No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2020-11-10T02:59:17+01:00

November obsessions.

Publié par Gaelle.R 10 Novembre 2020 à 02:59 AM

hey there,

I know some of you may think this is just ridiculous or even unnecessary but this is, in fact, my blog and I find some of my obsessions funny. Well for the month of September it was lip glosses which is funny to me because no one is going to see my lips under the mask but I wear lip glosses for me. Last month was mugs because I love tea, actually, I don't know what's funny about that but the fact that I have more than 3 mugs to drink tea and I only pick one every night (lol)

Well, this month it's phone cases, I went overboard! it didn't cost much. Right now I have a picture of a cat on my phone case because being a cat mom is all I want.

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2020-11-08T21:43:15+01:00

Interesting questions.

Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Novembre 2020 à 09:43 PM

staying in or going out?

I love staying home to relax but I like going out too. I like to keep it balanced, I don't like staying home for too long but lately, I find myself having more fun when I'm home.

beer or a glace of wine?

I don't drink alcohol anymore for personal reasons but If I had to pick one it would be a glass of wine.

have you found the one?

well yes, I have found the one, I am the one.

what's your biggest life upgrade?

Falling in love with myself and not caring about what anyone else is thinking about me. Ever since I've been focusing on myself, my goals, and my well-being I've been happier even if there's a lot of bad things going on I am still happy.

do you ever feel lonely?

At the beginning of quarantine yes but not anymore. I became more comfortable with myself and being alone which is why alone time is extremely important for me now.

some things that I do to not feel lonely.

I focus more on the future than the past. Whatever happens with whoever doesn't matter anymore because it is not happening now nor will it happen again in the future.
I sleep early because I realize when I stay up late at night I overthink and I reminisce about things that don't matter anymore.
I focus on the good things in life and I try to do all the things that I enjoy doing.
I don't sit around and feel sorry for myself.
I don't get jealous or annoyed about other people's romantic lives. That is their business and I wish them well.

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2020-11-08T03:32:36+01:00

skin.

Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Novembre 2020 à 03:32 AM

My skin was breaking out really bad like I mentioned before and it was really annoying. I am happy that it's getting better one thing that I can tell everyone who has an acne problem right now is head over to curology.com and get in touch with a dermatologist. You will just have to send pictures of the affected area which was my face for me, I think they mostly treat face acne. After your own personal dermatologist will email you your treatment plan and after you start your trial your orders will be shipped out to you. I just started the treatment, I'll come back to explain how it went but uhm I have a lot of hope.

By the way, acne has nothing to do with not washing your face. You can have the most expensive skincare routine but if the ingredient that's in it doesn't suit your face then your skin will breakout and retaliate. Bad acne has nothing to do with bad hygiene by the fact when I was washing my face with one soap my face was clear and glowy. Now that I have 5 different soaps lol my skin is breaking out. To be honest the simpler you keep your skincare routine the better your face will be instead of mixing a lot of products that can cause a lot of damage.

*this is not an ad for curology, I just like helping anyone with a problem that I can relate to.

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2020-11-08T03:18:00+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Novembre 2020 à 03:18 AM

Hey there.

I have a lot of things going on that I cannot talk about until I am sure about them but if there's one thing that I can talk about is some boring parts of my life. Like how as an introvert I don't particularly make new friends, I do talk to everyone and I can be quite charming when I let all my polite manners show. I can say that most extroverts just keep trying to talk to me and kept on inviting me to events that I mostly decline but they don't care that I don't participate in anything they just like me and adopt me as their friends lol. There are some people that I really wanted to be friends with and maybe I did make an effort to be their friend but to be honest, in the beginning, I am always running away and trying to keep things private but eventually, I learn to trust them but some of them have made me regret trusting them. I don't regret knowing all the people that I've met even if they hurt me, there is no bad blood, and the experience has only made me stronger and freed me from the naive little girl that I once was. So thank you.

ps. I am the most loyal human being that I know (and I observe everyone) but if I leave know that I left for my well-being, my sanity, and my happiness not for someone else.

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2020-11-06T23:02:11+01:00

testimony?

