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2017-11-28T01:27:04+01:00
I always feel like I should fight instead of giving up but sometimes fighting seems unnecessary.
I don't want it to end.
I wish it could last forever but you don't want it to.
You make it so hard for me to stay.
I wanted you to understand but it feels like you hate to hear me talking.
I'll keep quiet if you want me to but just know the storm will soon arrive and I won't hold it in.
2017-11-13T23:24:23+01:00
Blue sky,
perfect smiles.
tender lips.
Loveliest eyes that could make me forget all my troubles.
soft hands that would make me stop breathing.
Together we would reach for the stars.
2017-11-04T05:34:54+01:00
Hey there.
I am sure that I've already talked about what I don't like very often here not that I don't like many things but knowing what don't like kinda help me found out what I like. Sometimes the negative side of things can bring out the positive side.
Well to be honest this is not specifically for one somebody I just don't like the things that I am going to mention in general.
It's kind of late, my thoughts are a bit cloudy but I'm glad I could express myself and let some things out.
night night.
2017-10-30T17:55:43+01:00
How are things?
I feel like I've been asked that question a lot lately simply because I am doing my thing and some people just want to know how it's going. I don't mind answering but I would rather give an honest answer whatever it is, It can't be that bad because I am still living...
sometimes you have to take a leap of faith and keep going even though you don't see you're going to make it. I am all about taking risks. Before I used to be sacred because I didn't really like going out of my comfort zone to do things I was so used to the usual that a slight change would be an inconvenience. Not anymore I actually try to make an effort and try new things and I think that's the best thing because of all these new experiences. I am busy at this moment I have so many things that I am working on that I don't have time for anything.
Some of you have been asking me for relationships advice... Sorry I never wrote anything about it anymore. I'm just not focused on talking about it right now. I've talked about it so much here...just look at my previous pages from a while back. I will come back and talk about relationships and stuff but right now I am working on much bigger things....stay tune.
Have a nice day y'all.
2017-10-28T06:19:51+02:00
how's life ?
I think I'm living LOL. I mean I am here somewhere...
It's midnight and I have been studying all day for an exam tomorrow. I don't like studying the day before but I guess I kinda did it all today. I am so stressed that I barely feel tired. I feel hungry though!
man I gotta go.
be back soon. have a good night.
2017-10-24T04:53:50+02:00
I'm a mess and you don't need this right now.
I am confuse but you need to be focus.
I am bad but you need to be good.
I am a distraction and you're going for the finish line.
I don't want want to bring you down.
I want you to be the best that you can be.
I don't want you to try I know you can do it.
I don't want us to fight.
I want to be near you because this mess loves you endlessly.
2017-10-24T04:39:56+02:00
2017-10-24T03:57:22+02:00
I hate that I spend my days wondering about what could go wrong instead of what could go right.
It makes me mad that I am doing the same thing all over again.
I don't wanna repeat the past,
Making the same mistake all over again.
Feeling weak and wanting to give up.
I wanna keep fighting.
I want to keep holding to my teddy bears in a world full of villains.
I want to sip tea while they drown in beers and vodka.
I want to eat all my candy as they start to scream.
I want to keep holding on to my ponytail as they cut their hair.
Preparing for the worse because that's what always comes my way.
But I don't wanna give up even if I wanted to.
2017-10-20T05:30:19+02:00
Hi there,
I am tired right now and I am not supposed to be considering I slept a lot more today but I cannot help it. My body is way too tired for only one day of rest, I need 2 days.
let's get right into the topic. Pet peeves or things I find annoying.
Night y'all !!
2017-10-16T12:47:38+02:00
It's the way you used to leave while I was waiting for you
that made me leave.
It's the way you used to stay silent as I told you how I felt
that made it easy for me to let you go.
It's the way you would look away as I search for your eyes
that made me run the other way without looking back.
It's the way I felt when You were next to me
that made me stop thinking about you.
It's the way you used to act
that made me forget all about your existence.
It's the words that you never say
that made me despise you more than I admire you.
One day you will want to meet someone like me,
one day you will search for someone like me but you won't find me.
It's hard to find someone like me,
It is hard for you to see that now but in the future you will understand.
I became cold to your love,
I no longer need it and I don't care about it now.
You couldn't see me when you were all I could see and I am not ashamed to admit that anymore.
I have learn so much through your unresponsive actions.
I came to know how much I am worth and what I don't want in my life.
I will never want someone like you ever again and I know exactly how to spot useless people like you.
It was all a waste of time.
I could've been doing so much but I wasn't because I was to busy focusing on you.
Now I see how much time I have for myself that I became selfish to even share it.
Today I am smiling and It's real.
No hard feelings though.
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