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2017-09-10T17:53:40+02:00
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2017-09-09T03:39:35+02:00
Being black.
hello there,
I am switching things around here. I am allowed to do that because this is my platform and I will always use it to voice out my opinion and my cries of outrage. Well this topic is no surprises to anyone because I am part of the black community but I think I should have a say in the things that are now happening. First of all I am happy that hurricane Irma didn't do much damage in my Country just a lot of rain but nothing really major... Let's get into the topic.
I am 100% black all my family is black some may be mixed but I am not. I am fully black and being raised in a Country where everyone else was black there wasn't much difference to me. But coming here to America I realize that it matters I know that there is different shade there's lightskin, darkskin, brownskin (...) I did not care about all that. I mean I know that there is different shades of black but I've always thought that we are all beautiful. Now I am not saying that other girls are not beautiful some may talk about latinas and say they went to the same things that I am about to discuss but this is not about white girls, latinas or any other I am talking about us black girls. Just for once let us have a moment to ourselves. when I say "black lives matter" I am not saying that other lives don't matter reason why we emphasize on "black lives matter" is only because we've been treated like trash in multiple case and we are tired of all the acts of injustice and so we start this movement to remind other people that we matter too.
I went to a all white school when I first came here, there was literally very few blacks. I started to realize that there is a difference between us. Now I am about to say why I believe black girls are all beautiful no matter their skin tones and whether they are mixed or not... we all sometimes slept on but not entirely forgotten because most of the successful, richest women are black and they are now trending don't let me started on who they are because y'all know I mean I could go go on . But I am beyond proud of Rihanna on her beauty line she went all the way to make us all of us feel special. I think some people are intimidated by us black women because believe me we are gorgeous, powerful and we are always glowing. some of us highlight be always poppin' like girl yass. I am proud of black girls who are independent and working hard trying to make it with our own strength. Most of us are being judged because we have an opinion and we are not afraid to stand by it. I am happy that we are starting to love ourselves more and being proud of our natural hair. Natural hair is trending and I love that because I fell in love with my natural hair recently and let me tell you I felt more like myself ever since I started working with my natural hair.
what I hate the most is when some guys ahem (kodack black) are acting like lightskin girls are better... Keep that to yourself because that seems like a personal problem ain't nobody care about it. Talking about how some shades are better ... boy bye that's what I say we are all beautiful and for you darkskin and chocolate beauty keep doing you, keep on shining melanin be always on point and you can rock any colors you want. We are beautiful period.
2017-09-05T15:14:35+02:00
How it goes...
Morning!
To new beginning,
I am restarting my life well in some areas...I am trying to change certain things for the better. I claim that I don't like changes but yet I switch my life around and I am more than happy to do it even though it requires a lot of sacrifices from me.
Well enough about me and my changed life...Hurricane Irma is taking over the Islands especially where I was born ...I am extremely sad about this because it's going to ruin everything they've worked for I mean we've already had an earthquake and a big one, one that killed thousands of people and some are still missing possibly dead. I really hope this hurricane is not just as bad because that would be the end for the Country.
2017-08-31T20:33:07+02:00
What I don't understand...
why does life appear so hard?
why must I go through this?
why do I have to feel this way?
Why do I feel so alone and empty?
Why did it have to be that way?
It's so frustrating at times and no one is there...
I'm there for them but when it's me I'm alone.
why must things be so hard ?
It's so dark that I can't see what's on the other side.
2017-08-28T05:47:26+02:00
Not so sure but
hi there,
Man when I say life is unexpected...One day you're getting somewhere and the next day you're leaving...
I can't say that I haven't learn anything ! I have learn so much about people in general that right now when things happen I actually expect them to happen. I don't rely on the past anymore I let so many things go already, right now I am growing, still learning but there's an improvement. I don't see life as hard as before yes It's hard but there are ways to overcome it. Nothing Is impossible I believe now and I know I will be exactly where I need to be. I believe that I will be with the people that I need to be it may not be what I want right now but It's what I need.
What you want is not always what you need but you can't see that because you are caught up in the moment that all you see is the now. There's not only now there's tomorrow and the day after...You just have to be patient. I know that I hate to wait and I am sure that I am not the only one but I realize that good things happen to those who wait. so it is better to wait then to rush things because it may not work out... I know what I want and I am sure you do too I mean you may not want to admit what you want out loud but deep down you know...Just know that waiting is not such a bad thing. I know that I said if you want something go get it don't wait because time is running...true time is faster than before but you shouldn't be running with the time. The time has its own purpose and you have yours...You and the time have nothing in common'. You should live your life and you should never settle you should always climb the ladder because there's more to come. I know right everyone want something that's good enough to get them by and settle...Instead of aiming for something that's just good aim for something that's great.
I realize something...I won't judge anyone from their past mistakes yes you made a mistake and I am okay with that as long as you realize that you've messed up and you learn from it... Because if you're still going down that same path I may disagree with you.. I may not support you I am all for people who are trying to grow...I will be with you 100% you wanna grow then let's grow together.Lately I have been having some thoughts about a lot of things and honestly things are only getting clearer...still blurry but I kinda see the road that I am taking...It's rocky but nothing I can't get through.
NIGHT NIGHT
2017-08-23T04:09:18+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
I am tired of waiting and guessing.
I am tired of asking "why is this happening to me".
I don't want to feel like this anymore I have tried many times to change things but I always end up right where I was.
I have been trying to figure out what the present has in store for me and all I've got is a decline debit card.
