No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2016-02-26T04:21:10+01:00

Picture of a picture

Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Février 2016 à 04:21 AM

what do you like to do? well for me it is obvious writing is but it is not the only thing I like. Well this is going to be very general how many of you love pictures? selfies? nature? photographs? well I love them and so why can't I embrace that? I don't care if people say I take too many pictures because I do what makes me happy and what I feel like doing. There was a time I would not take pictures but my life is not the same anymore and now I have learn to embrace myself. I don't care if people judges me because I love selfies because we all love something well i like to take a picture of myself when I think I look alright. At least I embrace it and I'm happy doing it I will not hide what I want anymore and I will not hide who I am anymore because that will only make me sad. I can't let the society decide what I should do with my life or my camera. Society have done so much already it tells you to live your life freely then it tells you NO NOT like that. What am I suppose to do now ? sit around and let society take the wheels nah I cannot let that happen not now not ever.

GOOD NIGHT SWEET DREAMS

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2016-02-26T04:10:16+01:00

Fear

Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Février 2016 à 04:10 AM

Are you afraid of being alone ? are you afraid of the reality ? do you suddenly stop thinking about the future when something bad happens? Fear is the most common thing in the world these days. We're all have a fear we might cover it up because it is a weakness but sometimes a fear can be a strength how ? well let me tell you for example there is this one girl she thinks she has a very shitty life, she's a junior in high school everything goes wrong according to her. She thinks that the reason why she's failing math is because she is stupid and therefore she is not worth living. She wants to die because she cannot deal with her own reality where she had put so much weight on her shoulder. She can't really die alone well she can't really do it because SHE IS SCARED OF DYING. This is a strength believe me I have seen teenagers saying I want to kill myself if I could but they're too damn scared which is a good thing if you ask me. A lot of the young people are struggling with depression. They expect so much from us even our friends expect so much from us. Imagine your friend is in a relationship and now if you don't have one yourself you became a third wheel. Now what you do is you go get yourself a bae often what happens you were not ready ! so now you have your bae but you realize he or she is not who you thought they were so now you are stuck. I don't want to be stuck like the rest of them I would rather live my life freely until I am ready...remember you don't have to rush into a relationship because you feel alone it is not going to help. I am pretty sure you've heard it is better to be alone than to be with someone who causes you pain. Often when you rush into a relationship you regret some stuff and as you want to get out of it you can hurt the other person's feelings. Just like you might be hurt if someone who meant a lot to you broke up with you that is exactly how the person will feel if you meant a lot to them.Moving fast won't get you where you want to be, on the way you might crash and never make it.

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2016-02-23T01:06:25+01:00

Monday

Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Février 2016 à 01:06 AM

Smhh... Monday who hate Mondays ? I think we all do it's the day you start with everything you put on the side for later. At some point in life we have to go back to what we left behind. We don't have to live in the past but somehow we may come back or refer to it in our current life. We sometimes want to forget because it is easier to live that way, we can't always keep on remembering what hurt us the most because we want to start a new chapter and be happy. But you have to remember what happens that made you feel hurt otherwise you might go through it again if you don't really know. I don't think anyone want to get their heart broken many times, yet it happens sometimes. When you get your heart broken you don't suddenly move on and forget, there's a time in between in which you heal or you give up. while you are healing up you either forgive the person or come to hate the person either way you are finding a way to deal and move on. That's life you get to have broken hearts, broken dreams...but in the end what matters is what you do to get up and be as high as you were or even higher.

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2016-02-19T00:43:31+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Février 2016 à 12:43 AM

Have you ever seen something so good that it made you cry?

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2016-02-18T05:18:54+01:00

shining through the darkness

Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Février 2016 à 05:18 AM

How many times did you say those words and it meant nothing to the person? Aren't you tired of doing and saying the same thing to show someone that you care? It does not matter because they cannot see the beauty of having you around while you enjoy every bit of them. They cannot see, they are blinded, they are looking in the window but they cannot see how nice it is outside and how their grass is green. They prefer to look at how the grass on their neighbor's house is greener and how beautiful their backyard looks. They cannot see their own, their flowers are growing a new rose just came out but they cannot see it they are too busy wasting their time on things that aren't even relevant to the fact that their backyard looks great. I am not going through this with someone that is not why i want to share this with you. I have been down this road too many times but i walked myself out of it, I have noticed things, I have seen things that you are probably going through right now. I felt the urge to share this with you tonight to help a brother or a sister out. Let me tell you something, if you care about somebody and you look at the signs and you see that they don't care...first what are the signs?

