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2023-12-12T18:55:07+01:00
2023-12-11T15:37:13+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
quite frankly being transparent and totally open is something that I struggle with; I am working on being more honest and open with the people that I trust. I will get hurt either way! I get hurt by not letting anyone in so I might as well trust one person!
As I said before I am experiencing a burnout, and I was really scared because nothing that I tried was working to help me get rid of that feeling. I had to seek help, which is great, but I need to let people help me in order to get out of this... I do feel cared for, and I am beyond grateful for that :)
2023-12-11T02:41:35+01:00
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2023-12-10T01:01:49+01:00
2023-12-09T19:30:58+01:00
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When people see me upset or sad they might think it’s about a man but I never let any men get to me unless I have something to say to them but most of the time I don’t.
2023-12-09T14:16:45+01:00
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Q&A
- What are your plans today?
I have a few errands to run, one is bringing my cat Archie to the vet because he might have an ear infection. Finish packing! Can you believe it I am travelling in less than 4 days and I am not done packing! I also have to do a few other things for my car and for me as well! I need to get my nails done! And figure out what am I going to do with my hair !!!???
- What is your thought on social media?
I talked about that before but I don’t care for social media. I rather meet people in real life because I always end up disappointed when I meet someone online. I don’t like having my own personal page but I run several Instagram pages! One of them is at 1k followers at the moment! ;) But I deleted my Instagram because I felt like I was living for other people. I posted so people know what’s going on and I hate to share what I am doing. Except on my blog of course.
- How is your dating life?
Uhm non-existent as always… but I did go on a date last month. Do I like the guy? Not really but it was fun and I see him as a friend. He was really sweet but not what I am looking for.
- Why are you avoiding everyone right now?
I am sorry if I am doing that but it’s only because I don’t feel like myself. I am not depressed or anything I just don’t feel good. I am experiencing a burnout and a moment of uncertainty. A lot of things happened in my life recently and I am just trying to process everything. I do feel like no one cares so therefore I run away.
- Do I have a best friend?
No not really.
- Will I get a fourth cat?
No I will not; three is enough even for me but I am staying strong because there is a very sweet black cat that always visits me daily outside my apartment that I feel tempted to bring him inside because he looks so cute and cuddly but NOOO! That would be too much for me.
2023-12-09T05:27:25+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Social media.
It’s all just a lie and no one really cares.
You share that powerful quote but no one is reading it and thinking about you while they read it; they’re thinking about their situation.
We like peoples stories and pictures online but we wouldn’t even say hi in person.
I am beyond exhausted, erase me from the digital foot print.
2023-12-08T05:33:08+01:00
2023-12-07T11:37:29+01:00
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Big personality.
You either love me or you can’t stand me but either way I will always remain who I am and I will never change to fit your standards unless I want to change. I didn’t think I had a big personality but someone told me “oh yes you have one! You always do what you want! You are stubborn and no one can get through you unless you like them; you never afraid to stand up for what you believe in !”
I was like oh ok! Lol
But I recently got in contact with a childhood friend and she told me “wow you never change! You still the same Gaëlle that I knew when we were little kids even after all these years! You still hate to hang out with people, you still love animals, you still have high standards, and you’re never afraid to be different.”
The point in all those testimony is to show you, I never cared about what people thought of me even if I pretend to care but at the end of the day when I get home I don’t think about it. I don’t care who doesn’t like me or who will never like me because I will meet a ton of people regardless. I will not be less of a person if you don’t like me, I am never afraid to cut anyone out of my life (no one is safe).