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2026-09-15T01:58:28+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

plans:

  • I have to read 90 books this year and according to Goodreads I am 7 books behind schedule. But according to fable if I read 8 months per month I will hit my goal but on average I read 10-11 books a month and 2-3 books a week. I think I can meet that goal! currently I've already read 57 books so far.
  • next year I will start an aggressive cut, I will deliberately choose to lose a lot of weight. Currently I am fluffy, I eat a lot of protein and I can't see my abs much. I will lose all of that extra weight so my muscles can look more defined. For what I am preparing for next year I think it's only right that I get hotter because I'll be 30 years old! I am so excited. I will even force myself to get into running (outside)
  • I want to get into photography a lot more...I use to love taking pictures. I want to start again, I will take my pictures more, landscape/wildlife photos too.

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2026-09-14T21:25:04+02:00

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some people have told me wow you're too introverted or you're not going out... you're not spontaneous... how are you going to find someone? my answer to that is every bottle has their cap, if you force the wrong cap on a particular bottle, it simply will not fit. To me that's beautiful, to know that I have my specific person out there and I don't have to worry. I don't have to fix anything, change so someone could love me. I am fine the way that I am.

I never felt the need to change or to fix anything, truth is when someone is trying to make me become someone that I am not, I just shut down and simply do nothing. I never let anyone pressure me into doing anything, because the more you push me the more I don't feel like doing it. I am fine the way that I am, I don't need to force myself to go out to parties I hate, into meeting people I cannot stand, into being loud... I am who I am and that's enough. Guess what I will be right at home cozied up on the couch with a book in my hand, my cat on my lap and tea next to me. The right person will be patient with me; they will try to understand me, they will let me rant about a book I just read, they will take me out to get matcha, they will hold my hand and kiss me softly, and if I don't find that I am fine with being alone. Nothing about me gives desperate if anything it gives "STAY AWAY FROM ME I AM NOT INTRESTED"

So to all the people saying that I need to be this or that... or that I need to do this or that, you can shove all of that right up you know where. Leave me alone. 

 

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2026-09-14T03:27:48+02:00

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hey you guys,

Not sure what's wrong with me but I have been extremely tired lately, I can't even stay up past 9pm. Well my bedtime is officially at 9pm but at times I would stretch it. Not anymore, I am sleepy right now too. I didn't even finish the book I was reading and now it's day 5 ughhh I don't like this, I am already behind on my goal. 

why am I so tired? all I wanna do is sleep. 

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2026-09-11T15:26:15+02:00

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things at the gym that feel like a crime but aren't but some should be!

  • training a muscle group on a different day you don't normally do it: for example, today is a Friday and I normally do high intensity workouts and train my core but because I won't be available tomorrow, I trained legs today. I am a creature of habits, and I need structure in anything that I am doing. My OCD with order forces me to work out the same muscle group on specific days and I always do my workouts in a very specific order. Changes scares me, I need time to prepare myself for what's to come. I also eat specific meals on specific days lol (it's how I live)

 

  • not re-racking the weight after you're done that grind my gears like you have one simple task, you use something just put it back. It is not that hard!

 

  • not wiping the equipment after you're done using it! like all your sweat is on it. Just wipe it off.

 

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2026-09-11T15:24:30+02:00

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Tomorrow is my grandmother's funeral, I won't go to the gym. I'll give myself the time to attend the funeral on stream and  mourn my sweet grandma.

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2026-09-09T02:57:00+02:00

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“ Selena sweetie, I hope all is well. I’ve been thinking of you but today I just need one favor from you. I need you to stay home, don’t go to work today.”

 

The voice she hears is her mother’s

 

but there’s just one problem.

 

Her mother died 4 years ago. Is this some sick joke? Who is using AI to reach her this way and how dare they use her mother’s voice?

 

She decided she will not stay home, who was she to obey someone she barely knew? Whoever that voice is will not get the best of her. She will go to work.

 

As she makes her way towards her office, the secretary greets her “Hi Selena, Henry is waiting to speak to you in his office”

 

“ We have a meeting in 10 minutes, did he want to see me now?”