1) They don't want to talk to you as much you wanna talk to them ( does not apply all the time the person might be in a bad mood *if you know me then you will get it)

2) they don't make time for your they don't put you first...

there are a lot of signs i don't have to tell you because i know you will see them yourself you might try to ignore them or make up excuse for the person. But no you are not wrong you need to walk yourself out before it's too late.

If they cannot see how beautiful you are on the inside what's the point you just going to get your heart break, do you want that? well F them and live you life hon'

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2016-02-12T15:09:03+01:00

Be who you are

Publié par Gaelle.R 12 Février 2016 à 03:09 PM

Morning y'all ! has it been a while I feel like it. I had in mind to blog a while ago but I'm a busy girl (no time to waste) okay well this morning let's talk about you as a person and how society label you. First of all before we start this whole discussion are you a bully? you would know but somehow you will never admit it aloud. You don't have to email or comment. Let me ask a few questions before we start do you hate the word fat or skinny? do you hate gay, lesbian? the word or even the actual person who is black or white? christian? atheist? if you hate these things well maybe you should read this, I will point some things that could make you sick therefore you can exit before I start....

alright if you stay that's means you either ignore my warning or you really don't care about those labels. I hate those labels I think we are who we are doesn't matter what society says. You have the power to prove them wrong you are the one who is happy in yourself. Now I am not saying I would do what yo do but why would I judge. We all know about these stuff from when we were little...how it's bad yet we grew out of it and we made our own choice. That is life you don't always follow what you thought you wanted as a kid

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2016-02-09T03:47:53+01:00

mad little bunny

Publié par Gaelle.R 9 Février 2016 à 03:47 AM

hey y'all ! I have a feeling some guys came here and they discovered the secret i told the ladies well if it happens no hard feelings you boys don't act any better to make me change my mind. I am not here to apologize about what I wrote neither am i going to change my mind it will remain the same until one of you prove me wrong it might be in ten years LOL right now I'm on a stage where everything is just funny I see life as a joke right now IDGAF about anything LOL i'm just enjoying life. I think we all have that moment where we don't care no more and we just want to be happy because in the end that's the only thing that matters. No place for boys by the way valentines day is coming I won't judge if you have a valentine and if you hate the whole abstinence thing (no shame) it's all about accepting yourself. My thoughts don't have to matter to you nor your opinions have to matter to me, sometimes it will matter to me. When you are a writer you sometimes need the public opinions and reactions to make your move and other times you just do your thing. I always just throw my ideas out there and as it hits I can see how better it could have been. Man IDGAF about valentines day it's nothing sorry you don't have to agree I just hate that day so much. Like is it the only day that I matter to someone in a relationship ? why can't you get me flowers and chocolate the other days? just because society says do it on this day does not mean we have to do it. Some boyfriends be so mean to their girl and as valentines day is coming they want to be nice ! boy you can shove your niceness up where you know. I am a nice person but somethings gets me so piss I turn savage this make me sick.

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2016-02-06T13:17:48+01:00

Let me say a few things.

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Février 2016 à 01:17 PM

Morning! two days in a row i must be available not even ! I have so much to do but I stick this in between because I must blog or else. So last night I know we talked about dating and how boys are. But now let's talk about distracting stuff. Well every time you have something important to do something else perhaps less important is always going to show up and most of the time it's fun stuff. What do you do? do you have that in mind like go ahead and have fun life is short anyway? well your priorities aren't gonna be here forever honey. They just going to fly away sometimes an opportunity shows up once in a lifetime remember you can have fun anytime you want but you can't take care of your priorities at the same time. Life priorities i am talking about is school, work, God and family relationship those should be first thing because that is how we all started right? you go to school you had mom and dad and other family. Then you learn you have to work to be successful... doing drugs, going around doing stuff aren't gonna get you there. Use your common sense you have it for a reason you know. You either keep having fun and not be successful and independent or the other way you cannot have both that is impossible. You could maybe do one after the other but you will lacking be focus. you cannot be two person at once well maybe you can be fun and serious but deep down you know who you trying to pretend to be.

