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I get prettier with age.
2024-04-19T23:27:00+02:00
2024-04-19T17:17:42+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Everyone deals with grief differently and some people like just deal with internally in some other ways...
- Promiscuous: when you lose someone important it is expected to act a little promiscuous because you feel broken inside therefore you might feel a little insecure and you might feel like you need "extra attention" even though you really don't! trust me you will get it from the worse kind of people too.
- Denial: To this day I still think my dad is somewhere on vacation. I don’t think he’s gone; I can’t comprehend it yet … even writing about it doesn’t make it real.
- Painful awakening: waking up and realizing that things aren’t the same even if I don't want to accept what's happening.
- Not caring; I honestly do not care if I live or die but I care more about where I am leaving my pets; I can't imagine not being able to stare at Pixie's beautiful little face and seeing Archie beautiful eyes and holding my precious little girl Selie. So technically I am living for my pets...also my mom because I can stand anything bringing her pain.
- Busy: I love working and doing something. I hate sitting down doing nothing.
- Splurge: in material things, I have been shopping a lot more than usual but I kind of stop now.
- Anxiety: gosh I am sooo anxious it is crazy, but it is getting better...
- Anger: seeing everyone moving on with their lives just makes me angry lol
- Alone: just want to be alone all the time; I don’t answer text or call anyone back
- Isolating: constant need to isolate myself because I feel like no one understands me. I actually don't want to talk sometimes; I would not pick up my phone and not text anyone back when I need alone time.
2024-04-18T13:49:31+02:00
My Bio ;)
A beautiful sunset, magical nights, fireworks, great stories, good music, exotic cats are the things I live for. Lastly, I devote my life to the one I love the most. I know I should not tell you everything about me but I'm afraid I have already done it. I write everything that comes in my mind, that doesn't mean I have been through all of them. I love to watch and to find out the truth behind everyone's misery.
like what you see? shoot me an email gaelleroy199@gmail.com
2024-04-18T00:16:17+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Manchester city lost to réal Madrid, the only way Madrid could win is through penalty
2024-04-17T19:35:57+02:00
2024-04-17T15:59:19+02:00
Hakimi
Most people forgot or maybe they choose to sweep everything under the rug but last year Hakimi was accused of sexually assaulting a girl! To be honest I was shocked when the allegations first came out because Hakimi is a musulman and he is married with Kids. He is also Mbappe's best friend! As a famous football player, it is not the first time some girl comes out and accuse a player of assaulting them and half of the time the girl is not lying but there are some instances when the girl was lying. I always think that everyone is innocent until proven guilty unless there is a video of the person circulating of them committing the act but because he was under investigation and nothing else is coming out, I am starting to believe that the girl was lying!
what makes me think the girl was lying is that Mbappe is still standing with him, if he was guilty, I don't think Mbappe would publicly associate himself with Hakimi because he is very careful with his brand and he never really does anything outrageous that could tarnish his brand. To the people saying Hakimi's wife should have gotten money from her divorce to Hakimi they clearly don't know how it feels to have what you worked hard for get taken away from you! clearly the marriage between Hakimi and his wife was doomed to fail! Hakimi is 25 years old and his ex-wife is 38 years old! she was babysitting Hakimi's playdate with Mbappe lol. I saw a clip of Hakimi's wife disciplining Hakimi like a child at the world cup and I thought that was sooo weird! a man does not like to feel emasculated, and she looks like she wears the pants in the relationship. The fact that Hakimi transferred all of his assets to his mother's name showed that he did not trust his wife at all! it was a bold move that will go down in history!
Do I think he cheated? yes but do I think he really assaulted that girl? No.
2024-04-17T01:28:58+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
PSG won today against Barcelona !
i was hoping we would win because I will always support psg against any team unless Mbappé leave and they are playing against him then y’all know I will have to stay with my man ❤️ but tonight’s match was exceptional ! I watched it 2 times ! Barcelona really thought they were going to win and at some point I thought we were going to lose but we won 4-1! That’s a huge win for us because we were behind but we catch up really quick even if Barcelona scored first.
The referee gave 3 red cards tonight which is a lot! He gave one to a Barca player one to xavi (Barca coach) and another one to a technical guy lol that was insane !!! Mbappé didn’t play well last week and people were judging him but we all have bad days but today he showed him who he is. Mbappé is such an amazing player ! I fall more in love with him in each match. Dembelé was also amazing ! And vitinha omgggg he was amazing ! Barcola too was great omg ! We played so well. Thank you to the coach Luis Enrique for leading psg so well !
2024-04-16T23:29:02+02:00
2024-04-16T15:43:05+02:00
important games this week !!
we're going to do a weekly football game schedule now :)/
4/16/24 (today) champions league match: psg vs Barcelona @3pm
4/17/24 champions league match: real Madrid vs Manchester city 3pm
4/20/24 premier league match: Manchester city vs Chelsea @ 12:15 pm
4/21/24 la Liga match: real Madrid vs Barcelona!! @3pm
4/21/24 ligue 1 match: psg vs Lyon @ 3pm
on Sunday I have to watch 2 games at once lol!! it's a fun week
2024-04-15T03:43:55+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
It’s pain first and then it’s wisdom.
You will not grow if you don’t experience hurt and setbacks; if everything in your life is going smoothly there will be no room for you to grow and evolve because you are already living a good life. I used to always say: why is this happening to me? Why do I have to suffer this much? Why is my mental health so bad? Why can’t I leave my house without having so much anxiety? Why and why!? Well now I see it this way : why not me? If not me then who? Even Jesus experienced pain while he lived on this earth. All of those bad things that happened to me and all of the struggles that I am currently going through is turning me into a much better person.
I am not who I was 2 years ago or even 6 months ago because I have grown through all of the heartaches and setbacks. I welcome the pain because I know the finishing product will be great; throughout my whole life Jehovah has always been on my side. Even when I felt alone, unloved or abandoned I knew God has never left me. I am stronger now than I have been months ago. Losing my father made me realize what’s really important and it made me not focus on things or people who don’t value me. I have no hate or ill will towards anyone but for the sake of my mental health I cannot be surrounded by negativity energy or anything that is not bringing me joy.