No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2015-08-31T04:22:58+02:00

when the moon is blidin'

Publié par Gaelle.R 31 Août 2015 à 04:22 AM

i know it's too late and i never got the chance to talk to you. i have so much to say and yet i don't know how to say them i want you to know everything. like how i'm too tired to sleep and how i'm too sad to be happy. how i'm writting this and still not know if you should know everything. cause i know one must been through it to understand it. i don't know how to explain everything but if you could see my face and look me in the eyes i'm sure you would know everything.

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2015-08-31T04:17:29+02:00

Not so lonely.

Publié par Gaelle.R 31 Août 2015 à 04:17 AM

as i look across the room i see someone sitting,

it's a girl she looks lonely.

But in her heart she's not alone she's thinking about her old self.

She's never been in love according to the rule she needs to go on a date and she needs to talk to him about her feelings. But she never did one of these stuff,

technically she's alone.

well that's what other people think.

truth is,

you can be around a lot of people and still be lonely

but you can be sitting alone and not be lonely.

I know for a fact you don't need a lot of friends

if you can't find that one friend you can make your 2 am call.

Many of us can be that girl sitting across the room.

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2015-08-30T02:18:33+02:00

?

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Août 2015 à 02:18 AM

There are no words to describe how i feel right now. I miss you so much that I lost all hope in pursuing what i want and love. I don't want anything more than to see you. To feel you right next to me. I can never be okay without you by my side. Every minute every seconds i want to spend all of it with you. I hate not being able to see you. You are like my drug I can't stay without you.

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2015-01-05T18:07:19+01:00

the night is young

Publié par Gaelle.R 5 Janvier 2015 à 06:07 PM

I stay awake every night to think about the future. There are so much to think about that I don't think one night can hold it. I don't know how much time will cover all of my future but I hope it's long enough to make me happy. We don't know what we can do unless we try something and the future is all about trying an making mistakes. I hope i will meet awesome people who can see the real me.

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2014-10-15T14:54:15+02:00

The best of me/ what am i ? alien? #iwish

Publié par Gaelle.R 15 Octobre 2014 à 02:54 PM

if there was one way to speak without actually speaking,

then i would have known it by now.

but the important thing i still speak even though my mouth is shut.

does it actually make me feel better?

is it the same way as if i was speaking?

well all i can say is if you wish you could do the same thing

i'll have to teach you before you get there.

But don't worry we all have our own way to say

and do things,

it might seem impossible

but i can scream from the top of my lung without opening my mouth.

i can cry with no tears,

i can sleep without my eyes shut.

i can walk without my legs.

i can hear music without the radio or my iPod on.

i can see things when i'm not sleeping

and no i'm not dreaming.

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2014-10-10T14:37:58+02:00

mais bon !

Publié par Gaelle.R 10 Octobre 2014 à 02:37 PM

Tout a son temps je realise un peu avec le temps...

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2014-09-08T19:58:59+02:00

why does it matter?

Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Septembre 2014 à 07:58 PM

no matter what i do, it has to be wrong for some people. I just can't believe that people could sit around and scrutinize my every move. why is it important that i made a mistake? i just don't see the point at all.

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2014-09-08T19:50:48+02:00

wrong or right?

Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Septembre 2014 à 07:50 PM

I just realize something even though you didn't do anything doesn't mean that you're doing everything right. Sometimes i can just sit there and do nothing which is nothing but in the real world it actually counts, i could be doing many things which i chose not to do. i'm wrong because i didn't use my time wisely, but if i was there and i did everything wrong then everyone would remember me as the girl who "suck" what a world? what am i supposed to do now? give up? many of you guys thought about giving up once in a while. well i change my mind i want to fight for what's right and i don't care if i'm alone !!!

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2014-06-24T15:47:44+02:00

need a break?

Publié par Gaelle.R 24 Juin 2014 à 03:47 PM

It's the best time of the year when finally you get to stay home or go on vacation for three months or so.

After all that work,

a nice break will make it all better

and when you start thinking about all the thing you can do

so now that you have nothing to worry about,

you feel awesome

when the day arrive,

i can finally go home

and start thinking about all those days that i had to live my life like a crazy person,

i don't really know how i'm gonna do that

all i know is life is full of surprise.

I start to think about how great my year had been

and all the things that i did,

i know you should have been there

and you could never stand one crazy freak like me.

When i think about next year,

i don't expect it to be great

that's the thing if you want every thing to be perfect

they would just turn out to be awful.

If you expect the worst then,

perhaps it could all turned out to be just fine.

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2014-06-19T18:21:52+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Juin 2014 à 06:21 PM

Even though there is nothing left to say, i still have a lot to do and i don't know where to start after what's anything without a start? i wanted to write more but then i remember that i can still write in my head. Who knows what i mean? but God knows it's true. One time i wanted to write something down so bad and i couldn't find any paper, guess what i did? i say it more than twice and i stay quiet, then finally when i found a pen and paper i started to talk and relax ,,,, it's all a beginning to a great start.

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