No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2016-05-14T20:24:15+02:00

fire

Publié par Gaelle.R 14 Mai 2016 à 08:24 PM

if only you knew ... how can you be this stupid ! you make me so happy when i'm with you and you don't realize that. You always try to find a way to hurt me when you can't i don't see you like that. You're a clown to me well you're my clown and there's nothing you can do about it besides love me when i tell you. I admit i get tired of you sometimes but i still want you there maybe not too much talking, I like you but not enough for me to tolerate all your nonsense. I could find someone better but something about you is different and i haven't seen that in anyone i guess that makes you unique. I look for words to describe you and what we are but i cannot find any just that you are who you are and there's nothing else to say. I want to get mad at you but i can't because i don't care that much about what you do unless it involves me. You can do whatever you want. I don't want you to think that i'm jealous, sad or mad because of what you do because i don't care at all i just love being with you when i can and when i'm in a good mood i don't expect anything from you. I know who you are and why do you think i want more? there's a saying that says you either don't trust someone because you don't know them or you either don't trust someone because you know them well. For me i know you too well. I'm another story even if you read my blog there are a lot of things you still have no clue about. I bet you don't know what i'm talking about right now ! lol it's okay i know what i know and that's enough.

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2016-05-09T03:16:35+02:00

horoscope

Publié par Gaelle.R 9 Mai 2016 à 03:16 AM

Some people believe in horoscope and they always check daily to see what's going on with their life and personally i do not judge these people. Last year i started to look into mine and trust me it was freaky because i felt like it was describing me and everything i love, hate, do and think I was fascinated and soon it became an addiction because i would check every time. let me tell you something you don't have to let a horoscope thing rule your life just because you cannot be friends with someone born in august does not mean it's true ! just because it says red is your color does not mean that it's really your color. It's crazy to see how much people believe in these stuff. Me i like to try to see for myself from what i saw it's just a way to get you addicted without any use i mean you could spend that time doing something else with your life but instead you stuck reading about yourself all day. Everything does not have to be about you sometimes focusing on something or someone else make your life better. Aren't you getting tired of reading about yourself ? you sure are because now you looking up other people's horoscope asking them what day and month they were born to figure them out. To tell you that horoscope thing don't work for everyone it might work for you but for other people it's their complete opposite so don't rely on that to tell you that your boyfriend is cheating on you. Girl are you serious just because it says he is ready to make his next move in the relationship when he's ignoring you does not mean he has someone else ! he could but maybe it's been going on a while now but you didn't notice until the horoscope tells you to.

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2016-05-06T03:29:05+02:00

take it from me...

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Mai 2016 à 03:29 AM

speaking for a girl who's been in that situation: remember I talk about how a girl can be wearing something revealing and still not sexually active or a slut...well it's difficult now to tell because every girl claim it and they all act like they've been there and that they are waiting for it. Personally i am not judging anybody here but it is much better to dress appropriately when you are not trying to be a slut like it or not if you're wearing something provocative they will put you in that basket. You need to put yourself where you belong; you can slip and fell a couple times but claim it don't let what you wear destroy you because it can. My image is not yet ruin but it can be if I don't act right and same for y'all. Most of you just don't care and that's a problem because deep down you do care you might as well just own up to it.

have you ever felt ashamed for something that you've done? It may not be big but to you it is...for me well it sometimes about the way i dress it doesn't happen very often y'all know i love the french style and stuff but a while ago i was not aware that i grew a little and i would still wear my old clothes and stuff...well I do feel uncomfortable if someone from the outside or even from church ! says hum that is too small, too short or whatever...I do care about appearance and if you know me then you know that you've catch me on one of my phases. sometimes i dress like a boy, like a teacher, like a Parisian, sweatpants ...and well other times where i dress like that i don't know what i should say about that phase but it's usually after something that put me down and at that stage i'm either unaware of what i did or i'm just too sad to care. some people will talk about it but i am not normal and i try to act right i don't have to explain myself that should be something that i should be okay with and fight about. some people are so quick to judge...they will always judge me anyway even if i do good or bad but i rather stay on the right path because it will lead me somewhere i have been dreaming about for some time now. I cannot change what i did or how i act but i can change my future and the way people see me positively or negatively. I made a mistake and we all do but me i choose to learn from mine so in the future i'll know not to do it again. I don't want to be that person that people talk about

It's easier to say that you don't care because people won't come and talk to you about it because they already know that you won't do anything about it so they might as well not say anything. It's when it gets out of hand and you need help that's when you realize that you care. In the end we all need help at some point. Hold it in won't do anything for you...might as well say something and get some help.

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2016-05-05T04:51:16+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 5 Mai 2016 à 04:51 AM

It keeps me up awake at night

thinking, wondering why is it so complicated and difficult to understand when my friends get it.

I try to put two and two but all I get is three something is missing and i cannot put my finger on it.

Lost I keep looking...searching for a piece that i never thought was there.

Another dream was it?

did it fade away...?

In the dark i look unknowingly and remember the time we lost

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2016-05-03T02:23:30+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 3 Mai 2016 à 02:23 AM

Just get tired of energetic people...they always gotta do something outta normal tryna look cool and acting like they can do everything. You can't do everything ! there are some things that you and i aren't good at. Talking...saying these nonsense and being loud -just can't take it

always gotta talk always on their feet doing some crazy things just sit yourself down. Hate it when people act crazy i can't ever get used to that. it's funny sometimes but not all the time. just got bored and tired

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2016-04-28T17:11:58+02:00

did this for an assignment ....

Publié par Gaelle.R 28 Avril 2016 à 05:11 PM

"Imagine”

Imagine Life…

As you see it painted in colors

Right in front of you,

Like a fairy tale bright and beautiful

In the darkness there is a house

Where everyone wants to be

A lot have already gotten in

But not all of them came out.

