No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2026-01-27T02:12:05+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Janvier 2026 à 02:12 AM

Despite the snow storm I went to the gym last night, I must be a psycho to do that. Yes I am in fact not right in the head because how did I even thought it would be possible to do that! it was snowing this afternoon when I went. I have a small car so it's a bit more challenging. I realize how much I hate working out at night, it wasn't busy it was probably 5 people there me included but I didn't recognized any of them, in the morning I know everybody and I know who I am going to see because they always show up at that time. on top of all the snow we got, we got a few inches last nigt. It was scary I am not gonna lie at one point I thought I was going to be stuck! I manage to go to another road and made it home safely!

Honestly I am not addicted of the gains it's more mental, when I work out I get happier. I feel better overall, I am very competitive but mostly with my past self I am always trying to do better, to be better and to work harder.

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2026-01-26T19:29:58+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Janvier 2026 à 07:29 PM

Let it hurt, let it bleed, let it go. In due time all wounds will heal.

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2026-01-26T01:55:07+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Janvier 2026 à 01:55 AM

“ I love you.
No I hate you.

Stay with me.

No leave me alone.

Touch me.

No stop.

I want to hate you.

but I can’t. “

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2026-01-25T20:59:21+01:00

simple wedding

Publié par Gaelle.R 25 Janvier 2026 à 08:59 PM

If I get married that would be a shock to me but I wouldn't mind it if it's with the love of my life. If it does happens I want the simplest wedding ever, there will be less than 10 people from my side am not sure about his but only close friends and immediate family will be invited. There won't be more than 40 people I know that for sure. It will small and intimate. No one will be allowed to take my picture only my hired photographer will take my picture. No phones will be allowed in because I don't want anyone taking my picture or posting about my wedding. Let me post the pictures, let me announce it.

There won't be a 6 feet cake with a bride and groom on top of it...I hate it. There will be a cute cake for me to cut with my husband, there won't be a rehearsal dinner or party either. The reception would be outside in a beautiful garden, I would love to get married in summer or spring. I want the garden to be lighted up with lights and lighted lanterns. I do want a veil and a white dress, maybe it's the virgin in me but I love that lol. The dj will only play slow ballads and vintage love songs, nothing over the top just slow songs...I'll try to get my husband on board. There will be lots of champagne and there have to be a chocolate fountain! Call me boring but I want my wedding to be emotional and happy all the same time. I want to cry tears of joy and I want to be happy to be there. I don't like parties but my wedding has to be something I genuinely enjoy...I will compromise of course to make my husband happy but for now this is what I want. I want my husband to twirl me around on the dance floor... there will be some compas too.

Honestly if it just be me and him plus my mom and his parents I would be glad. I hate having a big crowd and half the people there wouldn't even care about my wedding all they would care about would just be the food. Our union is sacred and it would mean a lot to me. I don't want anyone with bad intentions interfering with my marriage. If I invite someone to my wedding just know I love them a lot and I trust them otherwise nah.

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2026-01-25T15:19:38+01:00

official leaver

Publié par Gaelle.R 25 Janvier 2026 à 03:19 PM

I think one thing people would be surprised to know is how strict I am. I don't play about my wellbeing, my love, my friendship and my feelings. If I don't take those seriously who will? a complete stranger? a friend who only checks in once a bleu moon? a family member who has 10 different thing to handle in day? I am accountable for my actions, my decisions and anything that concerns me.

I don't stick around when love has left, I don't insist on keeping a connection when it's long gone. I don't force anything, if you think I am not the best person for you then please go find the person that suits you best. If you don't want me in your life I won't fight to stay. I understand everyone has something they're battling with and if they want me to stay away I will. But if they open the door and allow me to be there for them, then I will be there until the end.

I don't force connections, I don't force people to love me, I don't force friendships...I'll simply leave. I am a leaver. If we're not compatible I won't waste your time, I'll let you go immediately by week 2 of talking to you I already know where we stand and what I can give you. I don't drag people along because I know that will keep their hopes alive and when I decide this man is not for me, he will never be... no matter how long he waits for me. when I decide to stay by your side it's because I want to stay because I can leave anytime I want it doesn't matter if I love you or not. Love has nothing to do with anything, I've learn how to control my emotions at a very young age. I am able to walk away from anything, no matter how bad my heart is breaking I know pain is not forever and one day I'll get over it, I always do.

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2026-01-23T18:54:34+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Janvier 2026 à 06:54 PM

I am an old soul:

I love vintage clothing, 80's music, 1950's films, vinyl records, Sade, Michael Jackson, love letters, photographs, landline...

Old school love where he respects my boundaries, stares deeply into my eyes, hold my hands, dance in the rain with me, hold me till I fall asleep, brush my hair or massage my scalp because a brush is not going to go through my hair easily, speaks to me softly, feed each other...oh wait this is not about my love fantaisies; ok what was this about? oh yeah I'm basically an old lady born in the 1950's

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2026-01-23T15:37:16+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Janvier 2026 à 03:37 PM

do you know what I really want?

