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2024-01-10T03:08:31+01:00

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“ you dare to tell me what love is when you turn around and hurt the very person that loves you the most. You block the whole world, didn’t think you would do the same to me. Felt so out of place without you but you left me there in the cold all alone, I called but you never picked up. You pushed me and it hurts, looking into the eyes of someone filled with so much hatred where love once was. I commented on your picture only for you to block me from seeing your stories like I was some stalker and it hurts. Perhaps I should disappear but I am too brave to stay away. I acted cold but every time I hear you voice I want to kill all of the memories of you.”

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2024-01-10T02:54:15+01:00

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Alley cat

 

“ they deserve the love they dreamed of receiving, coop up in the corner in a cold rainy night they dream of a lovely person taking care of them. They dream of having a warm bed and a bowl filled with delicious treats. They hide when they see a shadow because they don’t know if they’re being saved or attacked. When you see them give them some treats, pet them, take them home if you can or take them to a shelter and maybe one day they’ll get another chance at life. I know what it feels like to be broken, and not being able to fit in anywhere and that’s why I  believe animals deserve the whole world. They can’t speak but their furry little hearts hold so much love and joy.”

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2024-01-10T02:49:08+01:00

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“ you love me broken just so you can take credit for putting a smile on my face, to then tell the whole world how you put me back together.”

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2024-01-10T01:53:51+01:00

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dude! If my man behaved like that with a cat I would be so mesmerized and would probably  love the cat even more ;)

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2024-01-09T18:34:04+01:00

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Songs I put on repeat this week -

[ ] Ai se eu te pego by Michel Telo

- [ ] Arhbo by maître gims, ozuna, red one

- [ ] Dare (la,la,la) shakira

- [ ] Flip a switch by raye

- [ ] Prada by raye, cassö

- [ ] Business by Dystinct Naza unleaded

- [ ] Own paradise by Lxaes

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2024-01-09T14:37:19+01:00

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Do I love myself?

Last year if you had asked me that question I would've said " I don't know" and I genuinely didn't know because I was so ashamed of myself. I felt so lost to the point where I didn't even know who I was anymore or what I like anymore. I would say one thing but do something else because I didn't know what I wanted; it was the first time in my life that I genuinely did not know what to do with myself. This year, I promised myself to not hide and to let myself be free... to say what I want to say and to call out all the BS even if that makes others uncomfortable. It is not my job to make you feel comfortable when I am hurting inside because of how you make feel; now back to the question: do I love myself? yes, today I love who I am because I am doing the right things or at least I am trying to do the right thing. I am not perfect, but I do admit there are some things that I could change about myself...

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2024-01-09T05:15:44+01:00

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 Break my heart again.

 

“ wrote you a long paragraph but you left me on read. Wanted to give you a fish, you said you would get back to me but never did. Let’s stop being hypocrites, tell me you don’t like me. Tell me you find me weird, tell me I am the worse go ahead and break my heart again. You said you needed space but we were just friends, you kissed me only to ignore me like I never existed. You only talk to me when we’re alone but in public you scared to talk to me. We went hiking but you left me behind just to go play with her, then I was forced to ride back home all sweaty in the car sitting next to you when all I wanted was to talk to you but how could I when I saw the way you looked at her?”

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2024-01-09T05:00:30+01:00

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“ truth is I don’t have a 3am call, I am all alone and it hurts.” 

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2024-01-09T04:49:40+01:00

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*trigger warning this post may make some readers uncomfortable.

“ I know how it feels like to fall asleep with tears in my eyes and to wake up to cry some more. I know all about having friends who doesn’t care, I know all about those people who only talk to me when they want something from me. You once ask me why I delete all of my texts? It’s because I can’t bare to look at past conversations with people I’m not certain will be part of my future. I let all the sadness boiled up inside of me, the heartache of being so lonely and not being able to fit in anywhere. I am too quiet, I look too sad, I look mean, I look boring, I look too confident for them to make me a follower but too boring to be a leader. I feel so lost, so sad, so underserving of all of my potential. I invited her but she never showed up so we will stop inviting her. She looks interesting that day but she left too quick so I didn’t get to ask her what her name was. It’s exhausting trying to be someone they might like, I just want to be happy when I lay my head down at night. Remember when you call to ask what was wrong ? And I hesitated? I wanted to tell you but I wanted you to keep asking so that I could be sure that you really care, but that day you didn’t care. That time when I sat in the bathroom with a knife in my shaky hands wanting to cut my wrist because there was nothing more painful than not being loved by you. It’s making me sick when I look at you to know that you use those lips to kiss someone else. I don’t want to be there, yet I force myself to go but I cry every time because a part of me breaks each time I see you.”

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