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2026-03-19T14:28:28+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Ego Boost.
I am so proud of myself for some of things I have accomplished recently, it's good to take some time to acknowledge your accomplishments and I am doing just that.
I am often really hard on myself, what I tolerate from other people I don't tolerate in myself. For example if I make a huge mistake while I would be quick to accept that someone else is okay to make a mistake because they don't know everything, I will sit and berate myself because of that mistake. I would even begin to hate myself because of what I've done but I am so quick to let it go when someone else does it. I am learning to let things go especially when I make a mistake because it's okay, I will make mistake it's inevitable because I am not perfect.
What I love about myself is that I acknowledge my flaws and I know what I should work on but at times I don't immediately work on them because I procrastinate. There are some things and people that I need to let go of and I know that but for some reason I haven't let them go yet but I will. Ok back to my accomplishments:
- I said I was going to read more and I have been doing just that! I've already read 8 books in the span of 40 days! I used to say "I can't sit down and read because my attention span is so bad" but look at me now! one day I just came home and I said you know what let me finish the book I am currently reading and I did. Then immediately I downloaded the next book and I just kept going!
- I said I was going to watch less TV and I am lucky if I watch 1hour of TV daily! I am always reading. I turn off my TV and I sit on the couch with my blanket, my cat on my lap and I just read for hours!
- I said I was going to use my phone less (I am still working on that) but because I am reading a lot I barely go on my phone while I am reading.
- I said I was going to work on my skin because I had a bad break out in the beginning of February and I purchased my skincare products and I am working on it.
I have new goals :
- I want to get abs, I will focus way more on abs workout.
- I want to read 50 books this year.
- I want to grow my hair longer (no heat and a trim every 3 months) the thing is I never really know how long my hair is unless I blow-dry it or straighten it.
- I want to run a 5k by the end of the year and record it on the Strava app !
2026-03-18T14:54:24+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Real Madrid Vs Manchester city
Last week match was epic! Valverde delivered a beautiful hattrick and yesterday Vinicius Jr scored 2 goals it should have been three but okay... Mbappe is back, he was out on injury and I understand why he took the time to recover because it is a world cup year and he wants to give his best at the world cup. He can't play with injuries if he wants to give a great performance at the world cup. On that note I am sure if some of you are following Mbappe online you have seen him with a girl, apparently they are dating and you may be asking yourself perhaps I am devastated ? nah. I love him on the pitch but outside of the game he can do whatever he wants. He should be dating because he wants kids, I would love to see him with a black girl but it's a white girl with blonde hair...whatever. The girl he was dating in 2018 was sooo beautiful, but that girl is married now I think. I would love to see him happy, I never believe that I was going to date him. On the pitch he is mine though...after that the girl can have him. He is still my baby, and I will always love him even if he is married with kids he will still be my man on the pitch.
Also I love Manchester city but wherever Mbappe is that's where I am. I hope Haaland comes to real Madrid I love him too.
2026-03-17T03:01:13+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
My favorite language is French but it can be tricky if I don’t practice. The hardest thing about the French language is the pronunciation and the verb tenses. One thing that helps me a lot is reading French stories out loud before bed to help with the pronunciation and to keep practicing
2026-03-17T02:10:45+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
I finished the second book in the fourth wing series, iron flame was captivating and jaw dropping.
This is the 8th book that I finished this year since February; and this book was very interesting to say the least.
The first book ended at a cliffhanger, Violet was in a comma and her presumed dead brother Brennan walked in alive and well after he mended her. Xaden was at her bedside for more than 3 days to make sure she would awake. After she woke up the crew flew back to Basgiath to the college, Violet was pissed because she realized that xaden had been lying to her for quite some time now. Xaden have been supplying gryphon riders weapons to fight against the venins. The rule is gryphon fliers were the enemy so essentially xaden was supplying the enemy with weapons! But as Violet realizes that the kingdom has been letting innocent civilians to die and defenseless against the venins. Violet decided to forgive xaden but her guard was up, eventually they made up but xaden graduated and he’s a general now, he was no longer a wing leader at the school. So Violet would be separated from xaden but not completely because their dragons are bonded so they would see each other every 5-7 days.
As I mentioned before Violet has 2 dragons. Andarna and Tairn, both are supposedly black dragons but I will skip forward because this book was 876 pages long. I will give a quick summary. Violet was tortured and Andarna fell into a deep sleep because she’s a Juvenal and she needs sleep to grow. Xaden came to rescue Violet and took a bunch of the riders with him to another city Aretia where he took Violet to have Brennan (her brother) mend her.
