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2021-07-24T04:25:02+02:00

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"I am afraid that If I never fall in love i'll never get the chance to know what it feels like to be alive.

To feel something far beyond my explanation,

to lose the meaning of what once was and to simply be in the moment; in love."

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2021-07-23T20:54:47+02:00

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hey,

As y'all can see there's three different languages on this blog lol, well it is what it is! I am trilingual and I am also learning a fourth language when I am fluent in it then I will put it here as well. I hope everyone is having a great day! I just wanted to give you guys a warning or to explain myself lol. 

alright byyyeeeeita.

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2021-07-21T02:14:47+02:00

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My furry little friend.

you make me smile every time you come to the door to greet me.

Your purring sound warms my heart.

People may not understand how much joy you have brought me.

You are a beam of light in my darkness.

My eyes filled with tears thinking about the days that you will not be with me anymore.

Your beautiful little eyes are so captivating that I always find myself lost in them.

you are truly inspiring.

 

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2021-07-21T01:47:55+02:00

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Books

"Stories have allowed me to travel anywhere in the world, across the sea, into the wild, and into different eras.

To Imagine a world out there far greater than my own. 

To Expand my mind, to think of the impossible and the most unbelievable creatures. 

The written word has made my depression less unbearable and when I can’t find the right stories my world comes crashing down."

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2021-07-20T02:21:05+02:00

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If you're looking for roses and sunshine you will not find it here.

If you want real joy without the ups and downs I am sorry but my life is a rollercoaster.

If you want love and you're not ready to feel my dark side I am sorry but they walk hand and hand,

I don't know how to love without the pain.

If you want plain and simple then I am not for you because as you peel a layer another one shows and I am afraid that there are more layers underneath, maybe one day you'll get to see the real me and not the version I want you to see.

If you want to party all night and to wake up and find me there, you will be disappointed because I am not the type to go all night...

If you think that I am going to come back after I left I am sorry but I get bored fast and I lose interest at the drop of a hat.

Fight for my love and maybe I'll respond but it's not guaranteed.

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2021-07-20T02:10:01+02:00

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I guess a little part of me was wishing that you were watching or that you would care.

I couldn't wrap my head around the fact that I could no longer reach out to you because you would simply not be there.

I was so caught up in the moment that I missed the concrete.

I made you up in my head, you were never half of the man I imagined.

I fell asleep dreaming of you creating scenarios that will never happen, maybe that's what was feeding my obsession. 

When a poet falls in love it's an understatement, she is drowning in love and swimming in lust because everything is felt so deeply.

I wanted to be the one ready to catch you when you fall but instead, I was the one who fell and you weren't there to catch me.

Maybe she is broken inside but it's one thing to be broken and not wanting to be fixed.

The pain is feeding her soul and she doesn't know how it feels to not be broken.

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2021-07-19T19:23:51+02:00

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one weakness of mine and that is it.

If I see 10 stray cats in the streets I will take them all !!! (ashamed!) if I see a cat being beaten I would cry and want to die; I will fight someone to stop doing anything bad to a cat. I am sorry but when God was creating me he said your only weakness and unconditional love will be for cats LOL

 

*that was my way of breaking the ice after my last sad post.

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2021-07-19T18:48:20+02:00

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worse feelings in the world...

  • being sad, scared and feeling worthless for absolutely no reason at all.
  • losing someone you love.
  • being ignored by the one person you don't want to be ignored by.
  • feeling unwanted.
  • feeling less than or not enough.
  • not being able to sleep because you are hurting emotionally.
  • being rejected by the person you love the most.
  • finding out that you didn't matter to someone as much as you thought.
  • watching someone give somebody else all the love and attention you wanted in the first place.
  • finding out that someone you trusted was talking behind your back.
  • hoping to get a call or a text from someone who doesn't care about you.
  • wanting to sleep instead of being awake to feel all he pain.

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2021-07-19T15:41:42+02:00

About Archie.

Publié par Gaelle.R

Hey guys,

Another update about Archie, you all know how much I love him and he's also my baby boy. I cannot imagine my life without him and it breaks my heart that he will not live forever. Anyways let's think happy thoughts about him, he has been acting strange for the past couple of weeks. He was not eating and he only eats one type of food that he likes, I was really worried about him because he also seemed sad and distant. I thought the move took a toll on him because we are living somewhere else now but this Saturday I took him to the vet. When I made the appointment they kept asking me is he sick? is he vomiting? does he use the litter box? and I didn't know if he was sick and everything else is fine it's just that he was not eating. I went in with him for the appointment and you guys he was so sweet, so gentle, so courageous... As I say this tears are falling down my eyes; think about someone you love the most and imagine that person going through a difficult time it hurts to think about it right? well this is how I felt.

The Dr. told me that he looks fine and that he is still adjusting to the move which is what I kind of expected but I wanted to make sure that was the only problem. I love him so much it hurts and he knows that now. At first he used to scratch me a lot, scream at night (such a brat!) he doesn't do that anymore I think he knows that I don't like that. He's growing into an exceptional tom cat, he is sweet, friendly, brave, gracious, clean, affectionate at times (it's getting better guys ! he let me carry him for longer time now) can be gentle and so cute when sleeping... The Dr. gave him so anxiety medication but I only give it to him at night if necessary because I don't want to give him medication like that, I prefer to keep it all natural. Archie is growing up he is still a kitten but he's getting big.

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