but he was still in school and not working yet. We were not dating but we were talking and I assumed he knew how I felt about him which makes what I am about to say even worse. One day he texted me to tell me that he is stranded somewhere, if I could send him an uber? of course love why not! so I sent an uber to pick him up and to take him where he wanted to go. I am not sure if he knew this at the time but I can see where the uber is going and what route it's going. I noticed it wasn't going to his house, hold and behold I paid for an uber to send him to another girl's house, what's worse he never paid me back!... ever since that day I made a vow to never and I mean never give money to any men. Only if it's necessary, but nothing sketchy that I don't understand and that man can't be someone I want to date. If he is my man maybe... but I won't let any men use me again. After that whole situation no men have ever taken any advantage of me when it comes to money. I always tell them I am broke. wether they believe it or not it's on them, by the fact feed me and take care of me lol because being a sugar mommy is the last thing I'll ever be. Call me a gold digger lol.

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2026-09-21T15:07:26+02:00

fitness plan

Publié par Gaelle.R

I will go in depth in regard to my weight loss journey:

I don't qualify for GLP1 or weight loss medication (not that I wanted to take it, but that option did cross my mind!) I won't qualify because my waist circumference is small and it wouldn't meet the requirements, I do work out and lift weights, so my muscles weigh more than the fat. Basically, I have to work hard to lose the excess fat, I want to look less puffy so I will have to change my whole diet around. I want abs so I have to stop eating refined carbs, sugary foods (crying), fried foods. I am not fat if anything I look small to the eye but the number on the scale scares me! how do I weigh so much but I don't look it! It's all the muscle weight mixed with fat.

When you start your fitness journey, at first, you will probably want to work out and build muscle but as you're building muscle your appetite will grow and you will gain some excess fat so that's where I am. I also have to take into account that during my monthly cycle my face look fuller and I look puffier (that's normal) I am currently going through the luteal phase right now and I feel fat!

my 5-month plan: 

1. start a calorie deficit meal plan (more veggies, baked potatoes, chicken breast, grilled chicken, egg whites, avocadoes, more fruits, juicing)

breakfast:

Greek yogurt + berries + a small amount of granola

2 eggs + egg whites + whole-grain toast + fruit

Oatmeal with berries and Greek yogurt

Protein smoothie with milk, protein powder, banana, and frozen berries

Lunch
  • Grilled chicken salad with lots of vegetables + light dressing

  • Turkey or chicken wrap with lettuce, tomato, and a side of fruit

  • Rice bowl: chicken, rice, broccoli, salsa, and a little avocado

  • Tuna sandwich on whole-grain bread + vegetable soup

Dinner
  • Chicken breast + roasted potatoes + broccoli

  • Salmon + rice + asparagus

  • Lean beef taco bowl with lettuce, beans, salsa, and a modest portion of rice

  • Turkey/chicken stir-fry with lots of vegetables and a measured serving of rice

Snacks
  • Greek yogurt

  • Apple + 1 tbsp peanut butter

  • Cottage cheese + fruit

  • Air-popped popcorn

  • Carrots/cucumber + hummus

  • Hard-boiled eggs

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  • 2. cardio 5 days a week 1 hour walking on the treadmill at level 2.5-3 on incline 9 (anything higher hurt my knees)

  • 3. legs 3 days a week: summo squats, sitted squats Bulgarian split squats, back lunges, hip thrust, my favorite which is RDL, step ups, leg kick backs

 

4. 3-2 back days currently I have one and that's not enough.

 

5. upper body arms, biceps currently I have 1 day and I need 2-3 days. I want to see bicep gains it's already hard as a woman to have biceps, so I need to work harder.

 

6. I will start drinking oxyshred can drink to partially suppress my appetite because my appetite is ruining my plan lol. That drink has caffeine so I will only drink half the can each day. All that cardio will make me famish so I will something to suppress my appetite temporarily. 

 

7. I will cut dairy temporarily for 1 month to see if I look less puffy because I already cut out bread.  

 

8. to finish 8 hours of sleep each night (7 minimum) 

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2026-09-20T03:16:56+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

On January 2027 I am starting a different fitness program if your goal is to lose a substantial amount of weight. It will be hard, right now I look fluffy. I am not necessarily cutting or bulking, I eat what I want but I avoid fast food but in January I will only eat my meal plan.

 

I want to lose approximately 30 lbs, I know I don’t look fat if anything I look slightly lean but the number on the scale is scary! I am trying to bring that number down and lose fat. My legs, my boobs weigh a ton because they’re big lol but I want to lose weight all around while maintaining my muscles. This will be a 5 month long plan starting from January- May, we'll see how I do. I will go in more depth in a future post.

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2026-09-18T15:39:28+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

some things people will be shocked to know

  1. I don't go to the mall, I do all of my shopping online. I hate the mall actually.
  2. I have not been to a wedding since I was 14 years old! I am going to one next month for the first time in my adult life
  3. I don't text people all day: I don't receive that many texts and if I do. I reply back and keep the convo short I don't like texting all day.
  4. I don't stay up late that often my really late time before bed is 10:30pm even on the weekend lol I do wake up around 4 am on the weekdays so that makes sense
  5. I don't make phone calls unless to call my mom or I absolutely have to call someone.
  6. I don't watch horror movies or Christmas movies
  7. I only drink alcohol 2 months out of the year and I do enjoy drinking certain beers especially Heineken.
  8. i don't check people's social media stories (only a selected few people I find interesting and it's only 2-4 people)
  9. I don't use snapchat.
  10. I don't get seasonal decoration well I am a Jehovah witness meaning I don't celebrate or take part in any holidays.
  11. I don't like pickles or olives
  12. I don't go camping, I went once and never again. Why would I subject myself to that torture and sleep in nature. I don't mind taking hike, or have a picnic then take a nap but then I go home after. I don't like being outside in nature at night. It's hard for me for some reason, so a little back story during the earthquake in Haiti in 2010 I was there, we couldn't go back inside the house because we were scared there would be more earthquakes and the house would fall on us so we would sleep in tents in our backyard... it wasn't fun and I was scared so I guess that memory still haunts me. I haven't healed that part of myself which is why stability and having a roof over my head is important.

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