I have been trying to see what's on the other side but instead I found another door with a broken key.
All the things that I used to love are now forgotten and all I am left with is a continuing boredom.
I cannot hide what I have been feeling but somehow no one seem to know about it.
2017-08-23T04:03:16+02:00
The difference between you and I
I don't pretend to care when there's nothing to care about.
I don't seek attention as you may think I might, if anything I don't give a bread about it.
But you on the other hand care a lot about things but act as if you don't.
and you seek attention more than you breathe.
I won't judge because that ain't my place and it ain't my life , but I notice things.
I have seen you from afar and I've counted the miles that separates us.
You will judge me without even knowing who I am and you will try to make me feel bad about myself.
Except you won't win and with my silence you will think you've won.
But there's so much you don't know.
You don't see what is separating us because you're so caught up in looking at my every move.
You can't see what I do differently because you're only here to judge and criticize...
2017-08-20T19:27:19+02:00
Just confused
Have you ever been confused ? I am not talking about being somewhere and looking around and forgetting why you went there in the place no I am talking about your whole life. I am talking about being confused about all the decisions that you have to make for yourself. I realize that growing up makes you confused and that's okay. I am very confused right now and some people may try to make me feel like i'm stupid but I'm not and I embrace that stage. I have never been this confused, my whole life I always knew what I wanted to the smallest details everything was already planned out. But now I am faced with some situations that I never thought I'd be in and to tell you I don't know what to say or how to handle some of it maybe I do know how but sometimes it takes longer for me to realize. I think I just need to take some time to think even tho I never take that time...
I am not acting without thinking, I am exploring.
2017-08-18T15:05:51+02:00
the switch
Morning ,
I have been MIA on here because I am moving soon and I have to get all the things ready, It takes a while. But you know I won't forget about my blog ever so here I am again about to discuss another topic with a unnecessary long intro... I mean let's talk about this summer is it just me or why does it feel like the days are running like they're in a race or something. It was nearly Monday and now it's already Friday ! I don't worry about having a long day anymore because the hours just flew by. I don't see where the summer went, in a couple of weeks I am going back to school... Like what just happened ?! I love summer in all but I didn't have much time to enjoy it because I have been so busy with classes,work... ugh... I don't have time at all.
well enough about the time and the shortest summer I have ever seen. Let's talk about change. Me personally I claim that I don't like changes yet I always do something different each time. I hate doing the same thing or going to the same place. I like some routine like my shower times can't really make a routine for bedtime when you're going to med school I just go with the flow when it comes to sleeping. I am talking about changes in yourself, changes you never thought you will make with your appearance for example... Like right now I have blond extension the me that I used to know would never do that she would stick to black nothing else but the me that I am now wants to explore and see what can I do next that I haven't done. I was never like that. I used to have a routine for everything my hair, my clothes and the way I do a lot of things. But now I say who needs a routine when time just flying by ? just be bold ! be you and be authentic in the process. Never let someone tell you what's best for you make decisions for yourself that is the only way you will grow otherwise people will make decisions for you and that's that. What I realize is the we all need change once in a while because we need more of what's out there. You need to get out of your comfort zone to experience new things otherwise you will always go through to what you always go through. I am not talking about taking risks for fun that is not what I mean... taking some risks is good but you don't wanna become reckless it's all about balance and knowing when and when not to do certain things. I think your level of maturity will determine how you make your decisions.... But trust me changes are good !
2017-08-14T04:49:15+02:00
sign of a situationship
What I call a "situationship" is being out of the friend zone yet no one is claiming the other or it's just one way ...and now they both just chillin or one of them want to go the next step and the other one is just not ready. Often I would hear from a girl "he's my man but not my man" like what are you saying? I thought it was stupid until I was in that same position, I have been there and I was confused I didn't know what the other person wanted from me. But I learn which is why I am happy to share some things with you.
At first you meet someone and you start having thoughts, feelings for that person and you never made the move but you would still flirt with that person. You don't want that person to go away you want them to stick around but you don't want to be with them, you just like having them there. I went there and let me tell you that feeling will eat your mind, it is not healthy to do that. If you're not trying to be with someone then don't give them hope I am not saying encourage them and then let them go NO you will break their heart. I am saying if since the beginning you knew you didn't want anything to do with that person then there is no need to make that person believe that someday you will claim them. Being in a situationship is easy because you're not really with the person but you still have the person so technically you're single but you do what couples do with that person. It's confusing because you don't even know if you want the person or not you just want them to stay.
One thing I can tell you if he's/she not ready to make you his/her priority you need to do what you gotta do because you deserve better. you may be wifey material but because you letting him eat your cake and having it then it doesn't matter anymore...you let him have everything before he even got you so now he don't even need to chase you because you gave him everything. If you really want that person that you are willing to stick around for that one person I suggest you take some time to yourself and think things over... maybe it's a sign that he/she is not for you if they don't make any effort to be with you. They don't even make time to talk to you except on social media then that means he/she only hit you up when they are bored or when they need to check up to see if you will still reply...you just look like a fool. They don't even take you out talking about they are busy well make time ! Why can't they make time for you and what's worse you would make time for them but they won't make time for you... Girl let him go. Believe me when a girl or a guy want to be with you they will do whatever they need to do to get you so stop making excuses for them saying that's how they are, she/he would never do that. They should do that and more because you deserve to be treated the right way. The problem is we need to recognize our worth so we don't settle for just anything...you deserve a lot more.
put that in your mind...