Fast forward there’s a battle and they have to fight against venins and sages… Violet try to put a ward that’s suppose to protect them against the venins. Before she tried to raise the ward but failed but this is her last chance after a long fight. Violet tried to raise the ward but she uses too much power and she was about to crash but her mother stepped in and sacrifices herself to raise the ward. Her mother died to save her, all the venin fell and died.
Violet discovered Andarna is much more powerful than she thought by the fact this is what Andarna told her “I waited six hundred and fifty years to hatch. Waited until your eighteenth
summer, when I heard our elders talk of the weakling daughter of their
general, the girl forecasted to become the head of the scribes, and I knew.
You would have the mind of a scribe and the heart of a rider. You would be
mine.” She leans into my hand. “You are as unique as I am. We want the
same things.”
Basically Andarna is much more powerful, she’s the 7th dragon kind that hasn’t been discovered.
At the end Violet went to find xaden and he asked her to stay away from him. That she should be careful and when he finally meets her gaze she froze! His eyes were red! He turned into a venin! Oh
It was a nice story and I’m starting the next book tomorrow.
2026-03-15T23:35:09+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Between spending one night and spending all my life with you, I only want one thing.
No rules applies to you, you can have me anywhere and however.
I’m yours for the night.
You don’t have to think, I laid it out for you.
Nothing is off limits.
I’ve been waiting.
You’ve been waiting.
We both want the same thing.
Like a moth to flames I am drawn to you.
Your voice, your touch, your lips, your eyes pull me in as my feet struggle to find gravity before I could fall.
I’m all in for the ride,
Baby you got the key for this all wheels drive. Just step inside.
It’s all yours.
2026-03-15T20:03:37+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
My whole body hurts actually mostly my lower body especially my thighs and glutes. Normally I don’t have that much pain but my Saturday morning session was pretty good! It was the first time I lifted heavy all week. I couldn’t lift heavy on Monday, Tuesday I couldn’t work out because I was sick, Wednesday I was lifting bay weights and Thursday was good, but Friday was okay… I was distracted but it was an okay session. But yesterday was amazing!!!! My butt is on fire right now, I stretched before and after but I’m still in pain. I love the pain it means I did good.
2026-03-15T17:29:42+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
If you’re a black girl and you’re labeled an “Oreo” this is for you.
The term “Oreo” is highly offensive to me and the meaning behind it is basically a black girl who acts like a white girl. To me that’s racist, is there a way a certain group of people should act? I would say no. Each and every one of us have different personalities, different background, different interests, different experiences and all of those things make us who we are. We can’t all be the same! Growing up in Haiti was so different for me because race didn’t matter we were all Haitians, I had a closed friend who was Dominican but we spoke in creole so to me she was Haitian lol. I had a different upbringing compare to some of my friends who weren’t Jehovah witnesses. I grew up in a very religious household, I wasn’t allowed to swear, watch certain movies in the family room, I didn’t go out much yes I grew up very sheltered. The only place I would go in Haiti was school, meetings, field service and hangouts with other kids who were Jehovah witnesses and home. There are a lot of things I didn’t do growing up, now as an adult some other adults might say “wow she doesn’t know much about life” no I didn’t date growing up because I wasn’t allowed to and my mom watched me like a hawk. No I didn’t sneak out to go to parties and get drunk. I still had a very fun childhood surrounded by books, my friends and making cute memories with my family.
Now as an adult, I don’t say profanities when I speak. I don’t talk about sex openly, I can barely wear a crop top in public. Some people might labeled me as a prude but I know I can let myself be free sexually with the person I trust. I don’t need to swear to prove that I am a black woman. Just because you have an extensive vocabulary, you love hiking, or you listen to Taylor swift or any white people songs doesn’t mean you’re not black! I listen to all kinds of songs, some days are all about reggaeton, classical, konpa, jazz, pop, rock, Indian, Arabic, French… but once I put on a white girl song I’m trying to be white?
Just because I eat a salad for lunch from sweet greens and not Mac Donald’s I’m trying to be a white girl? Just because I shop at Whole Foods, Trader Joe’s or Costco’s I’m trying to be white !? I think it’s ignorant! I can love whatever I want, I can do whatever I want, I can eat whatever food I like. God created me to live the way I want! I have a choice. I think it’s offensive to label a black girl a white girl just because her interest are different than what you think typical black girls love. Let me just say rap culture is not a good representation of black women! Not all of us talk like sexy Red, Nicki Minaj, Glorilla and other black woman rappers. Some of us don’t swear, some of us are modest. Not saying any group is better than the other we were all created with a choice. If you want to walk around in a crop top and short skirt that’s on you, but don’t criticizing me because I wore a normal shirt with jeans because I’m not criticizing you either. Let me live my life the way that I see fit and you should live your live unapologetically.