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2016-02-06T05:22:54+01:00

Girl talk

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Février 2016 à 05:22 AM

It's about to be midnight here but it might be different because this is a french blog so the time is not accurate. Anyway forget about the time we are not here for that what should we discuss tonight?...how about dating? and boys? well I am a girl so i will speak for us girls. Let see boys are just immature these days I feel like they are all the same. One time they want something or some girl and the next thing you know they want another girl. So girl you wanna give all of yourselves to guys that aren't going to stay? who is going to pick up the pieces? you ! girl let me tell you if you listen to what the boys say you will fall for them at some point don't let them fool you. That almost happen to me once or twice. I was blinded somehow i was over the edge of falling but someone from my entourage woke me up and told me how stupid this choice was. I am not saying don't date a guy but be careful. Someone told me if you find a guy and that guy is not able to meet your family he is not worth it. Wait I know your dad might be jealous and that is perfectly normal (don't try to change him it's his job) you might not bring the guy to him but at least to a sister,brother,aunt or cousin? When they see him and they talk to him they will truly tell you what you are getting yourself into before you settle down. Remember this ladies if a guy can't meet your family he's just stealing you away therefore he is not worth your try. I fooled myself into thinking this particular guy was loyal, good and not what they say but he turned out to be just what everyone else said good thing i had a wake up call. I did not fall and I won't fall. Never. You don't have to fall for the wrong guy love with you head not your heart and you will find the one. Boys nowadays just want to take well they ain't gonna get from me cause I don't share. Remember that before you fall ask yourself

why is he the one?what's so special about him? does he share your passion? anyway some guys might not like everything us girls do like make up and stuff but what about school ? work or other life priorities what does he thinks? Does he care about you? at first they all care but after a few months they start to fade away into thin air.Boys don't stick around when it gets hard they will abandon you or tell you to take care of it yourself. Some boys are just like that they don't GAF about life they just wanna have fun with you, play around with you, messed you up and then leave. I realize when you are not easy they just want to prove you they can have other girls that will give them what you holding back. So that's the kinda guy you want ? I know a guy would probably stick around and give you time before leaving or go around and who does that? damn boys have no standards right? anyway think about it girl I just wanna share this with you.

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2016-02-02T04:11:14+01:00

Nightmares

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Février 2016 à 04:11 AM

Hi ! how are y'all doing tonight? I am fine thank you for asking although you could have ask but we are not here to argue right? Guess not... anyway I remember at some point around here i talk about nightmares and stuff well I mentioned it I did not really talk about it much. Some of you thought I was afraid to talk about it ! nah I am not rather i find it quite fascinating that our minds can pull a stunt like this on us at night. I could have sworn I was getting eating by a bird the other night i was screaming my heads of like wtf is going on ! I was sooooo freacking scared it was this freakishly large bird even though I love birds but this one was out of line what kind of species eat human that is freaking cannibalism ! Anyway have you ever had one of these ? where you thought you died or you were in a car accident then you waking up checking all the parts in your body to make sure that you are in one piece ? woah that gave me a chill down my spine ! that was some scary stuff like i hope that I won't ever see it again. What's weird you can be sleeping then you feel like you are falling off the bed then you wake up in a hurry like NOOO but you are still in the middle of the bed and you wasn't falling at all ! what kinda sht is that????? why do we have to go through this? it seems unfair but I remember when I had my dog which had died of cancer last year (RIP) anyway she could be sleeping then all of a sudden she wakes up and look right into my eyes looking for something ! woah one time i was soo scared I called my mom in baby voice saying " the dog scared me !! take her away " she knows i didn't mean it that dog was my best friend Yo I swear that dog game me life she makes me laugh all the time even now that she is gone. Back to nightmares my dog can wait another night...Nightmares can erase your whole brain in one minute LOL don't believe that but that is how I feel no worry all the stuff will come back until you finish processing that this was a bad dream not real life. Until then you could see yourself flying with peter pan and getting chase by a shark or that little lizard from geico !(no comment on that one)

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