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the sweetest human being, omg the dimples he’s so cute
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Alone.
I don’t like the holidays simply because I feel
Really lonely. Everyone has plans to hang out with their families or their love interest but I am
Always home alone. I might as well be Kevin Maccalister from home alone lol!
But I don’t celebrate Christmas or any holidays for all that matters. I don’t celebrate my birthday either which accidentally falls on Christmas Eve! Wow lucky me.
Believe it or not I did celebrate my birthday for a few years even though it felt weird but all I did was hang out with my friends because I hate being alone around that time. I don’t miss celebrating my birthday because I never believed I should I just like to feel special… I still try to pamper myself like get my nails done, get my hair done and dress up for no reason but deep down I feel so lonely and it hurts. I am giving up on friendships and love; I am getting older and what I said is dumb but every year that passes by that I am waiting on love or a friend I get even more disappointed so now I am done. I am not expecting anyone to fall in love with me or to be my friend. I am going to continue being myself and if I happen to meet someone then great if not well I just keep running away every few years. I have a plan to switch out everything in my life maybe that’ll happen in 2024. I do want to move and possibly change my name, change my number lol… that’s insane.
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The way that I act when I like someone is honestly so embarrassing, I would make a fool out of myself for no reason! Truth is I’m
Not ready to like anyone right now. Imagine me being annoying again simply because I like you sigh…
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Simone Biles and her husband.
Simone Biles as Olympic champion winner is married to a guy that no one knows about which is okay. It’s totally fine as long as he treats her well, but from the outside looking good none of it looks good.
I am not interested in celebrity gossip but I always look at what I can learn from their interviews especially when it has to do with their love life. If they didn’t want me to know about it they should’ve kept it to themselves but no they broadcast it in social media and made interviews about it. This brings me to the point; Simone’s husband gave an interview about how he met Simone. He said and I quote « I met her on a dating website when I saw her I didn’t know who she was but I saw that we matched so I went and looked to see who she was, I saw that she had a lot of followers so she must me good at what she does; I saw that she was doing gymnastics and I am not familiar with all that. Then I saw she won the Olympics I didn’t know about it because I wasn’t watching the games… immediately I swiped left because I didn’t know her like that and I left my phone to take a shower. The next thing I saw when I came back Simone sent on Instagram and liked my pictures; she messaged me on the app saying "hey" he said I met her on a Tuesday and on Friday we hung out. We laughed we had a good time but I didn’t wanna get serious like that I was in my third year of college » Then the interviewer said «Oh so you didn’t even want her like that » Then he said «Nah I didn’t want her at first… but then she tried so then here we are » what shocked me was that Simone was sitting right next to him and she was smiling ! What is there to smile about? If those are the type of men that are out there then I’m staying single until I die. So as a woman I gotta fight for you and pursue you for you to want me! These men want to be the prize so bad ! They want the women to chase them! Baby, I don’t even fight for my mental health so I’m not going to fight for any men. You don’t want me cool, someone else will want me. I am the prize I don’t have to chase what is for me, he will find me, and no matter what I do I know he’s going to be by my side. Because the guy I pray God for I haven’t met him yet; not those low-quality men who want me to chase them….
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Hey you guys,
I know things weren’t looking so great from the last recording but I was just having a bad night and my vacation didn’t go as well as I hoped but I did enjoy it. I promise myself to go on vacation with the love of my life the next time I go back to there ;) I’m even afraid to say where I went because I still have more memories to make over there with someone.
I feel a lot better, I went back to work and you all know that I love my job. I am myself at work and I don’t hide who I am; I have made very good friends there ;) I am so proud to be there. I told them all about my vacation they were all supportive and understanding it felt great to talk to people. When I made that recording I didn’t go back to work yet and I didn’t speak with anyone so I kinda felt lonely but I don’t feel this way anymore. I am celebrating life! I am loving who I am right now. I’ve made a ton of mistakes but who hasn’t?
I am so proud of my kitties they are growing up and becoming even more beautiful.
By the way guys I found a perfume that I can wear! So for a long time now every perfume I bought was the worse because they gave me headaches. I can tell a perfume is cheap because it would give me such a bad headache as soon as I smell it! The perfume I got for my personal scent that I cannot say because I want to keep it a secret cost 290$ (without tax) bottle and it’s so small!!! It’s expensive but I love it ! The smell last for hours and I will
Continue wearing it probably until I die because it’s the only perfume as of now that doesn’t bother me!
I also took myself out on a little date and tomorrow I am going to pamper myself ;) I feel happier now. Thank you Jah