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Novembre 2020 à 11:02 PM

To start let me just say that I am a Christian and I am a firm believer in God, I am not familiar with all my readers but assuming that you are a Christian like me please keep on reading. This is a kind of testimony but I may not get into many details, I feel like some of you may need to hear this and maybe I'll come back here to read this when times are hard. To start let me just say that sometimes we may be looking for something and praying for that thing to happen but it may feel like it's taking too long. We may even tell God please give me this one thing and I'll never ask for anything again or we may even give God a time frame of when this should happen and, to be honest, that is not a bad thing as long as you have a bond with God that's great. The thing is we cannot ask God for something and give God a time frame because he knows when it will be the right time for you to have that thing. Waiting for something that you really want to happen right away may feel like a long time even if it's just for a few weeks but because you wake up each day waiting until it happens can make it feels like it's never going to happen. You may feel discouraged and want to give up but one thing I know for sure if you ask God for something and he feels like you're ready for it he will give it to you.

One thing to remember when God gives you something no one can take that thing away from you because it's his way of blessing you. I can assure you that when God blesses you it will probably be the moment that you least expected it to happen. You could be on the floor crying and 5 minutes later your blessing could be waiting for you. When you serve God with your whole heart you can never lose even if it feels like you are. Even when people leave you, break your heart and some doors may close but when God is pouring out his blessing on you all of the heartaches will feel like a long lost memory and you can gain 10 times more of what you lost.

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2020-11-06T05:00:40+01:00

appearance.

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Novembre 2020 à 05:00 AM

Hey everyone, I've been kind of busy lately but I realize something today.

How it started...

I had to go to a really important event earlier and so I thought I should dress the part. Let's just say the outfit I had in my mind is now what I was wearing. I've already mentioned that I've gained weight well I gained a lot more now, which is fine because it's the right amount for me but I for the first time in my life I felt like it was hard for me to fit in anything; well not in all the stores but in my closet. I did not like that and I was wearing clothes a few sizes too small. I guess I have to shop once again but I don't really feel like it.

(how it's going, nah just kidding lol)Let's get into it.

It's not the first time I've had to go to that important thing but every time I go I try to have the best outfit so I would dress to impress but every time I try to dress impeccably I did not get what I want. Today I didn't really look how I wanted to but I try to make my personality shine through the roof. To be honest I would rather someone like me for my personality instead of how I dress. I realize that it's never all about your appearance it's mostly about what's in your head, I mean I knew that but I had the chance to experience it firsthand because there is no way I got what I got because I dress nice because in my head I was wearing the worse outfit ever.

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2020-11-02T02:59:53+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Novembre 2020 à 02:59 AM

"I am sending a lot of love to anyone trying to heal from things they don't discuss and moving on from people they did not date." Me

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2020-11-01T23:01:37+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Novembre 2020 à 11:01 PM

During this pandemic, a lot of things have changed including our relationships with some people. Since we had to quarantine and stay away from big groups, family members, friends, and lovers we tend to feel alone at times. Without realizing our mental health can be at stake, we tend to keep busy or at least try since our ways of having fun has been decreasing. All of us have to acknowledge that our lives aren't the same anymore, some of us have been spending a lot of time alone (including me) that can lead to depression, anxiety, and other mental health issues. This is not my way of admitting that I have a mental health issue but I cannot deny that I am not the same and some of us aren't either.

Some days I wake up full of energy and I want to go out but other days it is so hard for me to get out of bed or even try to start my day. Honestly, we all feel like this but I try not to make it seems unimportant. It is extremely important that we feel good because when we feel good we look good. One way to keep our mental health in a good place is, to be honest with ourselves meaning if you're feeling sad then admit that you are and if it lasts more than a month or a few weeks then accept that you may have depression. I know it is easier said than done but for someone who has been there the sooner you admit that you have a problem the sooner it is to find a solution. This year has been tough on everyone which is why it is always good to find a way to detox by expressing how you feel to someone that you trust. Keeping things in is not going to solve any problems that you have at the moment.

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2020-11-01T03:26:46+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Novembre 2020 à 03:26 AM

"I don't need to know how many people you've dated and who you've been out with, all that matters is that I'm here now."Me

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2020-11-01T02:57:52+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Novembre 2020 à 02:57 AM

"Sometimes when bad stuff is getting out of your life, your skin breaks out because the toxicity has been there for too long. Not to worry because when good things are entering your life the glow is inevitable. Perhaps some water can draw out the toxicity fast enough." Me

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