 

“ Yes he requested that you went to see him as soon as you got here.”

 

“Fine” selena decided she wasn’t going to make her boss wait for her. She has been working for this firm for 2 years now, all those late nights will finally be paid off she thinks. Could this be her way of finding out she’s been promoted?

Take that creep! Telling me I shouldn’t go to work today and now I am getting promoted; she thought.

 

“ So this is it?” She asks, how could this be?

 

“ Yes Selena we had an anonymous vote and the board decided to let you go. We have to make some cut and we can’t afford to keep you.”

 

“ Henry I’ve put my sweat and tears in this company how can you discard me like that?”

 

“ It is not up to me Selena, there’s nothing I can do. I will need your company badge and pass, you have to leave the premises now. Your severance package will be mailed out to you by the end of the day.”

 

Selena got up, went to her now old office gather her things in one small box and left the place she had called home for the past 2 years.

 

Maybe if she had listened to that voicemail, perhaps she would still have a job. Nonsense how could that person know she was about to get fired today?

 

She got in her car and drove home.

 

What is she going to do? Job hunting was not part of her plans. She had just moved in a new house, how will she afford her mortgage now? As a lawyer she could easily start her own firm but she had no partners. Who would take a chance on her to let her represent them?

 

As a prosecution attorney, she had to be cutthroat, and she had 80% rate, the last 2 cases she lost this year were major and she was afraid that those loses could come back to haunt her.

 

She checked her phone and another voicemail was waiting for her.

 

“Next time when I tell you to do something, you better listen.”

 

It was her mom’s voice again, but she knew it wasn’t her, but why would someone pretend to be her mother?

 

She watched her mother in the casket, and saw her casket lowered into the ground.

 

As cunning as her mother was even she wouldn’t be able to come back from the dead.

 

She could easily ask Patrick her friend at the precinct to trace the voicemails but she wanted to see how far this joke will go.

 

She decided to sleep on it for a while, when she wakes up she will try reaching out to one of her pals from college to see if any of them had a private firm she could join.

 

A knock at her door woke her up.

 

It was now noon, who would be knocking at her door at this hour? considering she would never be home at this time if she wasn’t fired.

 

“Hi ma’am” the officer standing at her front door says

 

“Uh hi? What’s going on?”

 

“Sorry to disturb you but a woman claiming to be your mother is at the police station asking for you. She was found last night during a raid, she was being held hostage.”

 

“Officer… uh Johnston” she spots his name on his tag “ is this a sick joke my mother is dead”

 

“I’m sorry but she is very adamant that you’re her daughter, aren’t you Selena Prento born October 5, 1989?”

 

“Uh, yes? How do you know all of this?’

 

“You better come with us ma’am”

 

She decided to leave with the officer because all of this sounds very strange and she had to see for herself.

 

As she made her way inside the police station to the interrogation room she couldn’t help but think what if this was a trap regarding her last case, a lot of people told her the nightfall killer was innocent and she had the wrong guy. What if they were right? Focus we need to figure out what’s going on.

 

The officer opens the door and sitting across from her…

 

Was her mother.

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2026-09-07T21:29:34+02:00

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It is Monday and yes, I've read 3 books in total, but I wanted to read 3 books starting Saturday. I did finish a book on Friday, but I didn't want to count it towards my long weekend goal, but I think I've done more than enough. I always set goals for myself, at times they're high but who would I be if I didn't have high expectations for myself? 

why dream small? why set reachable goals? the sky is the limit. Try as much as you can, I'd rather fail than to limit myself with goals I know I can easily reach. I always set high goals for myself, whether it's my reading goals. Spiritual goals or fitness goals. 

