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« there are real friends and there are people who only contact you when they need you, know the difference. »
2022-09-19T16:55:29+02:00
2022-09-14T16:51:40+02:00
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The silence of our unspoken words hung loudly in the air,
I am not sure why I am still here and why I am still hoping that it will get better.
It eats away at my soul each time my eyes fall on you and I can't talk to you.
I'm afraid there won't be much left of me if I keep feeling the way I feel,
there will just be a body of a girl in desperate need to speak to you.
2022-09-13T20:08:49+02:00
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" My love language is sending me TikToks all day and sending each other pictures of 2 cats saying that's us, if we cannot do that then let me go."
2022-09-07T18:53:34+02:00
2022-09-07T04:06:41+02:00
2022-09-07T03:39:00+02:00
2022-09-07T03:37:44+02:00
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" somewhere between the hidden clues and puzzles hide the most frightened girl in desperate need to let herself be free"
2022-09-07T03:33:49+02:00
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I look at you and I don't know how I feel. I wish what those feelings mean, is it love? admiration? appreciation? tension? your face is slowly fading away each time you disappear. I want to hold on to the beautiful memories, can't let go of the past.
"how did they manage to let you get away? in all my life I've never wanted...
2022-09-07T03:31:00+02:00
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My greatest weapon has always been a pen and paper, when everything else fails me writing has always stood by me. Through laughter, I wrote many puns and through tears, I wrote the saddest prose. they all came and went, even after they said they will always be there. The written word has kept me alive and I am forever grateful.
2022-09-02T19:42:13+02:00
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what to do when you don't feel like your best.
- watch your comfort movies or shows; I'll gladly give you a few of my comfort shows and movies :)
so I love watching : icarly, Victorious, gossip girl (not for everyone but I love chuck and Blair), Mr & Mrs smith ( I kinda want my own relationship to be this chaotic, fun and exciting), boomerang (Halle Berry looked amazing in that movie), coming to America but the first one, Devil's wear prada (especially before a big event I like to feel stylish before I get dressed up), looney tunes show (always!), spongebob (gosh I love squidward!), wonder woman (when I am feeling weak and defeated), fresh prince (when I want to go back in the 90's), shrek (all of them because I love the Donkey and the man wolf dress like a woman he always says "whaaaat") , hangover (when I want to laugh so much that it would hurt), catwoman (when I want to find my femininity!) when Harry met Sally (when I want to feel good and cry at the same time)
I think that's all I have for now but you can obviously watch whatever you know will make you feel better.
- have some ice cream and if you're lactose intolerant have some sorbet ice cream or oatmeal ice cream...
- go for a walk. I've never really gone out for a walk when I was feeling down I just stayed home under the covers or on my couch... but I would assume going out for fresh air should help you. It's time that I take my own advice.
- cry, I realize something recently that I get sad when I don't express how I feel so maybe you just need to cry so you can get whatever it is that's bottling up inside of you.