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This could be a song.
Baby I gave you a taste of my love, now you’re running.
I showed you my demons now you’re scared.
I showed you my strength and how bad I can take it but now you want me to be soft.
Baby I can be your friend, your confidant, your G, the one you call when you’re winning and the one you come running to when you’re losing.
I can be yours if you want me to.
I can stay away if you want me to.
When I said “i love you “ I meant it but now I just like you.
Delete and block your number only to add it and dial it again.
You want me for my body, I want you for your heart.
It’s fire and ice. Gotta stay away.
Your presence is calling but I must stay away.
Never to busy for you but you’re too busy to love me.
It’s not you they want, it’s the thrill of having to chase you when you run away only to have you all to themselves.
I don’t do the chasing, I get chased.
I don’t have to call, I get the calls.
I don’t have to try, they beg for my attention.
I don’t do the spending, they invest in me but I said no.
I don’t bring things to the table, I make the table stand so what can you do for me?
I don’t beg, they give me soft life without asking.
Too pretty to be waiting, I decline calls while you beg for my attention.
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Controversial topic
I wanted to study psychology not because I wanted to brainwash people into thinking that they aren’t the problem but to in fact point it out. Because part of human nature is to create excuses to say « oh I am like that because something bad happened to me as a child » I am sorry to say this but someone who had something bad happened to them as a child doesn’t explain how they turn into a serial killer! It is human decency to treat others with respect especially if that person haven’t done anything bad to you.
One thing that stood out to me in my sophomore year of college was the Sigmund Freud theory where he point out that a boy will become infatuated with his mother and begin to consider his father as a rival! And vice versa for girls ! That stood out to me because I begin thinking what kind of sick individual was he to sexualize children this way? Then I recently found out that Sigmund Freud best friend was a child molester! And it all made sense that Sigmund Freud was covering up for his friend saying well children have sexual desires and it is proven to be true ! So how was this proven??? Did they rape a child !??
Psychology is a very vast field and people use it to their advantage to get away with crimes and to justify their actions by saying well I suffer from this mental illness so that’s why I act this way. Today I had a disagreement with my therapist, and I admit how a shitty person I was to my dad and that no I don’t deserve all the sympathy I get, to my dismay he was trying to tell me no this is guilt and that I do deserve to feel loved ! I was like no let me tell you how bad of a person I am you are not allowed to make me feel like a good person when I know what I’ve done wrong! That was wrong! You can’t just tell me that I didn’t know any better because I did know better but I didn’t act on my better judgments.
Sitting down with a therapist after a break up doesn’t make you a good person! If you did something wrong in that relationship then you need to acknowledge what you did so you don’t repeat it in the future. Psychology today sweep a lot of things under the rug for the sake of being “ depressed” and I am not going to accept that because a child was mentally sick they choose to shoot up a school ! No that child had access to guns when they shouldn’t have and the parents should have done a better job. Most of the kids who shoot up schools were in fact part of the LGBTQ community! There is a correlation there because making some kids believe that their gender should be justify if they choose to change it is not normal! And it messes up a child’s brain because they are confused from what is right from wrong! Our society make a lot of things okay because everything you do whether bad or good is justify….
Stay tune I have more opinion.
2024-02-23T19:20:47+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
What’s the craziest thing you’ve ever done when you’ve had a crush on someone?
Having a crush on someone is so weird for me because I do NOTHING!
But I would be obsess with them when I am alone meaning I would think about them all day, wondering if they’re okay or if they ate and I would make up scenarios in my head about them! I would dream about them all night and plan our future in my head but I would do NOTHING about it. When I see them I make sure to not look at them, I intentionally ignore them and stay away! I wouldn’t even call or text first are you crazy! Yet I am utterly in love! While I do nothing and they don’t know anything. Then I move on and they just never know how in love I was with them.
2024-02-23T14:34:19+01:00
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Q&A
- Who’s your role model?
My mother and it will always be her.
- What’s your favorite thing to do?
Well I don’t have one thing! Which is a good thing because there are periods in my life where I hate everything but at the moment I love : going to Starbucks to get my favorite drink (which is matcha latte) I love collecting vinyl records from my favorite artists, buying books and reading (I need a cute bookshelf but I am indecisive that I can’t pick one) I love listening to music especially while I drive ( then I act like I am in a music video) I love sleeping especially during the day! I also love drinking red wine ( but I will have to stop soon :(
- Do you like flowers ?
Yes I do but I can’t have them around for too long because my cats will eat them.
- What’s your favorite color?
Uhm I used to hate that question but at the moment my favorite colors are green and purple (mostly lavender purple because it creates a calming effect in my brain)
- Do you have a crush on someone who’s not Mbappe ?
No lol he’s the only one :) but I also like Matt Walsh now? Which is weird I love his sense of humor (it matches mine)
- Why do you like watching SpongeBob before bed?
Because it makes me feel safe and it also makes me happy ;)
- Are you still moving?
I can’t right now because I am waiting for my mother but when she’s with me yes I will move to another state and possibly disappear with my sweet mommy.
- What’s your favorite song right now ?
Commas by Ayra Starr ( I love her voice and she does sound like a man lol but she’s sooo pretty omg)
- What’s in your purse ?
Water, lip gloss, lotion, gums, glasses, my stethoscope (if I’m going to work) a random notebook big or small depending on the purse, a small perfume, my wallet and my daily planner. Sometimes my meds.