I've spent 5 hours at a coffee shop reading; I am so glad there's a coffee place close to my house where I can hang out. At times I don't want to be in the house I want to be out but not with people! like by myself doing things that I love. Which are getting matcha, reading, writing, a picnic, a walk in the park...I am a very peaceful and self-sufficient person. My mom sent me a picture of my report when I was younger it says" Gaelle needs to participate in activities with other kids, needs to speak more, needs to play at recess, needs to read less at recess but interact more" lol who tells a parent that their kid needs to stop reading so much? yup that was me! I would ignore everyone and pull out my book and read right in the middle of recess. My teacher would always make sure I was okay or that I wasn't bullied because I was shy, but truth is I was a menace! I slapped a boy right in the middle of the classroom once because he tried to make me do something I didn't want to do! they had to keep us separated for the rest of the year, no one would actually mess with me lol I was kind but I was not nice lol. As a kid my mom always made sure I didn't let my anger get the best of me, yes, I was quiet, but I would fight if a kid provoked me. As I got older, I learned how to control my anger, if anything I don't get angry anymore but it's not a sign to wake the bear. My face along was not welcoming lol wow here I am reminiscing of my childhood, and I realized that I haven't changed much. 

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2026-09-07T04:13:03+02:00

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My goal for this week end has been to read 3 books by Monday because it's a long week end, so far I completed one book and I am halfway through another. Maybe I'll be able to complete the last book by tomorrow night but if I don't that is still impressive, considering what's going on with my family at the moment.

My grandmother died earlier this morning, she was around 102 years maybe older. She still had her memories intact and she was really close to my mom. I loved my grandmother a lot, she was always so understanding and willing to listen to me when I was going through something as a child. I always felt protected when she was there, my mom is devastated. My grandma's favorite color was sky blue and I love that color too. She ask that her tombstone be sky blue and they will honor her wish. It's quite sad.

I hate death...

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2026-09-05T02:18:01+02:00

A man saved the day

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I never thought I would say this but a man made my day better today!

Knowing that there were 9 women and 3 men as jurors in the Lindsay Clancy trial, I was scared that she might get a not guilty verdict because of all the women involving in her case and because of how social media rallied behind Lindsay. I was afraid that she wouldn't be brought to justice! but a man saved the day and he stood alone! there was only one juror who kept voting guilty for Lindsay and if it wasn't for him she would have been able to walk away scot free today! but because of him she is not acquitted of the murders of her own kids. What has society come to? I can't say that I am shocked. We are living in the last days and a lot of things that people would have been condemned for years ago are becoming more acceptable in today's day and age.

In what world a woman killing 3 of her children not found guilty! only in this century. people hide behind made up mental health disorders to get away with the most heinous crimes. Murder should never be taken lightly! and what she did was a planned execution. I am glad that the one juror with the most common sense didn't let the others persuade him into voting in her favor. he stood his ground and voted for what's right. Thank you to whoever that man is. I don't care how many years or centuries it takes for this trial to go on, Lindsay should be found guilty as some point. This is not okay! those poor babies didn't deserve any of this.

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2026-09-05T02:00:35+02:00

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when I am choosing a book, I don't like a complete description of the book or a summary of it. I like to walk through it blindly, I like the surprise and the anticipation...I love not knowing anything about the plot. I don't read any books with sex scenes in it because I don't want to feed my mind with sexual idealizations. I like to preserve my mind from being perverted as much as I can. I love mystery, thriller but nothing demonic as soon as there's any mention of the occult I throw the book away.  

I believe your mind is made of what you feed it, if I feed it with good things then I will have good thoughts. The more I read or watch violence, sex or anything that has to do with homosexuality the more my mind become accustomed to it. Sex is not a bad thing, under the covenant of marriage it's a gift God gave us to enjoy but now it's perverted, twisted and all wrong. I am in no place to judge anyone, I deal with my own temptations and weaknesses. I am far from perfect, we are all sinners and I am one of them but if I can try to please Jehovah in any way that I can I will try to do it. 

the books I read has some detective tone, serial killer being brought to justice, psychological thrillers that have taught me a lot about how sick people think and to be aware of my surroundings. I used to live life through rose colored glasses but little by little my life became less rosy and more murky but not in a bad way. I am able to see the real struggles of other people, living and learning from my own mistakes. I will be 30 years old soon. I am not that scared little girl who started this blog anymore. I am a woman now, with more maturity than the 15 year old girl who made her first post here! you all have watched me grow. I said the most unhinged things, wrote the most gut wrenching post but here I am becoming a woman my 15 year old self would be proud of. 

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