So much beauty is hidden behind its close doors

Power strives in this house

Failure is not tolerated

As we can see it stands tall from miles away

As gold attract wandering eyes

It is always Christmas

Because the lights are always on

They never run out.

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2016-04-28T03:56:24+02:00

weave

Publié par Gaelle.R 28 Avril 2016 à 03:56 AM

Some girls mostly women of color which i am part of have been putting on weave to make themselves look better or feel better. To tell you truth I do not care about my hair if i could cut them and still look good I would. I hate to worry about my hair it feels like a pain in the butt and I hate to worry as much as i already do. Well this subject is a soft spot for some women they do like a lot of hair and so they put weave on to have it the way they want. I do not like long hair but sometimes i do get long braids but really i love short hair and very stylish ones with curls at the end...i just put weave or braids because i don't have time to take care of my Afro... i love my hair natural but i don't know how to tame it at some point i just want it soft or straight and even in braids so i do not have to deal with it for three months ! no worries i wash it and i moisturize while in there it is a lot easier if you ask. But it cost money to buy these weave if you ask and some of them are very expensive well the nice one cost more money. It's a fortune but our hair worth more than all that. I believe that my natural hair is freakishly amazing and I don't care what people have to say about them. Other women should be proud of their hair it's art it's not dull and boring it has a shape and it stays on your head like a crown. Believe me you don't always need those weave i believe that now... I wish i realize that sooner because i have always been hiding my hair for no reason but i feel a lot better wearing my own it makes me proud. Wearing weave sort of toned out of your beauty yes it gives you more hair but what if you look better with the type of hair you have truth is you always look better with the type of hair you were originally born with. I don't say why change it ? because i'm about to change my Afro not because i don't love them but because i cannot keep them right. It gets tricky when you have these types of hair: sometimes it looks short or weird when you don't braid them at night. I am not normally a lazy person but when it comes to my hair man i am lazy AF i just can't and it hurts getting to these roots but i love them when it's all done by someone else of course. what i would like to say to colored women is that you are all beautiful and not in a boring or normal way we are all art created to make the universe more colorful. our beauty is astonishing and we are all different our color, tone, shape and all of our little features make us unique. Believe me you do not need to be white to be beautiful because you are already beautiful just the way you are. All of my chocolates, milk and coffee(me's) or brownish... you are all beautiful and amazing. You are a little piece of art made by God walking around (remember that)

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2016-04-21T05:56:42+02:00

Been waiting...

Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Avril 2016 à 05:56 AM

Drowning in happiness

never been so happy living in my own world

letting go, forgiving and forgetting

no longer asking why?

no longer wanting to get away because here is home

feeling wanted and loved

never been let down anymore

all of them made me someone new

proud because life is smiling back

gentle because there is no need to be rough

calm because everything is right here and no need to rush

loving because love was giving to me

no longer running away from my fears since there is no need to be scared

secure because my thoughts no longer have the past all over it

happy because God is with me

time is no longer an issue since it's no longer running too fast

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2016-04-19T17:04:04+02:00

writers zone

Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Avril 2016 à 05:04 PM

There are many types of writers, some got the idea and explain it well but grammar errors not too big to kill the work but noticeable... some have great grammars no errors but cannot explain ideas clearly. I don't like it when other people out of nowhere point out a stupid error a writer says while speaking yes we get it he/she said something wrong we are writers not speakers. It's rare for a writer to speak the same way that they write. When we write we drift off to this special place where it's only us, the letters and our thoughts or emotions. I know writers make mistakes and that's alright we will grow. We are not God we ought to make mistakes. It's childish and ignorant of you to discriminate a writer based on how they speak because that is far from our own world and you will never set foot in there. Every writer knows what i'm talking about when i say our world. There is a world for writers and it has different sections for all kinds of people. But we all share that world, we know how it feels to drift away and to block the reality.

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2016-04-12T18:13:51+02:00

what a girl wear

Publié par Gaelle.R 12 Avril 2016 à 06:13 PM

I spoke about expectation down below...but now I want to let you know what I mean about when I say a girl can be wearing "stripper clothes " and never had sex. I am not saying every girl out there who wears little clothing are strippers and why do they call it stripper clothes. I hate that term but I want you to understand. So a girl who wears booty shorts and ting top or whatever people consider little clothing nowadays...well maybe she feels confident in that. Maybe that's the way she likes to see herself and she may not always looking for attention or a guy. She might be in that stage where she is finding herself. We are so quick to judge when someone does something forgetting that there might be more to it than just one assumption. Some girls wear a lot of clothing and for that they call them "nun" How dare you call her that? if she was half naked you would call her a" slut" (hate that word) so what does she do? she covers herself and she is still not good enough? Society tells you to live your life and then it tells you no don't live like that. Well I must say girl just live your life and do what makes you happy at the end of the day you know yourself and you know what hurts. I know that modesty is needed in life and I accept that. If you are going to work and you work at the hospital there is a way one must dress, if you are a judge then there's clothes for you. What about casual? some people agree that casual clothes can be anything it is how you work it and what your style is. I agree with that too and a girl should be allowed to wear the clothes that she likes modest or not at least she is being herself and you can see for yourself what she is like and if she respect herself than you will see far more than what she is wearing. Clothes says a lot about a girl or a person but i am talking about a girl here so i will give it my full attention. In my opinion guys are easier to dress but for a girl there's a lot that comes to mind. How the dress fit upward and downward matters for a guy it's not the same he can just throw something on and still look good. A girl has to worry about all of her baggage and if baby got back then she knows what she must do some put it in evidence some hide it depends where you come from. Right now big butts are the popular thing going on and I have nothing against that, it is nice to actually have a bum.

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