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I want a friend and a lover all in one.
2022-10-10T16:51:00+02:00
2022-10-10T15:37:27+02:00
drawing
hey you guys,
I have been trying a new hobby which is drawing, I am not picasso or anything but i've always wanted to be good at drawing. I do love art, so here I am drawing random stuff mostly black girls with afros lol.
2022-10-09T02:24:49+02:00
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2022-10-07T19:46:03+02:00
2022-10-07T14:44:07+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Hey you guys,
the purpose of this blog is for me to share my thoughts... to feel less alone because in real life I barely talk to anyone. I feel so drained lately, so tired, so disconnected to everything, so alone... honestly it feels a little better when I come here or when I play with my cats. I am not doing too good right now and I just need a hug honestly, I literally feel like crying but who doesn't ? we always need to feel like we're matter right... ok that's all I want to say.
take care :)
2022-10-06T15:14:27+02:00
Pixie.
hey you guys this is about one of my cat Pixie.
He is 4 months old, fun fact when I got him I thought he was actually a girl, because he has a small head and he looks like a girl!! maybe it's because I got him a pink collar well sometimes I still think he might be a girl but the vet told me it's a boy so he is not a girl. I wanted a girl because I already have a cute male cat named Archie.
I love Pixie a lot, he is very affectionate and more affectionate than Archie but I love them both. Pixie loves purring because I guess that means he loves being next to me and that he feels safe, he has the cutest face and he is very hyperactive. He is a crazy kitten and I love him more than I love shoes! and mind you I am obsessed with shoes ! Pixie is the only cat that I've seen that cares about me like a dog, he loves to play with me and of course he doesn't come when I call him because he is still a cat but when I am sad he always lay on my chest or next to my head purring and kneading, I heard that's a way for a cat trying to heal you aww that is so cute. I love him so much guys even Archie is jealous but I love them both so he will just have to deal with it.
Pixie is almost as big as Archie and he's only 4 months so I think he's going to be a big and tall cat, he has the longest tail I have ever seen. I am so obsessed with him lol :)
2022-10-03T16:45:12+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
update.
How's life for everyone?
Life wasn't so great those past couple of months but lately I have been happier thanks to God for all the blessings. I found a new way of living which is let things be what is and only worry about things that I can control. I cannot control someone not liking me, someone talking bad or assuming things about me, or someone not treating me the right way all I can do is walk away and forget their entire existence while I focus on myself and my growth. I can however control the way I see the world, my relationship with Jehovah, the people I let in my life, the way that I am living, my diet or my quality of life, I can somehow control the wellbeing of my fur babies which I am very attached to.
I can say my family and my cats bring me the most joy; I have some healing to do but who doesn't? I haven't been making friends simply because I don't quite trust people easily... but that's part of my healing. The first step to healing is to recognize the problem. I am not too thrill because my cats broke my laptop and my DVD player so now I can't watch Audrey hepburn every saturday night anymore :( but I still love them.
Did you see the Marilyn Monroe movie on netflix called blonde? I mean you know that I was going to talk about it right! I am now such a fan of Marilyn Monroe but I still love Audrey Hepburn more. So the movie was pleasing to the eye but disgusting at the same time I don't know what that was! but that was not Marilyn Monroe's story it wasn't even remotely close to it, but the Actress voice and demeanor was spot on. I feel like the director is misogynistic especially towards Marilyn because that movie did not portray how intelligent she was at all, it made it look like she was just a pathetic blonde who slept her way to the top and aborted her baby! which I don't believe she did because she's obsessed with babies and her husband said that wasn't true, they made it a look like she would date just about anyone and she did not date both of the Chaplin's boys at once and who knows if she dated them at all? she was good friends with one of them. She loved older man she did not like guys close to her own age because she was too sophisticated and her success scared some men away, she was also so ahead of her time and so mature that she found those boys immature. Gosh who made this movie???!!! Actually I saw the director's name but why ? does he have something against her or something?
Now they need to make a movie on Audrey hepburn because she was so interesting! so pretty, so fashionable; I just love her so much.
2022-09-30T20:46:23+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
In honor of mental health month ending, which I strongly disagree that we should only dedicate one month for mental health only! because that should be every day! but nevertheless...
I just read somewhere that focusing on your mental health constantly can create anxiety and often times the people who want to heal their mental health all at once often get disappointed and fall down into a spirale of disappointment and depression. Let what is be what it is, yes we should work on our mental health and get therapy or whatnot but to constantly focus of your mental health problem is to self-obsessed about one's trouble what good can that do? Let's focus on the happy things :)
2022-09-30T16:58:33+02:00