There’s nothing wrong with me. Yes I love books, yes I will call the manager and file a complaint if I’m treated unfairly, yes I leave reviews on yelp, yes I would rather stay home than go to a night club and grind on sweaty dudes, yes I’m a virgin, yes I've never dated anyone. Not all black girls should be labeled sluts, just because I’m black doesn't mean I’m hopping on different men every night lol… that’s a bad stereotypes! I see black women in a different light. I think we are beautiful, cultured, smart, strong, resilient, soft and powerful. I hate that black women rappers think all we care about are sex, getting money, making men pay for us…. Like dude some of us want to be lawyers, doctors, researchers, scientists, writers, biologists, engineers. I don’t care what people think of me as a black girl because most of the time they’re wrong because they see me and they immediately put me in a box and I could care less about their boxes.
One experience I had as a black girl (this one is a little graphic but I don’t mind sharing), my doctor asked me if was sexually active and I said no (I was 22 at the time not that anything has changed but for some context). Then he ask me if I wanted to get a Pap smear, and I said well I don’t see the point in getting one since I’m not sexually active. He then said you may not be now but you were at some point, like excuse me? Do you know something I don’t? I said no I haven’t. So he asked me with a stoned face so you’re a virgin and I said yes. He laughed, yes he laughed. Then he advise me to get a Pap smear, which I said ok because I wasn’t about to argue with him. He said when we do the Pap smear then we’ll see if you’re truly a virgin ( that could have been a lawsuit ! He was a Haitian doctor and he was out of line many times) when we did the Pap smear he used a big maybe it was a regular speculum thinking I was lying but when I was in so much pain and the speculum couldn’t fit because duhhhh I’m a virgin dude. So he asked the nurse to bring an extra small speculum! After the Pap smear he apologized and he said sorry I didn’t believe you it’s rare to see a girl like you a virgin. Actually no! There are many black girls and white girls my age who are virgins… it doesn’t matter what race we are we have a choice with our bodies we can choose to wait for marriage if we want.
2026-03-14T15:28:08+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
I feel like when I like a guy I don’t know how to talk to him ! Embarrassing! I forget words. I don’t know what to say. I’m a whole complete different person, I am more reserved and they don’t know much about my personality because I’m afraid to show who I really am but at times they do get a glimpse of me. I can’t say certain words, I can’t be free until I know it’s a free space ughhhhh that’s why they always like me back after I moved on because I finally don’t care what they think of me so I let my personality shine. They’re like wow she’s cool well yes I am cool but because I used to like you I didn’t know how to act around you and I was super awkward lol
but I know the right guy will stick around and he will get to witness my personality.
2026-03-13T13:47:13+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Update
I said I was going to check in by the end of the week and I am keeping my word. By the way I hate when people don't keep their word, if you say you're going to do something and we both agreed on the time and place don't flake on me or not keep your word I hate that; If you can't do something then don't say you will. Ok back to how I am doing.
My cold is gone, I still have a nasal congestion but I am not coughing and i'm no longer sneezing. I survived my period only to wake up with pink eye this morning ugh why???? I was rubbing it a lot last night and I know how it happened but when I woke up this morning with my eye crusted shut I was worried.
Mentally I feel drained, I woke up feeling like a fool. I went to the gym and it was a good session. I had to push through it because mentally I was weak but it doesn't matter about how I feel I still have to work out and I felt better after. I felt defeated, sad, broken and I was sooo disappointed in myself because of a mistake I made last night (nothing sexual lol, I hold myself at very high standards and I did lower it recently but that happens to the best of us, I just have to raise it again and put my crown back on) . I forgive myself already and I will be okay but it took me a while to acknowledge that the hurt that I feel is because I honor and love myself so much and I know that I didn't deserve any of that. I believe in myself and I love who I am but at times I feel bad when I make a mistake because I know better if only I could act better. I will let the feeling pass through me, I won't dwell on it.
I am at work and actually I don't have pink eye I was exaggerating. but my right eye is very irritated that I wore my glasses today. I want to be at work because if I go home, I am afraid I will plunge into a depressive episode. I rather be busy than sad. I'll be okay... I just have to move on that's all.