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2026-08-08T23:42:37+02:00

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Private thoughts 

 

There’s this one girl I know and I wish I could say her name but obviously I can’t because of privacy reasons. But I think she’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, forget about her appearance I mean from the conversations we’ve had her soul is just radiant! If I was a man I would date this girl, marry her and she would have my babies. 

 

I’m not gay lol I’ve never liked a girl. I’ve known her for years and the whole time I thought about this because  she’s just soooo beautiful to the point where I’m like how is she single! Her face is beautiful, her body is amazing out of this world even! Her voice is sooo cute… I’m like how is no man snatching that? But from what I know she pushes a lot of man away just like me lol but she’s worse. At least I talk to them! I hear she doesn’t even let them talk to her ! If I was a man I would send her flowers weekly! She’s just soooo gorgeous ugghhhhh I’m sad that I’m not a man because I would do everything in my power to get her. When I want something I set my eyes on it, I never let it go until something better comes along. I hope she finds an amazing guy who will love her and treat her like a princess. 

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2026-08-08T22:54:20+02:00

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Describe a perfect day:

 

I wake up at 8 am pray , do daily text and get ready for the gym.

Have avocado toast 

Start working out at 9:15 am end my workout at 11:20 am. 

Go home shower, have a good breakfast (eggs, bacon or steak, roasted potatoes and a protein shake) 

After breakfast or brunch go to my favorite coffee shop. Order a matcha strawberry latte. Bring a book. Read for 4 hours. Go home have lunch ( steak, mash potatoes, broccoli with shrimp scampi)  after lunch/ dinner take a nap. Wake up at 8pm watch a movie with popcorn and go to bed at 10 pm lol 

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2026-08-08T02:56:02+02:00

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Update on the Lindsay Clancy case:

 

As I keep watching the trial, I don’t feel sorry for Lindsay at all and I think she should be in jail. There’s no bone in my body that makes me have an ounce of sympathy for her. 

 

Let me walk you through of what happened on January 24,2023. She was 35 years old at the time and she took Cora the oldest daughter to a doctor appointment because she believed something was wrong with her daughter, because she was having a belly ache so the pediatrician advised Lindsay to get miralax for her daughter. She got home after the appointment and took the kids out in the backyard and played in the snow with them. She took pictures of them playing and sent them to her husband who was working from home in his office, she also sent pictures to her parents and her in laws. (Were those pictures a form of goodbye?) 

Later that day she asked her husband to go get take out, at a place she picked out and that place wasn’t a regular place they ordered food from it was 10-15 minutes away from home, she also asked her husband to stop at cvs to get the miralax or pedialyte for their daughter. Her husband then called her while he was at cvs to ask her some questions about what he was picking up. Her husband said Lindsay sounded like she was in the middle of doing  something ( scary! Because that something was her in the middle of killing her children) she sounded clear and coherent on the phone.  She can’t say that she blacked out because she picked up the phone and she knew exactly what was happening in that moment. 

 

She then strangled her 3 children with exercises bands. I’m sorry but she’s a psychopath! Killing someone by strangulation is personal because she watched the life go out of their bodies and she made sure that there was no pulse after she strangled them. She deliberately acted with malicious intent to kill those kids. Imagine the kids crying, scared with no understanding as to why their mother was doing this! My heart is broken hearing those things at the trial. Any decent human being would feel broken listening to this. 

 

I don’t see a woman struggling with postpartum psychosis, I see a calculated woman who knew what she was doing and who didn’t want to live the life she was living. She planned those murders by sending her husband out of the house to buy more time to do what she wanted to do. She was also a nurse she knew what to say to the psychiatrist to get the medications she needed to act as is she was sick. Her sobbing at the trial doesn’t seem genuine to me, she always cover her face with her hair… where are the tears? At least let us see you crying! Rocking back in forth and pretending to be crying just doesn’t cut it. She’s a monster and I don’t think she should be free.

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2026-08-06T14:17:14+02:00

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reading update.

My goal is to read 50 books this year, but I've already read 43 books, and I will not stop reading until the clock strike 12 am on January , 2027. I will increase my reading goal for 2026 to 90 books as soon as I reach the 50 books this month. On average I read 2 books a week and 9-10 books a month.

I am proud of myself for reading so much because I stopped for what felt like a long time, but I always missed it. I love books and a good story to escape my reality. I started reading in February that's when I completed my first book. If I started reading in January maybe I could have read 100 books!

hitting Finished on a book that I am currently reading on goodreads and fable brings me a lot of joy and satisfaction, sometimes I write a review too.

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2026-08-06T14:11:48+02:00

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fitness update.

I still work out 6 days a week, but I have been feeling slightly unmotivated lately if I didn't build a strong discipline, I am pretty sure that I would work out less. But no, I still show up and do what I can. It happens and that's normal but when that happens, I just remind myself of my goals and where I want to be. I have not been eating as much because I always have some weeks throughout the year where my appetite is low. I have trouble getting out of bed in the morning because I get depressed in the summer months! I do wake up but I lay there and scroll on my phone. All this to show you I am not perfect and that I am not always motivated. At times I sit in the gym and feel so weak but guess what I get up and push myself. The summer months have never been easy for me, people get depressed in the winter but I thrive during those months. I cannot wait for fall so that I can start feeling like myself again.

