/image%2F0653521%2F20241210%2Fob_84fa33_img-4152.JPG)
2023-06-01T14:53:33+02:00
2023-06-01T03:02:53+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
« No matter how much you do for them if it doesn’t come from the person they want it from it won’t mean anything.”
2023-05-30T18:49:27+02:00
2023-05-29T08:00:12+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
juste un secret: moi en appel video je regarde que moi et si je veux me voir encore plus je me mets moi en grand et l’autre en petit. Écoute je ne suis pas une narcissique, je m’aime beaucoup c’est tout.
2023-05-29T07:47:45+02:00
2023-05-28T19:06:38+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Aging.
The oldest person in my family is my grandmother she is currently 100 years old and she will be 101 years old soon. To be honest I think she’s older than that because her birth certificate was made a few years after she was born… who really knows? But so far we counted 100 years.
She is the sweetest person I have ever met and she loves me more than I can ever imagined. She saved my life when I was a baby because I was really sick and my mother didn’t know what to do because she was so young, she went back to my grandmother’s house and she helped my mom. I know God really spared my life and that is more than once… honestly I didn’t think I would still be alive that long yet my grandmother is a 100 years old ! I wonder how she felt at my age? Was she already tired of life like I am? Was she ready to give up?
She is the strongest person I know and she is the mother of our family. I love hearing her talk about things in the past, she tells the best stories. She still has all of her memories intact, I am really grateful to have a grandmother like her.
2023-05-27T19:49:02+02:00
2023-05-27T19:06:08+02:00
2023-05-27T01:46:39+02:00
Da'naia Jackson story.
In 2017-2018 I started watching this guy on youtube named Derrick Jackson and he gives relationship advice, as a woman I thought I needed to know a few things before I got into it with these men. Mind you I've been single all my life so basically I have been watching his videos just to gain knowledge but I wasn't implying what he said in my life except for the parts about self-love. I used to love watching him because not only was he fine but he spoke well, and he gave excellent advice. I remember thinking that the woman in his life is so lucky and is probably being treated like a queen and for a little while I even wanted to be her not knowing he was a completely different person behind closed doors.
I did not know he was married when I was watching him and I certainly did not know that he had kids because he never talked about his personal life. I always thought maybe he was just dating someone but I never imagined him being married. when I started watching him I was not spiritual or rather I was not fully a Christian ( I will write a different article about that when I am ready). once I started to live my life as a true Christian I stopped watching him and honestly, I became fed up with all the relationship advice I was listening to because I felt like I had to be perfect to find a man... I knew I could never be perfect so I decided to be myself and flawed so that whoever appreciates who I truly am will maybe get a chance if I feel the same way. But let's circle back to Derrick Jackson because we are going to impact all of that here so brace yourself...
In 2021 I found a video on youtube that Derrick posted on his channel and to my surprise his wife was sitting next to him in a very awkward manner with a bonnet on her head, I was shocked! I remember thinking wow he hid his wife this whole time?. But what would surprise me more is the title of the video because it had to do with him cheating! I was like wait hold on! Is this about Derrick Jackson or did his wife cheat? but he was the one who cheated! I could not believe my eyes not only has he cheated on her multiple times but he was talking as if it was okay because in his words " he is not perfect and that we make mistakes" I thought that was bull and the fact that he let his wife go on camera looking so unkept was unfathomable to me. She looked like someone who was fed up with all the lies and I felt for her, but then she said she was going to stick beside her man and by that point I was like is she serious because more women were coming out saying that they had been with Derrick but she was on her Instagram speaking about spiritual warfare, and praying to God to protect her family. I thought ma'am respectfully you need to get up out of there, he is a serial cheater and a narcissist. Everyone thought she was crazy for not acknowledging the true issue which was his constant cheating. In the video, he said he didn't have sexual relations with all of them and I didn't believe that because a cheater often gets confused about what sexual relations are ( I am not going to get into that) but his wife had never really talked about the whole situations even years later and they had already gotten a divorce. Throughout this whole thing, I realize a man would know exactly how to treat a woman but will still proceed to treat her wrong.
But this week she finally spoke out in an interview which is currently on youtube I advise every single woman to go watch and men you can watch it too but it's part 1 and part 2 on the dear future Wifey channel. She was very transparent and she talked about the whole situation that we the public didn't even know about. She said she knew her husband was cheating even before they had gotten married while they were in college, she said she used to see women leave his house while she would be coming in for her time with him because each woman had their time so when it was time for her shift another woman was leaving! she was definitely brainwashed by this man because there is no way I would accept such treatment. I am so dead set on being treated like a queen that I might even die single but that's okay than being with someone who constantly cheats on me because I am really jealous as in any other person who's in love so that would not go well. she spoke about how they met, how the relationship started... it was a lot but she started to realize that she was not the only girl that he was with and she even found videos on his phone of him with another girl! she said NOTHING !! she cried and she let him console her but she always lied about the reason why she was crying because she didn't want him to know what she saw. she also had daddy issues and dealing with fear of abandonment so all of that kept her from communicating about what was truly going on because she was afraid he would leave her. It got so bad that she used to study all of those women and try to be like them so that her husband would love her more or pick her... she said something that broke me! She said " I knew her body better than I knew my own" This is huge because not only did she lose herself but she became obsessed with all the women her husband was sleeping with.... pause. I need to breathe this a lot to unpack.
she has 3 children with him and they are no longer legally married but he posted a photo of them last week talking about she is a strong woman and that she showed up for her children even though she was unwell or whatever I thought this was some backhanded compliment it's like a pat on the back saying "thank you for sticking beside me all these years while I made sure you were miserable" nah he needed to be quiet and kept it moving because we are not trying to hear about all of that. Now my sis is in therapy trying to regain her strength and she is on her healing journey, I hope that she stays true to herself and keeps up the good work. This is a lesson for all the women who don't set boundaries, doesn't communicate, don't seek therapy, or pray to God. Let this be a lesson.
2023-05-26T18:24:26+02:00