I want to rent a cabin in the woods with internet connection just in case I need it (because I'll be alone and I want to be able to call for help if something bad happens) but the plan is to shut off all devices. I will have my cats there of course, no music, no tv, just quiet. I need just my pen and notebook, my laptop with just a blank page for me to write.

I need complete silence for once in my life...and I need to find peace in order to feel motivated right now, actually no I am motivated for the gym but I need to feel inspired to write a banger. I want nothing but to have so many thoughts rushing through my brain and I am trying to write all of them down because I feel so inspired. when I was a teenager I used to stay up all nigh writing! stories, poems ...anything now I can't even do 1 hour uninterrupted. I have been praying Jehovah for more inspiration... my attention span sucks at the moment. I blame TikTok, Instagram...I will delete all my socials again but not now and this time I'll never be back. I'll delete them when I am 100% ready like I did in 2019 but except after that I won't be back.

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2026-01-22T16:23:20+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 22 Janvier 2026 à 04:23 PM

Drinking wine before bed usually worsens sleep quality, even if it helps you fall asleep faster. Here’s what actually happens:

🍷 How Wine Affects Sleep

1. Faster sleep onset (short-term)

Alcohol has a sedative effect, so you may feel sleepy quickly.

2. Disrupted sleep cycles (major downside)

Alcohol suppresses REM sleep (deep, restorative dreaming sleep).
Later in the night, REM rebounds → lighter, more fragmented sleep.

3. More nighttime awakenings

As alcohol is metabolized, it acts like a stimulant.
Increases chances of waking up at 3–5 a.m.

4. Reduced deep sleep

Less slow-wave sleep → you wake up unrefreshed, even after many hours.

5. Dehydration & snoring

Alcohol is a diuretic → dehydration → dry mouth, headaches.
Relaxes throat muscles → snoring & sleep apnea worsen.

😴 What This Feels Like the Next Day

Grogginess or “brain fog”
Lower energy and focus
Poor mood
Increased cravings (especially sugar/carbs)

⚠️ Even Small Amounts Matter

1 glass of wine within 3 hours of bedtime can:
- Reduce REM sleep by ~10–15%
- Increase sleep fragmentation

✅ If You Still Want Wine

Have it at least 3–4 hours before bed
Drink water alongside it
Limit to 1 glass
Avoid alcohol if you already struggle with insomnia or anxiety

🌙 Better Nighttime Alternatives

Herbal tea (chamomile, lemon balm)
Warm milk or plant milk
Magnesium-rich foods (banana, oats, pumpkin seeds)

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2026-01-21T15:05:42+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Janvier 2026 à 03:05 PM

today's juice

🥬 Spinach (Skin Repair & Glow)

Vitamin A → supports skin cell renewal and helps prevent acne
Vitamin C → boosts collagen production (firmer skin)
Iron & folate → improve oxygen delivery → healthy glow
Antioxidants → protect against premature aging

🌿 Celery (Hydration & Inflammation Control)

High water content → deeply hydrates skin
Silica & potassium → support skin elasticity
Anti-inflammatory compounds → help calm redness, acne, and eczema
Helps flush toxins that can trigger breakouts

🍏 Green Apple (Clear & Even Skin)

Vitamin C & polyphenols → brighten skin and fight free radicals
Pectin (fiber) → supports gut health → clearer skin
Helps balance oil production and reduce dullness

🌟 Skin Benefits When Combined

Together, they:

Promote a natural glow
Support collagen & elasticity
Reduce acne, dullness, and inflammation
Help slow fine lines & premature aging
Improve skin hydration from within

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2026-01-20T21:45:19+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Janvier 2026 à 09:45 PM

why I want to date someone who works out:

because discipline is extremely attractive to me, to know that you don't play about your gym time, your sport, you running time or however ways you keep yourself active is a turn on for me. I love a man who has his priorities straight and being fit is not only impressive but the work that you put in shows me how dedicated you are when you want to reach a goal.
it shows me that you have self control, I want a man who can control himself in all things. In his spending, in his eating, can he control his anger? will he lash out at me or screams at me? yes having self control shows me you can somewhat control your emotions and that to me is extremely important. If I say no I don't want to do it tonight can you control yourself and leave me alone? knowing that you said no to eating cake, fast foods and soda shows me that you know what you want and you won't let any outside distraction keep you away from acheiving your goals.
patience. When you work out for a long time it shows me that you're not after immediate gratification it shows me that you're willing to wait to finally be able to have what you want. You don't rush the process, you have patience and you show character when you wait to get what you want.
your hard work. Working out day in and day out is not for the weak! it takes mental strength as well as physical strength to keep going even if you're sad, tired or not up for it but you still show up! it shows me that you will show up for our relationship and you will fight for us.
I also like licking abs and muscles so that's a bonus.

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