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2026-08-04T20:29:14+02:00

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" My Mama don't like you and she likes everyone."

if my mom doesn't like you, I don't know what to tell you because you messed up BAD. she gives a lot of grace to people but if you made me cry or she can hear the hurt in my voice when I talk about you, thenyou're done. I am her lion cub.

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2026-08-04T03:59:20+02:00

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Empath. 
 

Being an empath I can tell when someone feels threatened by me or when someone doesn’t like me. I don’t need them to tell me that. My friends usually say “ Gaëlle how do you know this person doesn’t like you they haven’t said anything bad to you”! That’s the thing they don’t have to! I can read their body language, the way they look at me when they think I’m not looking, how they speak to me, what they look at when they are speaking to me. The way they respond to me when I initiate conversation, that’s all I need to take my distance. I don’t ask why, I don’t ask what I did because I accept that not everyone will like me. It used to bother me because why would someone just not want to be nice to me when I haven’t done anything? But I realize that you don’t have to be rich or the prettiest person in the room to be envied. You could be hated for the way you carry yourself, for how confident you appear or for even existing ! Some people can feel threatened by your mere presence. You don’t have to do or say anything.

I stay far away from these people because I don’t know their intentions, whether they are envious, admiring or hating me i don’t have time to decipher I will gladly stay away. Of course I will not leave the room if need to be there. No one can intimidate me into leaving. If I leave it’s because I feel that my presence is not needed. The same way they get to be in the room is the same way I get to be here too. They will see me and choke if they want to, I don’t care.

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2026-08-04T03:58:57+02:00

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Some people have told me that I can be self centered and I take it as compliment. They think I would be offended but no! Most of my life I always made sure everyone was good at the detriment of myself. I would show up with the little bit that I had and give it all to ungrateful people. I’ve been ridiculed for my kindness, made fun of because I chose peace instead of retaliation. Of course I will remain kind but I won’t always be nice. Truth is now I don’t show up when I know I can’t. I only give what I can give and if I don’t have anything to give I won’t suffer for it. 

I care more about my wellbeing than anyone else would ever cared. If I don’t show up for me who will? If I don’t make sure I have what I need who will? Most of my life I’ve been alone, I hustled and made way to survive. 

I have no interests in making myself small in order for people to feel comfortable around me. I am who I am, yes I will work on myself because I don’t accept that we should stay who we are, there’s always room for improvement. But I will not bend over backwards just to make people happy anymore. In the end, I always end up  alone in a dark room crying. The only constant presence in my life is my mom and my cats. 

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2026-08-02T23:49:43+02:00

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Hug. 

 

Last year I went on a date and I had a good time. At the end of the date we hugged and I never forgot that hug. I truly let myself be free in his arms, in that moment I let my guard down entirely. Usually I don’t let people hold me or invade my space I always have a barrier but that day I let all of it down and I let him hold me. He held me for what felt like forever. I felt all of my broken bones being put back together, it was healing. I wanted to cry, he held me so tight that I could feel his heartbeat beating at the same drums of my heart. It wasn’t sexual and I did like him a little but not enough. If he was someone else I would’ve said yes but it was him and he’s not right for me. 

 

I wish I could be hugged like that again, he didn’t rush it, he didn’t squeeze me… he just held me and that felt so right. He wasn’t tall so the height difference wasn’t a problem. I wish he was different but he’s not. Shortly after that  I let him go. My friends always say why do you let all these men go just to be single? Don’t you want someone to talk to?! Well that would be me stringing them along and I hate that. I can’t have them all to myself  and I don’t want any of them either. It’s better to say goodbye than to hold on to something with no purpose. I know I’ll never be with them, I know we are not on the same wavelength… why would I waste their time? I’d rather cut it loose than to drag it.

 

But that hug was magical to me. I didn’t think I wanted to be held and that’s what made it special because the moment he took me in his arms I realize I needed that hug. He felt it too and he held me without any restriction. 

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2026-08-02T14:13:46+02:00

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I just want to clarify, I don’t hate all men. There are a few men I truly loved for example my dad, all of my uncles because my mom has 5 brothers that I know (she only has brothers), a few guys I’ve had crushes on not many but those guys were always on my mind and I would be ready to defend them. After I moved on I could see how they used me, how they weren’t good for me, how they lied to me, how they manipulated me… but for the most part I don’t hate all men. 

 

It’s true because of my past experiences with men that weren’t good, their actions made me become cautious of them. Where I can quickly trust a woman even though some have deceived me but most didn’t, I wouldn’t be so quick to trust a man. I don’t believe all men are liars, cheaters and manipulators. There are good men out there and I hope I meet one. I’m not saying all the men I know are bad. What can I say men have not shown me anything that would make me trust them. 

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