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" Live life never compare your life story to anyone else's"
2023-12-29T21:59:31+01:00
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2023-12-27T18:38:48+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Throw water at him and said « how does that feel ? Do you feel worthless and wet? That’s how I feel everytime I am With you. »
2023-12-27T17:30:32+01:00
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- What is your proudest accomplishment?
Believe it or not, I am proud of so many things but one thing that I feel comfortable sharing is having 3 cats. It may seem like it's nothing because I was the one who look for them and got them, but it took me a long time to finally get a cat! I've wanted a cat since 2013 and that time I was in high school. there was a cat in the house, but that cat had a lot of fleas and the people in the house did not take care of her, they locked her out all the time then one day she left and never came back. I named her Suzie and I still think about her. she's probably dead now but I hope some nice people found her and took great care of her. I finally got my very own cat in February 2021, and I was ecstatic! I could not believe it! I was soooo in love when I first saw Archie :) I still love my big ball of fur... now I also have Pixie and Selie and I love them to death.
- What is your astrological sign?
I don't believe in this but according to people I am a Capricorn? whatever...
- What motivates you to work hard?
the reward I get after I am done! I feel so good about myself for working hard and then seeing the end result.
- If money were no object, how would you spend your time?
I would spend my time traveling the world and eating at fancy restaurants
- Who is your favorite author?
I have many! but at the moment? Colleen Hoover her books are jaw dropping! and well written.
- What is your biggest pet peeve?
people who keep calling my phone and people who ignore me.
- Where do you see yourself in five years?
I see myself with a kid and probably married
- Do you collect anything?
yes! mugs, lotion, glasses.
- What is your earliest memory?
I remember taken my first step! it might not have been my first step, but I had just started walking and I remember holding a table to get around it for the very first time! that's my first memory as a toddler!
- If you could choose a brand new name for yourself, what would it be?
I would change my last name, I don't know what it would be yet.
- If you could learn one skill instantly, what would it be?
to draw. I always wanted to draw but I am not so good at it.
- If you were to write a book, what would it be about?
it would be a romantic story... possibly the one I want. (I am writing it)
- If you suddenly had powers of invisibility, what would you use them for?
To spy on my crush to see if he likes me! (I don't think he does I would probably end up breaking my own heart) and to get on a flight and follow Mbappe around.
2023-12-27T13:57:42+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Social media.
It’s no secret that I don’t like social media, I say it every chance I get. Mainly because people only post about their wins which is understandable because why would I post myself sitting on the couch crying at 1 am in my pyjama with ice cream dripping off my face? Yeah I don’t think so. I would rather post myself in front of the Eiffel Tower or eating at a fancy restaurant; in a way that’s me bragging! Even though I spent thousands of dollars for that trip I don’t need to post pictures of it online to make sure everyone knows about it. I didn’t do it for them! I did it for me. I don’t mind people posting where they’ve been or that they got married or that they are expecting a child; no that’s not the point if anything I am happy for them! I am not bitter or anything (even though I sound like it) but what I am tired of seeing is someone posting unrealistic versions of their lives. Which is why I don’t follow celebrities who post about their extravagant lifestyles! There is a freaking inflation going on do you think I want to see your Lamborghini truck while I am struggling to buy groceries at the store ? Hell no! I don’t want to see none of it. I don’t need to know that you have a large group of friends when I am crying alone feeling forgotten! I don’t care about your life and why should you care about mine? Exactly you shouldn’t.
I don’t have Facebook nor Instagram; I only have my cats Instagram because it is for them and my old Hollywood Instagram because I am obsessed with vintage stuff and old films. I don’t like sharing what I am doing with anyone, if we’re friends maybe I’ll tell you otherwise about my life but otherwise you won’t know anything about my life. Leave me alone, I don’t need to know how you got proposed to or how you’re getting married next month let me cry in peace lol.
2023-12-26T21:08:08+01:00
what's been going on?
quite frankly, I am not sure what is happening with me. I am always exhausted; I procrastinate a lot more than usually; and I keep shopping to fill up the void that's in my heart. Am I in love? lack of love? am I missing something? do I want something? I don't know. I am not in love LOL, but I like to look at that possibility because every time I like someone, I get even more depressed because the feelings just kind of consume me. But I am not depressed at the moment I just feel BLEH, I don't know how to feel...
not even being in paris could cure this! I think I am missing something... but what?
2023-12-26T19:45:58+01:00
2023-12-26T16:53:28+01:00
interesting questions
- when you look at the stars what do you feel?
I feel warm on the inside, I feel cozy because when I look at the stars at night, I bring a blanket over my shoulder outside. I also feel like a hopeless romantic who would jump in front of a moving train to save the one I love.
- what do you want to be remembered for?
I want to be remembered for my kindness, for always looking good and dressing up!
- who would you have narrate your autobiography?
My mother because she knows me best
- does love conquer all?
yes! Love cancels out the hate and bring enemies together.
- what about your life do you want to change?
I want to change where I live. I want to move... possibly to another city or country.
- what is your golden rule?
don't ignore me because if you do I will hate you.
- what's something about yourself you find hard to understand?
the fact that I hate hanging out with people but yet I still want friends!
- how do you know a risk is work taking?
If I know it will matter in the next 10 years or a year from now.
- what's the last thing you cried about?
about how lonely I felt.
- what has been the best phase of your life so far?
when I was 20-21! I was so carefree and always hanging out with my bestie after school.
- what's your biggest takeaway from past relationships/friendships?
friends can break your heart too and just because you love someone doesn't mean you should be with them.
- who was the last person you held hands with?
uhm does my cats count? I held my cat selie's paw yesterday and it was soooo soft!
- besides personality what attracts you?
a sense of humor, lips, height and smell.
- what's your coping mechanism when life gets hard?
I disappear and just stay by myself to figure it out. I might not answer calls or text or tell anyone where I am which is usually at home lol
- has anyone seen you at your worst? what did they do?
yes! which is quite rare because no matter how hard it gets you can never see me crack unless you really know me. I didn't cry or anything like that, but the person was super nice and protected me.
2023-12-26T02:49:59+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
some reasons why I have been single all this time and will probably be for a little while longer...
- Honestly, the first one is probably because I hate going out and I always decline every single invitation when people invite me to a party or to hang out. I am not sure why I do that; it's probably because I don't feel like myself when I am with them or I just don't like being with them so I decline it. Other times I just feel like I want to be left alone even though I know it's wrong but I still do it.
- I read too many books about people falling really deep in love that I refuse to accept anything less than that.
- they don't make men like they used to anymore, men wait for me to call them first or to text first?! They wait for me to come talk to them. Uhm no, I will walk and run away... I don't approach men like that (even if I claim that I do, I am way too shy to walk up to someone I like)
- my ego. I know exactly what I can provide that I am not going to let anyone less deserving of me have the opportunity to have me. work hard to get me or get out of my way. I am the prize period.
- I would rather die single and untouched than to give myself to someone who didn't even want me.
- I am still looking for a man who's going to love me and my cats all together. I found someone who does but it's so sad that I don't feel the same way; I wish him the best.
- I would rather cry myself to sleep every night than beg anyone for attention. I deserve so much better and best believe the more I cry the more I begin to hate you. so keep the tears coming.
- I move slowly when it comes to love; I will wait and see if I can trust you and if I can let you in because I never let just anyone into my life. I may have feelings for you and still not want to be with you because I don't trust you with my heart.
- there's only one man that I can have me right now lol it's Mbappe haha too bad he doesn't know I exist.
2023-12-26T00:27:02+01:00
