No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2025-06-13T15:43:53+02:00

priorities

Publié par Gaelle.R 13 Juin 2025 à 03:43 PM

I have a busy day! and I don't think some people understand. Being mad at me because I didn't answer your text as soon as you texted me is childish! even if I saw your text I can decide when to answer it is my phone after all! I don't expect you to text me back right away, you're not my man even if you were I would still give you some grace. At times I need time to think before I answer. I hate to commit to things I am not sure about, I have a ton of boundaries now because of how people took my kindness for granted and hurt me in ways I never thought was possible. As I was saying I need 8 hours of sleep and If I don't get it at night best believe I will take a nap during the day. I am not always a fast texter, at times I need to process my life and I need space to do that. I can't keep communicating with people at all hours of the day, that's draining.

my day goes:

8-9 hours of work
2 hours at the gym
1 hour before bed for journaling, praying, reading the bible and cooling down
8 hours of sleep

if I call you or text you just know you mean a lot to me, especially right now.

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2025-06-11T21:13:57+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Juin 2025 à 09:13 PM

Not that you asked but i'll tell you anyway only because I am disappointed right now. So I no longer talk to my gymbros because friendship between men and women is difficult when we both don't want the same thing. I love having gym friends because we push each other but the girls are sooo rude. The men are nicer and more supportive. I will miss them, I had to let them go. I was getting weird vibes, one of them likes me and he's not even the cute one ughhh not that it matters...I can't date outside my faith.

I just avoid them plus I go early on the days we used to work out together, they don't have my phone number because I never gave it. The cute one was being weird because his bro likes me and he's the one I got along with the most!! ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why :(

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2025-06-10T22:31:22+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 10 Juin 2025 à 10:31 PM

Hey you guys,

You are all my reading family. I am doing okay. Some days are harder than others because I am officially entering the grieving process of my dad. I am finally beginning to accept that I'll never be able to talk to him again. For so long I have been in denial, engaging in reckless activities... acting as if I didn't lose a parent but deep down I knew this day would come where I would come face to face with the reality of losing him. somedays I cry, someday I smile thinking about something he said to me... there was a time we used to talk a lot. We had so much in common! we have the same temperament. He loves football just like me. He was soooo sweet. I could talk to him about anything even sex, he warned me about men and how they think. He was someone exceptional, I'll never forget him. He was so cool. He was always ready to listen to anything I have to say.

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2025-06-09T05:24:15+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 9 Juin 2025 à 05:24 AM

A year later and I am finally grieving. I knew this day would come when I would think about you and I wouldn’t be able to stop crying. I knew the day would come when I would feel everything. I knew I would fall apart when the world has already forgotten about you. Thinking about all the things we never got to do. We never danced together, never hugged, never kissed goodbye… never said I missed you once.

I knew you loved me, you had to. You did all of this for me. But I wanted you to be there with me. I wanted fo have breakfast with you, eat lunch with you, we did have coffee together once… I wanted to sit at the dinner table with you and tell you about my day.

I want a baby because being a mother is the only thing I can’t wait to be. I really do. But when I think about all the times I only had my mom and how tough it must’ve been for her. I want to have a father around for my baby. I love you dad. I know you did the best you could for me. I love you and I will always love you.

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2025-06-09T02:38:36+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 9 Juin 2025 à 02:38 AM

The nation league final today was magical! Cristiano Ronaldo scored an amazing goal and a penalty! Even at 40 years old he’s shutting everyone up! I love Cristiano not only for the way he plays football but for his mentality. He’s a very hard worker! Messi has talent for sure but for Cristiano it’s pure hard work. He was the last one to leave training he’s always working hard to be better and that’s how I want to be, that’s how I want my future husband to be. I was trying to follow Cristiano’s ab work out and I got a cramp lol! He’s a beast!

Portugal wining the nation league is what I wanted if France didn’t win! France was eliminated on Friday and yes I was sad but Portugal made me happy today. There’s a lot of my favorite players in the Portugal team there’s vitinha, Nuno Mendez, Bernardo Silva, Jao Felix (he’s so cute), Rafael leao and yes the one and only Cristiano Ronaldo !!!!!

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2025-06-08T18:59:39+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Juin 2025 à 06:59 PM

I remember I was taking to a man recently and he asked me “what are your thoughts on women submitting to her husband?”

I said :” I have no problem with it, however if he’s not leading me in the right directions under Jehovah’s guidance then I’m not going to submit. If he’s not letting the Bible guide him then what am I submitting to? His ego? I am not going to satisfy a man’s ego by letting him lead me to destruction.

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2025-06-08T14:39:44+02:00